>be me 23f. >high-functioning autist. >destroyed relationship with my only friend of several years

>be me 23f
>high-functioning autist
>destroyed relationship with my only friend of several years
>hate talking to normies
>hate talking to other autists
>girls think i'm too weird
>non-autist boys also think i'm weird
>autist boys think i want to frick them
>try to be content with solitude but lizard brain craves connection

is there a way to go full hermit and not experience my brain screaming at me for being a social failure? should i just off myself and spare myself the trouble? i have hobbies n shit and the attention-seeking prostitute in me is really getting in the way of me getting anything done.

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  1. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    start an onlyfans

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      TRIPS CONFIRMED

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      >be me 23f
      >high-functioning autist
      >destroyed relationship with my only friend of several years
      >hate talking to normies
      >hate talking to other autists
      >girls think i'm too weird
      >non-autist boys also think i'm weird
      >autist boys think i want to frick them
      >try to be content with solitude but lizard brain craves connection

      is there a way to go full hermit and not experience my brain screaming at me for being a social failure? should i just off myself and spare myself the trouble? i have hobbies n shit and the attention-seeking prostitute in me is really getting in the way of me getting anything done.

      OP, start an OnlyFans. You’ll the male attention you crave, while also getting money for your hobbies.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        i'm not even looking for male attention, just like a fricking friend. i'd rather kill myself than post hole.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Some cleavage then?

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Good girl!
          Just keep seeking. Your kind will always find you. If you are feeling lonely, go out and talk to people. Yrs, random people. Make yourself seem interesting so that they come and talk to you.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          maybe you should.

  2. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    If you live with your parent, move out. You are too comfortable being there. You are weird to them because you are either ugly or out of shape. Be more desirable and you will eliminate 99% of your self diagnosed problem

  3. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I will be your acquaintance right now

  4. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    arr you a virgin?
    if yes become my wife and never worry about a thing in your life again.

  5. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Okay new idea. Start a twitch with skimpy clothes. Make profit so you don't have to be at the mercy of weirdos and normies. Friendship and interests come after reality not before.

  6. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >autist boys think i want to frick them
    Why

  7. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    i will be ur online aqueintence if u want, feel free to add on discord username is 'aqua_NSFFW' which is a new account i made. i know this sounds daft but if all you want is somebody to talk with then i can help cause im pretty bored as well.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Good man

  8. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    boys think i want to frick them
    genuine question: how do we know if you do actually want to frick us?
    i have a massive crush on a girl with autism rn but i have no idea if she just enjoys having me around or if she's into me

  9. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    As a man I haven't got it figured out yet either.

    I do believe in fate and karma somewhat as evident by race and predicaments people find themselves in, in life.

    Everything in the world changes.
    We get old and change physically, our bodies get old and weak. People become old and ugly.

    I don't try to focus on the content of my looks too much, but rather what makes me happy and skills I can use until my life ends in death.

    I still haven't figured out if I can actually live with a woman for 50 years and still "love her".

    Perhaps love and relationships is not a social problem but a legal one, and since there is no future society to protect in the west anymore, relationships are obsolete which is why we find ourselves lonely and isolated.

  10. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Schizoid here. I am converting myself into an actual robot. It's working. You've got to find a method that works for you though.
    Alternatively you could just talk to people, weird or not. Socialising can be good for you. But then again, why would you want to socialise with people, right? I couldn't find a reason to do that. Maybe you can.

  11. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    These terms are hardly descriptive. Can you give examples of where you're personality has turned people off?

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      for starters i'm a professional diagnosed autist. and i just cannot give a shit about other people. i hate normies and small talk and i can fake it as much as i want but they're so insufferable to talk to and to hang out with. i'm only interested in my autistic as frick hobbies (vidya, anime, manga, and drawing vidya, anime, and manga) and the only people who are interested in those are fellow autists who are also insufferable to talk to (self-explanatory).

      i'm honestly completely turned off to the idea of any social interaction and if there was some kind of drug that would turn off the "social need" part of my brain i'd probably take it.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        hire a male escort to talk to you about anime and look at your drawings, he will have the skills to pretend to be interested maybe.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        What kind of vidya/anime/manga? In what way do you like talking about them?

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          it varies nowadays, which is weird for me, because i used to always have like a "main franchise" i would be obsessed with but now i just kinda float along with whatever sparks even the slightest interest. nothings a super deep interest anymore.

          i guess nowadays my game rotation is project sekai (gacha rhythm game with miku), pokemon and persona. i like the stories and characters. for manga rn i like chainsaw man. it's cringe and super stereotypical but i relate to asa a lot.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        it varies nowadays, which is weird for me, because i used to always have like a "main franchise" i would be obsessed with but now i just kinda float along with whatever sparks even the slightest interest. nothings a super deep interest anymore.

        i guess nowadays my game rotation is project sekai (gacha rhythm game with miku), pokemon and persona. i like the stories and characters. for manga rn i like chainsaw man. it's cringe and super stereotypical but i relate to asa a lot.

        Sounds to me like your "special interests" are the issue. You don't want to discuss anything else yet discussing them with other autists is annoying because they may have different opinions or something. On top of this the strength of your fixation is waning. This is ultimately good from a social stand point but it means you have to learn how to just "hang out" with people.

  12. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    breasts or gtfo

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