>18 yo f
>hav a gf also 18 yo f
>we have drunk sex
>she keeps stopping to go on her iPad and text men on discord
>I start sobbing uncontrollably cuz I got triggered by my complex ptsd
>I ruin the night
am I horrible for getting triggered? its not her fault at all its my stupid ex bfs because he would just ignore me after I would give him head and I would just wanna be held. i feel awful for ruining the mood and night. why am I such a terrible person? how can I talk to her about it without making things worse or making her uncomfortable? i love her so much so should I just not say anything to protect her from my shit emotions? i cant hurt her someone please help me.