am i a terrible girlfriend/person

>be me
>18 yo f
>hav a gf also 18 yo f
>we have drunk sex
>she keeps stopping to go on her iPad and text men on discord
>I start sobbing uncontrollably cuz I got triggered by my complex ptsd
>I ruin the night
am I horrible for getting triggered? its not her fault at all its my stupid ex bfs because he would just ignore me after I would give him head and I would just wanna be held. i feel awful for ruining the mood and night. why am I such a terrible person? how can I talk to her about it without making things worse or making her uncomfortable? i love her so much so should I just not say anything to protect her from my shit emotions? i cant hurt her someone please help me.

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  1. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You need to chill. That said, if she was on discord while you were having sex. 1) rude 2) maybe she didn't actually want to have sex?

    Learn how to have a conversation

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      she did tho like we both wanted to and its not the first time we've done it either

  2. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    She's in the wrong. If that's actually the whole story you did nothing wrong and your gf is a c**t. Have an open conversation about your feelings with her. If she's interested in being your gf she'll listen to you.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      well i asked her last night if she is repulsed by me (not a good thing 2 ask ik but I was drunk and sobbing) and then she said no and blah blah so I asked if we could cuddle and she said yes and then proceeded to get into the little spoon position and we spooned. am I reading way to far into this? idk physical stuff means soososo much 2 me and I take it so seriously

  3. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    what kind of fricking loser goes on discord during sex

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      well she kept taking breaks cuz she would get winded and don't call her a loser I love her

  4. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    is there a possibility she's being bisexual and creepy and telling these random men about your sex life? :/

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      well we both like still talk 2 random dudes on discord and im not asking her 2 stop cuz I know she loves me like I love her but I just got upset cuz she was going it in front of me and like I could see the messages and I just wanted to cry idk why but I was so embarrassed like I wasn't enough for her

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      shes not telling them about our sex life but she is being sexual with them

  5. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >>18 yo f
    >>hav a gf also 18 yo f
    >discord
    You're both trannies ain't ya?

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      no we r both cisgender, im pansexual and shes lesbian

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Wasn´t expecting that

  6. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >am i a terrible girlfriend/person
    Bad question because you're not asking "what should I change", you're seeking excuses to feel bad.
    >I start sobbing uncontrollably cuz I got triggered by my complex ptsd
    That's valid. You're only bad if you try to keep having cptsd. If you try to reduce your cptsd and haven't fully succeeded yet, you are fine.
    >its my stupid ex bfs
    L take. You were responsible for staying with him and being attached. Him being a jerk is on him, you staying with him is on you.
    >how can I talk to her about it without making things worse or making her uncomfortable?
    Not sure you can. You'd need to understand the difference between how you do feel and how you should feel, the other guy will need to have patience for your problem but also show firm expectation that you work on changing it. Most people can't do that, they can only care about emotions in the moment.
    >i love her so much
    That makes you a bad person because you're actively refusing to consider the option "maybe my love is excessive and should be reduced", which is a possible option that should remain available to avoid dependency and burdening others.
    Chances are that's how you got cptsd in the first place, refusing to reduce your love when that would've been a good idea.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      i dont know how i can reduce my love do you have any advice? she tells me that I could never love her as much as she loves me and that if we ever break up it will be by my doing cuz she loves me so much

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      please tell me what should i change
      and frick my ex bf I hope he rots in hell

  7. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    how the frick do 18 year olds have PTSD

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      i was diagnosed w it at 16 and its complex ptsd there is a difference
      ptsd is like usually stemmed from 1 traumatic event
      complex ptsd is a series of traumatic events over a course of time

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >a series of traumatic events over a course of time
        and those were what?

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          well my parents growing up and also being bullied my whole life, being addicted to coke for 4 months at age14, people irl wanting me 2 kms and getting arrested and hospitalized.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      You never meet someone from the wrong side of the train tracks before?

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Zoomers are completely fricked dude.

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