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  1. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Man chews some leaves

  2. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Pope Francis drinks coca tea

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Thats not coca tea that yerba mate

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      pope wildin lmao it brings him closer to god when he does hard drugs can relate

  3. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You guys ever came across meth that looks like this?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      yeah. it's meth.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Tell me more about it. Where did you come across such meth. Same place I did?

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          idk. EU, Germany/NL vendor. Only got meth like this from those two countries. It's not mexican cartel meth, that's for sure. Mexican cartel meth is big shards not pebble like this. But iirc big shards of meth mean it's low quality / shady

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Pretty intriguing how multiple vendors have similar zip lock bag, similar meth, and perhaps a golden paper. Did you like the meth?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >Pretty intriguing how multiple vendors have similar zip lock bag, similar meth, and perhaps a golden paper
            it's just the same crew/dealers. NL vendor often do this stuff, ok idk if that's often but it's not the first time someone do that. It was better meth than mexican one tbh, felt "magical" and tested positive as meth in real lab test. idk about purity percent though

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Yeah I suspect it could be the same organization behind multiple accounts. I had it tested using FTIR and it did test as relatively pure meth. However it isn't doing much for me. Shouldn't be that much difference between Dutch and Mexican meth. both made using p2p.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            anon you may have fried your receptors idk. What roa and dosage do you do?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I tried oral snorting and sublingual. None work. No stims work on me. I sent it to a lab because I though I was scammed. Not sure about dosage but I should've gotten at least a little bit high.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            idk get tested for adhd etc etc

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Did you ever get stuff from EU but not from DE or NE. Did you try Czech stuff?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I haven't tried czech stuff no, apparently it's good quality maybe even the best in eu? idk.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Are loszeta's shards bigger than these

            https://i.4cdn.orgNSFFW1706266728530633.jpg

            You guys ever came across meth that looks like this?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            nah it's the same stuff and same baggie/golden paper ime.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            It's the opposite. Meth is naturally made in shards, when it's scooped from the bottom of pans. When it's ground up like this it allows them to mix in other shit, as most drugs are in powder form. Only buy presmashed meth if you're SURE it's meth.

  4. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    i tried DOM recently, it's an old school psychedelic amphetamine. it's awesome.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      How much?
      Also does it really last 2 days or is that just a scare story. How close is it to acid? Is 10mg too much for someone experienced with heroic doses?

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        i tried DOM recently, it's an old school psychedelic amphetamine. it's awesome.

        Also how does the amphetamine part feel like? Is the same kind of introspective therapy vibe like you get with other psychedelics or is it a more hedonistic mdma sex style kind of trip.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        [...]
        Also how does the amphetamine part feel like? Is the same kind of introspective therapy vibe like you get with other psychedelics or is it a more hedonistic mdma sex style kind of trip.

        i did 5mg. it was satisfying, not tempted to do more next time.

        nah it didn't feel too introspective. there was some spiritual aspect to it. i was really productive the next few days and it inspired me to stop smoking weed all day every day. on day 20 without getting the temptation to blaze now.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      How much?
      Also does it really last 2 days or is that just a scare story. How close is it to acid? Is 10mg too much for someone experienced with heroic doses?

      [...]
      Also how does the amphetamine part feel like? Is the same kind of introspective therapy vibe like you get with other psychedelics or is it a more hedonistic mdma sex style kind of trip.

      bumping in case DOM anon is here

  5. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    anybody here hold down a job and do heroin occasionaly or will I fall into homelessness?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      just do psychedelics

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Can't im psychotic cant do coke either need to avoid weed is fine

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          i have bipolar disorder and i do psychedelics all the time. if you're actively in psychosis i wouldn't do it (only do drugs if you're happy) but you should be fine on a mild dose of mushrooms or LSD.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            bro im schizophrenic if you want to talk diagnoses

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            the dr tried to diagnose me with schizo effective disorder and autism but i said "no thanks". i don't fully trust the modern healthcare system.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I see what you mean but I am aware of my delusions whenever I do something to trigger them I was first treated 11 years ago and I doubt that there's a way back now. Also the sad thing is I dont even know how to get them. Of course I'm thinking of just carrying on drunk and stoned but it keeps haunting me. The emotional addiction I mean.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            have you taken psychedelics before?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            yeah I did LSD but I was stimmed up on coke and I don't remember much. I did coke a ton of times and I always felt worse when I was done. I don't want to end up a wreck and I got a job to hold so I can't get mentally ill I need a clear mind. The only thing I can do is those things I mentioned. I'm an ex addict and I fear I will immediately get a bad trip on psychedilecs because I'm not a very happy person tbh

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            well you shouldn't take any drugs if you're not happy!

            when/if you need to take psychedelics again they'll find you.

            what's bothering you anon? why are you unhappy?

            so anybody do dirt recreationally and holf down a job?

            everything i've read says it's impossible. at the very least it'll change your life.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I'm unhappy because I got noone and it has been this way for more than 10 years now I'm starting to get really sick of it.

            that sucks I will think more about it I fear that at one point I won't be strong enough but thank you rn I'm still strong enough I just need to make it to next month so I can get stoned and drunk rn Im broke can't wait until my paycheck to indulge in food also

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            i'ts work and home everyday for me sometimes I do hobbies but Im getting sick of being alone

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            try reading self help books. it's a red pill or blue pill situation. take heroin and not care about friendships anymore. or go on the journey of self improvement/socialising. IMO both are pretty valid approaches for seeking happiness. it's just one is permanent and the other is ongoing. good luck.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Ive read already so many I swear I'm almost 5 years sober now only weed and alcohol. I've read books for days to keep my mind of it. I was satisfied living a lie and getting every new self help book with the promise of it being somehow different than the other but it's always the same wisdom and principles our ancestors from way back already told us about just packaged in a different pretty way. I wish I could convince my shrink to give me anxiety pills or somehow get anxiety so I can get on the pills.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Grow them

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            not worth it I slept on it already and this morning it just seemed like a dumb idea... well... some people are just more functioning and less impulsive than others.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I have a job and do fentanyl

  6. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    snow in the summer and a little piece of heaven

  7. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    so anybody do dirt recreationally and holf down a job?

  8. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    what kid of work from home job do you have?

  9. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    today is the day i quit
    i'd do shrooms but i don't want to do something irreversible

  10. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Been in the store when I saw they sell green tea. Apparently this contains caffeine. What's the dosage on this shit? If I brew one of the baggies and drink it and it's now 2PM where I'm at will I be able to sleep tonight?

  11. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    aaaa 3 month substance fast ending in 2 weeks im so excited :3

  12. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    update: I drank the tea and hardly feel anything

  13. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Jobs himself acknowledged the impact of Eastern philosophy on his life and work. In Walter Isaacson's biography of Steve Jobs, Jobs is quoted as saying, "Taking LSD was a profound experience, one of the most important things in my life. LSD shows you that there's another side to the coin, and you can't remember it when it wears off, but you know it. It reinforced my sense of what was important - creating great things instead of making money, putting things back into the stream of history and of human consciousness as much as I could."

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      nah dude that homie was TWEAKING on the meth and fenny look at this, his friend has to keep this junkie from nodding off

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Drippin' balls.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          gilf stands for god i love fentanyl

  14. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Sigmund Freud was an Austrian neurologist whose advanced thinking earned him a place in history. The father of psychoanalysis was fascinated by dream analysis and formulated the Oedipus complex. Freud also had a serious love for cocaine, describing it as his "wonder drug." In a letter written to his fiancee, Freud said: "I expect cocaine will win its place in therapeutics by the side of morphine I take very small doses of it regularly against depression and against indigestion and with the most brilliant of success."

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I think I read somewhere he later regretted being a proponent of cocaine.

  15. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Oh and which method did you lab use for testing? FTIR or GC-MS?

  16. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    connec came thru
    what's it like?

  17. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    There seem to be weed dealers looking for clients in local Telegram groups. Please explain to me, an autistic moron, exactly how I should message a dealer for the first time and what to say. Should I add them to contacts first or just message?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      either
      >ayo where the weed at
      or
      >SWIM wants some SNEED

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      idk honestly i just shoot my shot. "Hey saw you on x and y how much for z"

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      you might get scammed careful

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        idk honestly i just shoot my shot. "Hey saw you on x and y how much for z"

        also this, you can order stuff online from reviewed vendors in current year

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I had the cops search my house doing that, not trying it again.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            oh shit fr? here in scandi you might get a letter unless you are ordering dealing amounts.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            damn that's crazy. were you doing anything else that could have led to the warrant or is ordering straight from a honeypot enough?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I wasn't doing anything else, but they didn't actually have a warrant, and nothing happened afterwards. I just got interrogated and threatened by the pigs who seemed very salty and treated me like I'm a scumbag for smoking weed.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            How much did you order. Why did you let them search your house.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Weed's not legal where you are, I'm guessing?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            No shit Sherlock. Did the fact I'm desperately looking for a dealer on Telegram instead of going into a legal weed shop tip you off?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            at least 3 onion shops

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            More the fact you had piggies after you for just weed. Most places they just don't give a shit about weed anymore

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            do you inhabit Germany?

            Poland. We've had legal medicinal weed here for years, but the cops are still enjoying being able to frick you up for weed while they can. You can be arrested just for having a joint. I could try getting a prescription, though I'd have to pay extra for the appointments and prescriptions that way, and I'm not sure if it's possible currently to get one without a legit diagnosis.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            do you inhabit Germany?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      the only way to piss off a weed dealer is to call them every ten minutes.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Never mind. It couldn't be more obvious it was some scam from the way the guy talked, and all the other profiles look the same. I live in a small town, so I guess the dealers do it the old-fashioned way here. I guess I'm just fricked.

  18. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Anyone ever try chewing salvia leaves vs smoking them?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Ime chewing it is more sedating and forgiving but subtle, smoking it is 0-100 without any escape and more go frick yourself type high

  19. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    How long does it take for golden teachers to grow?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I should've got GT. I got Jedi mind frick thi

  20. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >"4-fma fricks with serotonin it's just like mdma don't take it too often you'll be super depressed after!!!"
    >feel happier and comfier than I've felt in months after waking up
    What's going on?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      honeymoon afterglow, won't last

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Other substances that interact with serotonin have left me feeling sad immediately after though. Of course it won't last if binging, but it's still different from what I would've expected.

        I personally think all drugs have a hangover, people just don't always recognize it or mention it. I get hangovers from weed the next morning, if Im not smoking daily. I think its like a rebound effect, where your body is trying to make up for what the drug did to it.

        Sure, I agree with that. It's a stimulant so it affected my sleep noticably. I mean the depression aspect being missing specifically.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I personally think all drugs have a hangover, people just don't always recognize it or mention it. I get hangovers from weed the next morning, if Im not smoking daily. I think its like a rebound effect, where your body is trying to make up for what the drug did to it.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        The "hangover" I get from weed just makes my body feel lighter, sort of. It's more of an afterglow than a hangover.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I feel the same and I enjoy it. I enjoy weed as well, but after some a while the sobriety is very nice. I agree its like an afterglow, but I would still personally classify that as technically a hangover. Some hangovers you can enjoy, especially if its not from chronic over use. Like an acid hangover the next morning is the clearest most refreshing feeling imo.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        adding on, I think that PAWS is just like a long term hangover where your body is readjusting to itself without a chemical youve used for years. Sometimes the rebound is nice because youre used ur sober feelings or didnt enjoy all the effects of the drug

  21. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    for me the weed hangover is the brain fog.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Weed gives me brain fog and makes me confused and almost hyper. I cant smoke before bed

  22. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Weed - makes you foggy
    Meth - makes you feel like you've been tired and foggy your entire life, and only now you can see clearly

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Omg my first time doing meth I ived it and that was the EXACT feeling. It was like all my life I had been in a drugged stupor and now finally I was truly sober. Everything was so crisp and calm and clear and I was ultra focused and ultra sober. Plus I got like waves and waves of pure euphoria all over my body could barely breathe it felt so good.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        have you used methamphetamine since then?

  23. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    How hard is it to find cocaine without fentanyl in it these days?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Even without tent good cocaine doesn't exist anymore. And even when it's good it's still a shit tier stimulant.

      non meth drugs for gooning?

      I like 2cb.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        does it make you hallucinate porn?

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          No, but the body load goes incredibly well with jerking off. And while it's not what you were hoping, I find that it makes VR porn a lot more immersive and enjoyable (I don't care much for it while sober). Especially the gentle kind with whispering and stuff. Just hits different.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        isnt 2cb just coke+mdma? i guess that works

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          People compare it to a crossover between acid and mdma, so yeah, it's got that nice fuzzy body load while also being stimulating and messing with your senses. It's also not nearly as exhausting as any of those other substances. It's pretty swell.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            oh i meant like there is no actual "2cb" chemical in there. Rumor is that its a drug wienertails

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I am not a chemist so I'm not going to say that you are wrong, but aren't you thinking of tuci? That pink garbage that's sold as 2cb.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >coke bad
        Here, here.

  24. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    non meth drugs for gooning?

  25. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >tfw physhical opi withdrawal is over

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      now just don't do the stuff again.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        ahahahahah AHHHHHHHHHHHHH i'll try

  26. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Opinion on pantogam? I've found it to be far more useful than picamilon so far. It's been pretty helpful during my phenibut taper

  27. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    how is everyone? I'm moronicly high on dabs, about to take another one.

  28. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    non psychedelics make me feel guilty, as if drugs that only make me feel good are gluttony.

    Cant even have fun on lsd without meeting god anymore. Imagine any time you want to veg out your mom comes in and makes you do work thats how it feels.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      i feel you bud :3

      keep it that way if you can. also more and different types of mushroom. they are quite varried

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      lol why are you feeling guilty. The war on drugs did this.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        No, a weird relationship with food and pleasure did this.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          you are a Christian

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      yeah yeah drugs are a tool can i laugh at the funny now

    • 4 weeks ago
      furry owo

      Can relate. Whenever I take an edible or LSD or any psychoactive drug, I see god. Top kek. Thanks god for ruining my sense of self. (I'm being a bit sarcastic but also a bit true, I love god, but being one with everyone is a bit difficult to accept).

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Last time I took an edible I was flying through walls and could literally see everything that was going on in different houses. Right when I was about to phase into this woman's bathroom God pulled me up by my collar. Eerily enough heaven doesn't look like heaven, but like a desert with a pink sky. Gave me the scare of my lifetime. He told me my behavior was caused by me jerking off thrice a day. Thankfully I cleaned up my act after that horror trip; that trip changed my life.

        Seriously though. What goes on in your head when you convince yourself of shit like this, anon? Do you ever feel like you're just forcing it and embellishing the most minuscule weird feeling or observation heavily? Is it just you day dreaming and then pretending that you truly felt as if you experienced it? I genuinely find it fascinating how people come up with trite like the above in their trip reports.

        • 4 weeks ago
          furry owo

          I could tell that your report was clearly fake. You don't know god. God doesn't care if you jerk off.

  29. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Been drinking cwe extracted codeine with water. Shorting is alright but you itch a fricker. Boofed some twice. Still barely high at all. Oh well they were only 8mg/500 apap.

    Mostly drinking some expired Stella's that were way cheaper oh well beer doesn't really expire. Chainsmoking cigarettes. Got some homebrew sugar and coke wine going too. Overall breddy comfy.
    >mfw family guy is perfect show for drinking American dad is better tho its on later

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >that 'eat sleep reuse repat' in the background
      ominous

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I genuinely don't think that's a premonition of good things to come

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          yikes anon clean up tf

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Mine is soooo bad I used to eat 40mg klon and 20mg xanax a day for months. I hope you get high. I've got some lorazepam and one 2mg and 0.5 of klonopin. Gonna try to taper off so I don't get seizures again.

            I got plastic boxes, I'm really trying anon

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            how tf did you afford to keep such massive habits going? that's 60mg of benzo a day, even here I think 10mg is the maximum allowed daily doctors CAN give

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          is that a whole barrel of wine?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Yeah it's brewing currently there's even a tap on it so you can see how far along it is. Feels like my baby.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          whats with the mississippi flag and Klan logo, anon? you're not even american, lol

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            he's a fine representation of my people. he gets the pass.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          The more I look, the worse it gets.

  30. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Just swallowed 6mg of Xanax. I wonder if it'll even phase me. I'm the guy who comes here specifically to b***h about my high benzo tolerance. I'll report back in a few hours and let you guys know how high I am, because I know you guys really care a lot about my blogposting.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      homie you ain't coming back

  31. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >finely crush 400mg pellet with 100mg of active substance
    >mix it
    >take half, hits hard
    >take other half, doesn't hit at all
    How? Should I buy a lottery ticket?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      why would you mix 400mg of whatever with your active substance? You mixed a hotspot, took the entire active dose since it didn't mix up correctly

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Because that's how it was sold. And I know. I'm saying that I got unlucky, I thought it'd largely even out because it was still a fourth of the total amount.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          frick what pills come in 100/400mg strength?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Just some shitty research chemical. They add some filler because the pellet would be too small otherwise.

  32. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    my fricking package came late and I have to retrieve it in the AM now. Frick I wanted to go full bartard tonight, now I have to wait til tomorrow. Looks like tonight is NOmazolam night

  33. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >24
    >bald
    >0 qualifications, no job
    >no friends or social contact (family is trash)
    Should I just give up and go full addict? I keep telling myself if I get X or Y surgery (e.g. a hair transplant) my life will finally begin. But I'm poor and I'm just deluding myself. My life is over. Why shouldnt I just takke heroin? For now I ordered xanax, ritalin, tramadol and ketamine but I'm considering harder shit

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >frogposter
      I'm afraid you're doomed. There's only one way out.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      lol dont bother with the heroin in 2024. shits at best 20% heroin and depending on where you are paracetamol or fentanyl.
      xanax or any benzo for that matter is not recreational. its like alcohol but you dont feel "high". tramadol are also pretty shitty painkillers wich make you sick afterwards. youl love the ketamine tho!!

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >xanax or any benzo for that matter is not recreational
        Wrong. Most people who become addicted experience euphoria from it, at least at the beginning. So if you feel euphoria that's the first sign you should throw the rest of it away or you're playing with lava

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          What if I feel euphoria from cocaine?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Euphoria just by itself doesn't mean you will get addicted, I should've been more specific I guess. It's euphoria + a sense of escaping or being freed of thoughts and feelings that you considered bad, that turns addictive. Euphoria could also be clean and wholesome.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        benzos are fricking magic if you have anxiety, if you're a sperg benzos can turn you into the smoothest one in the room. Problem is there's a fine line, a bit too much you end up becoming a slurring moron who will do dumb shit and forget most of it upon waking up from your stupor. If you have awful anxiety take small amounts, when your anxiety is physical the relief from a benzo is arguably the best fricking "high" ever. homosexuals are taking bars when they claim to have no anxiety, it's a motherfricking anti anxiety drug and will create delusions of sobriety as well

  34. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Why is xanax the only good benzo? Everything else is weak as frick and just feels like you have brain fog

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      meh, I find most RCs better tbh. Xanax is overhyped and thanks to bars and soundcloud rappers it's overpriced and overhyped. Much better deals for more potent substances

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        How dangerous is ketamine really? Will I get tthe infamous bladder damage from e.g. 1x a week use?

        Cant get RCs in bongland, I'm comparing it to the other pharmacy benzos

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          man your country sucks ass. America is a shithole but frick you guys take dystopia to a next level. But hey at least we aren't ausfailia, paying hundreds for drugs cut to shit. Btw you guys have RCs, if anything go to Holland before they fricking ban everything in a few months. It can't be that hard, dogs aren't trained to detect RCs so if you play it cool you'll be fine. Maybe take a xanax first. I know in the US people travel states for better drugs

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            its the netherlands not holland frickass

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            actually it's called the caliphate of new morocco

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            fair but most local dutch people are racist and against the troon shit so its still not as bad as londenbull

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >most people are racist and against troon shit
            >somehow the country is still getting filled up by troons and migrants against the people's will
            how come?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            its overstated especially when your a local dam is shit to live in anyway

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          once a week for like a year will probably do some bladder and brain damage yes. ket isnt very forgiving for the body

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      etizolam is better but i wouldn't mess with short half life benzos, they'll wake you in the middle of the night fiending, vallium is top albeit expensive but easier to get prescribed with, also due to this, vallium and klonopin are easier to get the legit stuff made by medical professionals and much less likely to have fent in them or pressed with no alp powder at all (i've been there, sold bunk and went through horrible wd's where i would rather have been sold fent bars)

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        are fent bars real or just a meme? It would be a waste to sell fake benzos, the RC benzos are cheaper and they're cutting fentanyl with benzos these days. Maybe it' just because it's far easier to find fentalogue dope in this city, it's basically world famous these days for it. Disguising bars as fent makes no sense, esp since oral fent has awful bioavailability

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          idk if they're real as i've never been sold them but my plug started pressing chalk that did nothing after abusing those stupid things in moronic amounts for a couple weeks, stayed up 4 days in hell till i took myself to the ER

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            sorry anon, I bought some bars once that even had a bittering agent but were bunk af. No tolerance and felt nothing, it was when presses started flooding the scene. Lucky I only bought 2. If a formerly valid source starts selling bunk they usually picked up a habit, hopefully he messed with a legit supply chain and they punished him for tampering product. Pure Black behavior

  35. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Got an ounce of shrooms and want to start with like 2 grams but i dont know how to measure this shit or if i should mix it in something. What do you do, never had them before

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      it's fake, very fake

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Friend got them from someone hes bought from before. I already know its real

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >want to start with like 2 grams
      >but i dont know how to measure this shit
      What is a scale for 500 alex

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      What do you mean? Put them on a scale and measure them. You don't have to put them in anything. Some people swear by mixing it in lemon juice or something acidic to make it kick in more quickly. Keep your stomach somewhat empty. And just to be sure: dosage weight refers to dried shroom.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        i literaly dont have one

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Buy one
          >Literally

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I'm sure your mom has one, underage-kun.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I literally hate you.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Eyeball your dose and learn your lesson

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          why are the angry replies at this anon , every scale i buy is inconsistent af, especially when it comes to dosing powders, it's ok at weed

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            real homies eyeball if i die its another problem solved

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Black person you need a israeliteeler's microgram scale for shit like that.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            because even middle school weed dealers have scales. Either get a cheap one or stop giving a frick and take it, people think a picture can be answered online by somebody no matter how fricking stupid a question it is

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            shroom vary in moisture greatly in any case. I personally eyeball my fent.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      if you can't weigh them you have to eat them all, them's shroom rules

  36. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    just ate 3g shrooms, what am i in for? should i have made the lemon juice thing instead?

  37. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Are psychedelics actually enjoyable? I'm too paranoid about a "bad trip" so their the only drug class I've avoided

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      absolutely. LSD is truly a life-empowering experience, thoughts flow so freely that every train of thought slides through your brain withouth a hitch. Your consciousness gets such a dose of energy that nothing feels like a problem. You'll be curious about everything, trying out new things feels incredibly rewarding, even if it's just watching a movie or reading a book.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I think that maybe having a robust ability to communicate with yourself and understand your feelings is helpful, though.

        LSD can make you overanalyze things and see problems where there really aren't any, and being capable of debating yourself well is helpful so you focus on having good thoughts.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      As long as you are not an overly emotional moronic normalgay that lacks any form of self-awareness, then a bad experience on most other drug classes is going to be much more uncomfortable.

      absolutely. LSD is truly a life-empowering experience, thoughts flow so freely that every train of thought slides through your brain withouth a hitch. Your consciousness gets such a dose of energy that nothing feels like a problem. You'll be curious about everything, trying out new things feels incredibly rewarding, even if it's just watching a movie or reading a book.

      Ignore this. Psychedelics don't actually do this. The reason people like him "learn" things on acid is because they never reflect on themselves in daily life. They are always distracted by something, anything to not be alone with their own thoughts for five minutes. They have their phones, music, television, etc. filling their heads from morning to night.

      When these people take psychedelics it often is the first time in months if not years that they actually sit down for more than five minutes without doing anything. Just them and their thoughts. Couple that with them hoping for some "lesson" and thus seeking it out and... Suddenly very obvious "discoveries" are made. Have you ever wondered why no psychgay has ever shared any -actual- insight despite them all claiming that it's a tool that teaches? It's always shallow trite like:
      >my job is not fun
      >I need to respect nature
      >I didn't treat my parents right
      These are things that non-moronic people realize without the aide of a substance.

      Psychedelics are fun. Nothing more. They feel nice. The body load is cool. They make your senses do funny things. They enhance emotions somewhat. But that's it. Your line of thinking is not altered. You do not meet god, you do not lose touch with reality. Those are tall tales normalgays make up because they so desperately desired the substance to be more than it was. I still don't know how it happens, but for some reason they make themselves believe that they did almost as if gaslighting themselves.

      A bad trip will feel slightly uncomfortable, maybe you'll be sad for a bit, but if you're not fricking moronic it's easy enough to steer. Note: this only goes for healthy people. If you are predisposed to psychosis then it can suck. But that's you, not the substance.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Salvia divinorum will beg to differ..

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Okay, but that's not really something your average psychgay takes and not really what OP was referring to.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        no, it's not about reaching basic realizations about life, is about learning what parts of yourself are genuine and what parts are just something you crafted to mold better into society.

        LSD has made me understand concepts about my profession that I was sure would be too daunting to even bother with. I've actually had my career massively improve because of this, the solutions I developed because of inspiration given(and written down) while on LSD were massive for me.

        the reason why psychiatrists don't prescribe this drug is because the therapeutic range is quite tricky(research done on microdosing can't really distinguish between placebo), the onset is slow, it can be uncomfortable on the comeup and tolerance builds too quickly and strongly for any kind of regular dosage schedule.

        It can't be a solution to chronic issues, but it's a good experience to flush your mind every once in a while.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          >it's not about reaching basic realizations about life
          "I don't like this part of my job and I as a person could do that part better" is insight that smart people get without the aide of substances. We've even got a neat term for it: personal growth. Self reflection is not difficult. The substance did not crawl into your ear to whisper you this groundbreaking insight. It did not open some valve that allowed information to stream further into your brain. It merely enhanced your emotions slightly and forced you to sit still and listen to your own thoughts. Once again: you took acid, you started expecting revelations, and that got you into the mindset to self-reflect.
          >prescription
          Which is a shame. The average person isn't smart and can barely be considered sapient when you consider the way they go through life, so just forcing them to sit still while on acid or shrooms for once - give them that placebo feeling them expecting insight as well - would be very useful for them.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            it's "I'm not sure we can figure out a better solution than this one."

            the LSD didn't give me divine intelligence, but it did get my brain to temporarily behave in a different way, see things with a different perspective, re-evaluate things I thought were decided before. It's obviously not impossible to do it otherwise, much like studying for 8 hours isn't impossible without stimulants, it's just obviously more difficult.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Well, if it makes gaining insight slightly easier in the same way that stimulants make a day long study session easier, then it doesn't really sound like the "life-empowering experience" (your words) that you claimed them to be.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            well, it is for me. A full year of life gets you into some pretty fossilized mindsets, LSD is kinda like greasing the gears and reevaluating yourself in a positive way.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Nta but you're a raging homosexual, glad psychs don't do much for you shut the frick up and don't attempt to dictate OTHER PEOPLE'S experiences to them you functional moron, thanks

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Him:
            >Brahh psychs like... they made me grow three inches taller??
            Me:
            >That's objectively impossible.
            You:
            >Broo you really dictating his experiences for him???
            have a nice day, you stupid psychgay. I am not denying that he "learned" something, I am saying that it means that he's a normalgay who's head is empty on an average day.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Just did a little reread, and I see no mention of height gain. You might be a little delusional friend, either that or had to concoct an example that didn't happen and isn't based in reality to try to validate your very weak argument. Either way, I'm going to stay high and happy and healthy. Hope you can say the same c:

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >50 iq psychgay is illiterate to the point of not understanding comparisons and hyperbole
            I'll explain it very slowly for you: he claimed something that was not physically possible. I called him out. Then you told me that I can't decide whether he did the impossible or not. Yes, I can, because this is not subjective.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Psychedelics (at common doses) arent as intense as youre probably imagining them to be.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        relating to this and the other posts, i have never had a freakout or bad trip on 100+ trips. thank my guardian angel. the worst might be occasionally not being able to fall asleep,

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      The higher the dose the more "spiritual" it will feel, and the higher the chance of a bad trip. Also 99% of bad trips are people grossly underestimating psychedelics since they're hard to compare to any other drug class. Take a reasonable amount (I.E just start with 1 tab), know that any feelings during the comeup is just the comeup and passes when you peak, know that LSD and Shrooms can't kill you, and be ready to feel fricking awesome because once you get over that initial learning curve it's a great recreational drug. Bad Trips at standard doses are caused by fear, the thing that you're scared of is a bad trip, literally just stop caring about bad trips and understand that it's entirely mood and you wont have a bad trip. Get some fresh juice because it'll taste good, get some chill albums ready, and bliss out.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      The higher the dose the more "spiritual" it will feel, and the higher the chance of a bad trip. Also 99% of bad trips are people grossly underestimating psychedelics since they're hard to compare to any other drug class. Take a reasonable amount (I.E just start with 1 tab), know that any feelings during the comeup is just the comeup and passes when you peak, know that LSD and Shrooms can't kill you, and be ready to feel fricking awesome because once you get over that initial learning curve it's a great recreational drug. Bad Trips at standard doses are caused by fear, the thing that you're scared of is a bad trip, literally just stop caring about bad trips and understand that it's entirely mood and you wont have a bad trip. Get some fresh juice because it'll taste good, get some chill albums ready, and bliss out.

      Unfortunately I think people who are scared about the potential "bad trip" actually create the bad trip, then get traumatized, and then they trash talk psychedelics. Just accept anything that seems bad inside a trip and watch it transform. Don't just "stop caring about it" either, you can't stop thoughts once they appear and I feel you should already know that BTW if you're doing psychedelics.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I've never much worried about a bad trip but I still had an experience on shrooms where I was sitting in my bathroom crying because everything in my house looked foreign like I was seeing it for the first time and I pretty much couldn't comprehend anything at all.
        After about 40 mins I finally went back to my friends and asked "We took shrooms right?"
        "Uhh yeah?"
        "Ohhhhh ok yeah I'm good now"
        And I was fine afterwards lmao. It was definitely really scary at the time though.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Yeah it's scary at first, so let it be scary. I know it's easier said than done especially when you're new to it. I've had scary moments too at the beginning of the trip but they always transform into something nice. Also never take big doses, there's no point for me at least. But if you want to get utterly mindfricked, who can stop you.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            It was only like 2.75g but it was like 3-4 different varieties in the bag because my uncle was growing them lmao. Absolutely tripped my balls off that night.

            But yeah otherwise I've only had some grody feelings during the come up or moments where it feels intense and I have to audibly go "Wheeeew lad"

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Did you saw God or had some spiritual experiences like that?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            No, just had 0 thoughts or internal monologue running through my head and just sort of "felt" things and was more in tune with my physical self. Everything sort of just felt right, like there was nothing better than sitting around a fire with my buddies on a chilly night.

            When shit got weird I couldn't think or comprehend English for a while. That's when I went inside and couldn't recognize my house as being "my house" and started crying in the bathroom kek.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >just had 0 thoughts or internal monologue running through my head and just sort of "felt" things and was more in tune with my physical self.
            Sounds amazing. I've only had that happen to me a handful of times. I would love to have that kind of presence and concentration. I have to meditate 3 hours at least to get a glimpse of that

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I had it once on shrooms and once during the first week of starting zoloft my inner monologue stopped. It was pure bliss.

            Otherwise it's just sentence after sentence running through my head and I fricking hate it.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            The bliss was so much that it it was actually unsettling. Felt like a feline completely aware of my surroundings with no mental BS to disturb me. And I was in a ugly place, so it wasn't the beauty of nature of anything like that. I've wondered if there were humans who lived like that for years. And if it's possible to live like that now (i.e. going to college or running a business). You would probably look like a creepy alien to normies

  38. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Slavia

  39. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    The only time I can catch a nod these days is when I'm stuck constipated on the John, only to be awakened by the sound of my phone dropping onto the floor in front of me. Tolerance sucks ass man.

  40. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    In honor of the anon who couldn't conceive of a scale I'm gonna do a little trip tonight

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      godspeed anon

      we'll be here

  41. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I'm trying to find a good smoke spot. Weed is legal in my country but my gay ass city has decided to pass a bylaw prohibiting weed usage with you are white and male in public areas. I was just smoking outside of my apartment, out of the way at night, but apparently a joint is more offensive to the publics sensibilities than a crackhead stumbling around 100 meters away. Insanity. I'm actually considering moving to another place due to this.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      let me guess USA

  42. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    always remember to enjoy the rest of your day too, no matter how shitty and pointless it might seem

  43. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Having the knowledge to know how to find drugs is a curse. You should never share that knowledge with anyone else. If you know how to find drugs, you'll always come back to them eventually. Never introduce anyone to drugs. Never tell anyone how to go about getting them. If you think your life is bad, drugs will make it worse. You're highly unlikely to have a nice day with drugs. Even with strong opioids, you'll just end up with organ/brain damage in the end. Frick who introduced me to the drug game. Frick you for sharing your misery with me.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      you're a homosexual, drugs are amazing and not knowing how to safely source them is the curse. I'm tired of people who can't manage their use acting like nobody can, I say offer more pure and potent drugs and let natural selection deal with the morons

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      ok but im different

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      let me guess opioidgay

  44. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >when the pregabalin hits right on time
    This stuff is legit saving my ass. I'm out of benzos and can't order new ones until early next week, so they won't arrive until the end of the week. Gotta bridge with pregabalin until then.

  45. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I never thought I could get as addicted to weed as I am now. I literally need it, I can't handle the boredom and loneliness without it. I feel more normal when I'm stoned than when I'm sober

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      i feel you anon. i can't smoke any amount or i get right back into it full steam.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      i feel you anon. i can't smoke any amount or i get right back into it full steam.

      original npc momento

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        We're all NPCs, growing up is realizing that you're nothing special

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          actually im different

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      This but I almost never get to smoke any, so I'm just bored and depressed all the time.

  46. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    always wanted to be skinny like really underweight I had no idea all I had to do was get into amphetamines

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >tfw can put on neither muscle or fat because of metabolism
      >tfw will always be skinny
      its over

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        at least you have a body with tight skin. having a body with flabs of lard is way worse

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      That was my physique a few years ago. Couldn't put on weight no matter what i did. Then i got a hard psychotic episode and got put on anti-psychotics and gained like 30kg in a month or so and it stayed until today. My weight doesn't change, but i can't lose fat either, which sucks.
      I wouldn't mind losing at least like 15kg or so, but it seems impossible.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >gained like 30kg in a month
        this cannot be real is this even possible? in ONE MONTH? were you eating tons and tons of food every day constantly?

        acid also makes fasting easier

        >acid also makes fasting easier
        how?

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          personally it kills my appetite/makes eating less fun. So when i used to do it regularly i would always fast the day before (stomach problems) and then also through the day when i took it. Would end up eating either in the evening on that second day or morning on the third.
          Just to mention i DO have some form of ED/weird relationship with food but the loss of apatite is pretty common.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Maybe it was more than a month, maybe two, but either way, it happened really fast.
          And yes, i ate a fricking lot during that time.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            do anti-psychotics trigger some part of your brain to eat all the time or something? seems like a really extreme side effect

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            just like ssris it fricks you up. Remember anon if you ever feel depressed just do a heroic dose instead.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Yeah apparently weight gain is a very common side effect of it. I wish i didn't need it so i could lose weight, but i do.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            what do you need antipsychotics for? what benefits does it give you?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I have like a chronic psychosis and Olanzapine is the only anti-psychotic that helps with it. I tried a few others with less side effects, but none worked as good as that one does.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            oh cool hope it gets better for you over time

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I have like a chronic psychosis and Olanzapine is the only anti-psychotic that helps with it. I tried a few others with less side effects, but none worked as good as that one does.

            antipsychotics like olanzapine typically lower your dopamine so ur just searching for more dopamine hits by eating.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      acid also makes fasting easier

  47. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    wish i had a cute bf to do drugs with

  48. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Anyone want to donate money so I can go around town buying sudafed for my cook from different pharmacies. Already hit one but it was way more expensive then normal. Gonna hit another one right now. Hopefully it isn't the same person that worked there yesterday. And its way cheaper too. In minecraft with a drugs mod of course.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      are you in Czechia?

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        No UK, I've got three boxes worth gonna just get 3 more and some iodine and match striker stickers. And just wing the whole thing. If it works great. If it doesn't well it would have been fun anyway.

        60mg * 12 tablets that's 720. That times 6 is 4.3 grams. I'm bound to get something

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          is sudafed available over the counter in UK?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Yes kind of? It's behind the counter and you have to ask for it. Hence the whole (I have a bad cold spiel). Only one box at a time so you have to hit multiple pharmacies.

  49. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I am using heroin again anons
    I snorted 40mg
    last time I got nausea and itches but it wasn't too bad
    I am comfy, that pretty much all heroin does, makes you comfy
    the euphoria is very subtle
    I will use amphetamine soon, I am an uppers person I think every stimulant I have used has been fun
    drugfeel is my favourite part of the internet and I always post here when I use drugs
    take care everyone

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      uppers are the motto
      makes living in a tiny apartment in central europe with nothing to do but use the computer all day entertaining

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >the euphoria is very subtle
      >snorted
      no cap. Don't IV it or it's game over

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >no cap
        >don't IV

        A needle with a lost cap is annoying but hardly game over

        >PROTIP: Shoot it, unless you're a fricking pussy. It's the only safe way. If you don't, the terrorists win.

  50. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Why is ketamine a party drug? I'm reading the effects and it doesn't seem like it would fit that setting

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      At lower doses it feels closer to alcohol. Also music enhancer. But i use it almost only as an amplifier for acid.

  51. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Is 1.5mg a good dose for xanax

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      That's a mid dose i'd say, if you have no tolerance.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Yea couldnt feel it much so I ended up taking 2.5mg. No tolerance btw (unless pregabalin adds xanax tolerance)

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Don't think it does. I do pregabalin and benzos a lot and never had any problems.
          You should definitely feel something at 2.5mg, even if it's just getting really tired.
          Imo benzos are only good if you actually have anxiety or phobias or shit like that. Most "normal" people i talk to who've done xanax found it to be doing nothing except make them tired.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I'm chilling from that dose but it's definitely not euphoric like pregabalin and opioids

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Combine it with some alcohol, that always made it euphoric for me, BUT you will most likely black out at some point and do stupid shit and don't remember you did it.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Ended up redosing up to 4mg. Should I leave it there? I need to use it again on Wednesday for a social thing, would 3mg be enough or is my tolerance going to require another 4mg that day?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >Is 1.5mg a good dose for xanax
      >Ended up redosing up to 4mg
      that has to be bait but anyway it made me laugh. Godspseed if real :^]

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Did I do something stupid? I still don't feel high, just slightly more relaxed. I'm not slurring words or misspeling or anything. Here are the pills (rlam-1 pharmacy alprazolam). Idk how this type of drug can make people end up "blacking out" or doing stupid shit.

        I did binge a large amount of alcohol approximately 20 days ago (60 cans of beer), but I doubt that skyrocketed my benzo tolerance that much. I rarely drink.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          dw anon benzo delusion of sobriety is a joke ahah. keep redosing, trust me. You'll make friend in jail too, benzos are amazing.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Not redosing, just wondering if 4mg is supposed to be a high dose, because I dont feel fricked up or anthing

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            it's a huge dose for no tolerance. I find 2mg does me fine, try smoking some weed and seeing if it "does nothing"-weed always kicks the benzos in just right, comfiest drug combo

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >I dont feel fricked up or anthing
            same shit I said to myself before memory completely faded

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I took a xanax one and complained how I didn't feel anything. then I climbed a tree and pissed off of a branch. my buddy told me "see you are high, the xanax made you do that. I think he was right

          still not my bag though.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          smoke some weed anon, it will kick it in. Don't mix any other downers, you'll be fine, just don't habituate use-especially high dosage. Benzo dependence is no joke, at least you won't seize from brain zaps while dopesick

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Lmao homie you are benzo high but think you're sober probably gonna go crash a car and get arrested

  52. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    How bad of an idea is it to do shrooms when i recently quit opioids and relapsed on alcohol? I'm feeling like 50/50 it'll either trashtalk me into the abyss or give me the whole "YOU CAN BE SOBER SENPAI LUV U"

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I also have DMT in Changa form but i heard that alcohol + dmt is always a bad idea. Kinda craving psych because i think they could help me tbh

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I can't image it hurting. LSD helped me kick my xanax addiction.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Keep in mind i'm drunk 24/24 and 1 week off opioid. Idk man i really don't want to spend a few hours being psychologically tortured by my psyche but at the same time i really want that fricking afterglow and the whole brain rewire

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Just listen to music then and lay down in bed. Your brain focuses on the music too much to care about other stuff. At least that's how it worked for me.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            i'll see how i feel later. Got enough booze and benzo to coma for a day or two anyway

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Sounds like you had some serious trauma in your life. Sorry to hear that anon. Sober life is possible though. I'm not sure what made me clean up, but I'm at the point where the only things I use are mushrooms and weed.
            Maybe you just need that kickstart in your brain that psychedelics can sometimes start. It'll take a long time for shit to improve but it can.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >Sounds like you had some serious trauma in your life. Sorry to hear that anon. Sober life is possible though.
            don't come at me like that anon, i'm a total emotional wreck atm. bless you tho

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      try to take them when sober off booze, honestly you might lose your urges to drink and do opioids too. Don't go in with expectations but take advantage of any desire to change, conscious or subconscious

      I can't image it hurting. LSD helped me kick my xanax addiction.

      this, psychs tend to make me question my bad habits

  53. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Heres some stupid shit Ive been doing for almost a year now:
    I stopped smoking weed after 7 years over the summer and replaced the habit with caffeine. It worked great and I even got a second job. Then I started snorting the caffeine. You do have to snort like 400mg but I would get absolute raging excitement for quite a minute. Well after nose bleeds and just with how hard it was to consume that way at work, i changed it up to tablets. Now I take a 400mg of tablets and let it disolve on my tongue, swallow it and smear it on my throat. Its a pretty immediate stimulation followed by a bug eyed focus. Its great for working on stuff but the amount I consume is killing my heart (left armpit pain) so now I need an alternative. I know caffeine is lame and gay but Im too lazy to seek out better drugs so here I am.

    I also did propylhexedrine at that job and was repeatedly bumping into shit lol.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      get on a real stim such as amphetamine

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >get on a real stim such as amphetamine
        >methamphetamine
        ftfy

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Arguably slightly better. But I would rather he used licit amphetamine in the form of adderal than illicit methamphetamine

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            the real problem with meth is how effective redosing is

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Yeah I was planning on getting a diagnosis last year but I just keep putting it off

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          bro you're literally snorting caffeine lol just get some Addies

          also check out reddit.com/r/caffeine

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >reddit.com/r/caffeine
            peak circlejerk sub tbh

  54. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Anyone here done 3,4-EtPV? How does it compare to mdpv?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Interested as well. Also does someone know if MDPV is currently available in EU?

  55. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Think im addicted to stimfapping

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      gl senpai. stimfapping is stims addiction on top of sex addiction which make both extremely worse. You're basically fricked.

  56. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I took 12 MG of DPH and it seems to be really working well with the stims and making me calm / cutting down anxiety

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Idk about any of this but really mixing some anticholinergic with stims is the last shit i'd do unless i want to party with the hatman for a bit.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        It's half of a tablet. I'll be fine

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Yeah indeed, it's lower than threesold dosage. But still, idk how deep of an effect anticholinergic have but stims really burn your sanity real fast. Don't do high dosage of any while mixing.

  57. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    any shroom growers where do y'all hide em til they're ready for cultivation

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Anon what are you up to?
      www.washingtonpost.com/nation/2023/11/08/mushroom-growing-arrest-connectict/

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        jesus christ this guy is moronic and was probably dealing and not simply growing a single batch for himself

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          >he doesn't grow hectare of shroom for personal consumption
          are you even woke, homosexual?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      under bed

  58. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Looks like personal use quantities to me

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >no longer speaks
      >only stares at you

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      damn he just lets them grow in the bag huh. I spose when you have 100 of them you have too.

  59. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >memories of being in the psych ward high asf on benzo cuz of drug induced psychosis
    >all i did was trying to hit on every nurses
    oooooooooooooffffffffff

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Reminds me a bit of my uncle
      >be me
      >have uncle
      >visit him every few months
      >seemed completely normal my entire life, not a hint of lunacy
      >visit him one day
      >crazy ramblings about demons hiding in the bushes nearby
      >says stones in the church look like a dragon
      >fighting with everyone
      >complains about psych ward where the nurses were hot
      Such is life I guess

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Insanity is a ride lad. Do your part at least, don't hurt other.

  60. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    > puff while smoking a joint to keep it lit
    > thick, dark smoke wiener penetrates eyeball

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I only smoke troon joints, they got their smoke wieners inverted. they carry a 41% risk of suicide so they're dangerous, be careful

  61. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Does anyone know what snorting 20mg of ritalin would feel like for someone without tolerance? I'm thinking of snorting somewhere from 20-40mg of ritalin but I don't know what to expect. Will I feel euphoria?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >ritalin
      >euphoria
      maybe slight but vyvanse is the one that produces an uplifting feeling but takes an hour and a half to kick in

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Yeah I only have access to ritalin and am going to try it soon. I also heard having too much will cause tunnel vision and generally feel uncomfortable so I should just snort 20mg first and then see what it's like then snort more.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          no tolerance? not fat? go for it

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Yep, skinny and no tolerance to ritalin. I have had mdma like 5 days ago and had coke 2 days ago so hopefully those stimulants won't mess anything up or numb it for when i take it but yeah will try it out then thanks!YRKVY

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Yeah you'll be stimmed for hours then crash hard and want to die

  62. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    what if you just
    nodded and jacked
    all your life and nothing else
    noddin and jackin
    in a constant cycle, for eternity

  63. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    is it a scam?

  64. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    hey anons what would your advice be to someone who hypothetically had taken a little bit too much ketamine for their liking
    asking for a friend

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      any hole is a goal, even if it's a k hole

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >k hole
        what's it like? I don't know if I want to

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I tripped out a mother fricker and my mate told me I kept dolphin diving like in black ops 2 over and over again but that's when I did coke too. But inside my head I was legit tripping balls but not acid scared tripping. It's super weird. Like really weird no way to describe it.

  65. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Anyone else in here born before 1990? It's weird seeing people less than half your age picking up DPH as a drug trend, at this rate datura will rise in popularity if we aren't careful

  66. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Funny thing is, it was the same person that worked there before and she still sold me the pseudo lmao. You just have to put on an Oscar worthy performance about have you have a cold and a blocked nose lmaoooooo. My only problem is I can never gather enough pseudo to do anything decent. I just end up snorting all of it away lmao. I'd post a picture of the boxes but feds.

  67. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Been stimfapping for 10 hours today but YOLO so i might just go longer. . Question is if I should continue to edge my dick, will that feel the best? Or should I cum and start completely over? Might feel really good if I keep edging but might want to cum too badly, could probably last longer if I nut first...

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I did that on a coke binge and edge as long as possible. When you cum you'll shoot like 10 feet. Gotta have lube tho.

      I had friction burn so bad I couldn't piss without crying for a week.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      what type of porn are you watching

      I did that on a coke binge and edge as long as possible. When you cum you'll shoot like 10 feet. Gotta have lube tho.

      I had friction burn so bad I couldn't piss without crying for a week.

      circumcisiongays be like

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Actually I'm uncut. I had really bad phimosis when I was younger. Circumcisiongays don't even know that word lmao

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          how did you fix phimosis.

  68. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    is it a waste to take acid on benzos? I kinda want to take a tab but I'm already a bar in, I'd rather not mute the trip. I kinda want to see if the LSD yells at me for my pill popping tendencies

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      yeah it makes it a lot weaker for some reason doing acid first then benzos is nicer if you do it all

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I have read a bunch of bartard stories saying the trip was just as strong just not as stimulating, a bunch were on r*ddit so probably fake and gay. I think I'd rather enjoy the acid at full blast and see what it says

  69. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >LSD yells at me for my pill popping tendencies
    And other dumb things psychgays say. homie, you already know that it's not good. Acid isn't going to "tell" or "teach" you anything. You just need an excuse to change your behavior, something out of your control (a substance -telling- you to), because you have zero willpower.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      i find psychgays annoying and pretentious but 2cb did help me quit alcohol and makes me question my speed use a lot

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        now take some methamphetamine to put the whiteknight 2c-b in it's place

  70. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I dropped a 3mmc parachute with my friend yesterday and with me it didn't do much, just lightly good feeling body wise and light stimulation. Meanwhile my friend had his jaw twitchind and was really high and fricked up. We're around the same weight and I dosed the parachute identically. Why weren't I affected by it as much?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      do you have stim tolerance? Do you have experience with any other stims?

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        last time I did uppers was one ecstasy pill a month ago, coincidentally him too. Ecstasy hits me more than him though, it's like a reverse in terms of who's affected

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          did you do any uppder other than ecstasy or 3mmc?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            nope, it was my first time doing 3mmc too and him as well. we just do ecstasy once in a while at a rave or so

  71. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    mofo trashtalking psych

  72. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Why should I not crush a pill (like 2cb) and boof it? I can only find people complaining about "muh filler", but is it actually that much more harmful or dangerous?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      not sure about boofing. You can crush the pill put the powder in a glass of water mix for a minute. I think 2cb should dissolve in the water the filler will not dissolve and will settle at the bottom. Now put the water in your ass.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Oh yeah, I guess you could even filter most of it out. Makes me wonder why people are so against it even more.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I understand why you shouldn't snort filler but as for boofing I don't see the reasoning.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            probably causes irritation/drying and damaging inside, given the fillers wouldnt be absorbed

  73. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >been getting high on poppies for like 4 weeks straight everyday
    >can't find any last few days, season is over
    >also I literally just walk round residential streets and jump people's fences or walk up their driveways and steal them lol. Have had multiple cheeky dramas about this as well with people catching me lol
    >in moderate opiate withdrawal last 2 days
    >accept my fate that it's over, I will suffer and I deserve it
    >have zero way to get anymore opiates
    >miserable, hurting, dribbling nose, depressed
    >decide frick it try one last time
    >wake up drive to a new neighborhood
    >walk in heat and misery for 2.5 hours scanning every house and yard
    >see nothing
    >beg God to provide for me please
    >am atheist
    >God doesn't
    >defeated I decide to walk to a like scooter to go back to my car
    >It's offline
    >almost cry
    >turn around the way I came
    >make it all the way to my car
    >decide to just check a few more houses down the opposite way I walked
    >there's like 8 plants behind a fence
    >I walked in misery for nothing there were some just nevlxt to where I parked
    >heart pounding jump the fence (I know they're home their front door is open), sprint in rip them all up and Usain bolt out of there in like 30nseconds tops
    >get home make some pod tea
    >starting to feel comfy

    🙂

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Love reading your stories man. Reminds me last year I saw a house they had an entire row planted. Must've been like 50 plants. Are you in Australia?

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Im in New Zealand. I went to Tasmania last year on holiday and they have massive fields of them they grow for the pharmaceutical industry (pic related). Yes I stole some lol

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          You need to store some for winter next year

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Based. I never had poppies before. I'm in the Midwest in USA, and I wonder if they grow over here. Isn't opium extracted from the poppy?

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Yes. Opium is literally just the sap/latex of the plant. If you scratch the pods or pick them white sap will leak out. You can just eat it like that but it burns your tongue, or you can smoke it like that as well off tinfoil. If you scratch them leave it and come back it will dry a dark brown sticky sap. They do this in industrial quantities in like Afghanistan then refine it into heroin (diamorphine). The opium itself mostly contains morphine, codeine, thebaine, but many other alkaloids. But what I prefer to do is just blend the pods/upper stems in hot water and some lime juice then let it steep and strain it. The opium dissolves into the water and you drink it. See pic

        https://i.4cdn.orgNSFFW1706400636970242.jpg

        Step two, mmm doesn't that just look like a nice refreshing beverage?

        (It's disgusting) tastes like bitter chlorophyll grass clippings

        I'm sure in USA you could just go online and search "unwashed poppy seeds" and have kilos delivered. You can shake these in cold water/lemon juice and strain it, it washes off the miniscule amount of opium on each seed and you drink it. It's a similar thing. But you need like .5kg + for 1 dose. Also it specifically needs to be unwashed and ideally hardly sorted either so theres little chunks of the pod I there as well. Most of the poppy seeds you can buy are processed/washed so theres no opium on them. Also it's kind of dangerous and people have died doing it because potency varies wildly.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        As you can see here

        https://i.4cdn.orgNSFFW1706400636970242.jpg

        Step two, mmm doesn't that just look like a nice refreshing beverage?

        (It's disgusting) tastes like bitter chlorophyll grass clippings

        you can buy some unwashed poppy seeds online and make poppyseed tea. Adding lemon improves the taste and I think helps wash out the opioids that are hopefully stuck on the seeds. The issue is you can never know the dosage or what the opioids are which is a random amount of codeine, morphine and thebaine. The safe way is to have a small amount (say 10g) worth of seeds in tea form from your tea that you made and drink it, then wait like 2-3 hours to see if you feel anything. If you don't it's *probably* ok and you can have more tea and then see the effects which can take a while (1-3 hours) to kick in.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      are you the anon who posted pods you snatched from backyards? If so incredibly lulzy, did you normally have to go looking when sick?

      Based. I never had poppies before. I'm in the Midwest in USA, and I wonder if they grow over here. Isn't opium extracted from the poppy?

      It depends on the variety and yield. Check the countries/regions it's produced and what varieties grow native. I think they need a cold season but I could be wrong. Pharma source from Turkey and India iirc, black market Afghanistan, southeast asia, and Mexico. Supposedly the heroin on the east coast of the US was Colombian #4, I always questioned this as there isn't much info on Colombian heroin production-I wonder if it was a relay from diamorphine sourced elsewhere, but there may be poppy growing areas in Colombia that produce quality heroin. I'm sure you could possibly produce a personal level yield if you have undisturbed land, just watch for feds and legality with seeds/pods/varieties. I think unscoured pods are legal

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Yes. Opium is literally just the sap/latex of the plant. If you scratch the pods or pick them white sap will leak out. You can just eat it like that but it burns your tongue, or you can smoke it like that as well off tinfoil. If you scratch them leave it and come back it will dry a dark brown sticky sap. They do this in industrial quantities in like Afghanistan then refine it into heroin (diamorphine). The opium itself mostly contains morphine, codeine, thebaine, but many other alkaloids. But what I prefer to do is just blend the pods/upper stems in hot water and some lime juice then let it steep and strain it. The opium dissolves into the water and you drink it. See pic [...]

        I'm sure in USA you could just go online and search "unwashed poppy seeds" and have kilos delivered. You can shake these in cold water/lemon juice and strain it, it washes off the miniscule amount of opium on each seed and you drink it. It's a similar thing. But you need like .5kg + for 1 dose. Also it specifically needs to be unwashed and ideally hardly sorted either so theres little chunks of the pod I there as well. Most of the poppy seeds you can buy are processed/washed so theres no opium on them. Also it's kind of dangerous and people have died doing it because potency varies wildly.

        As you can see here [...] you can buy some unwashed poppy seeds online and make poppyseed tea. Adding lemon improves the taste and I think helps wash out the opioids that are hopefully stuck on the seeds. The issue is you can never know the dosage or what the opioids are which is a random amount of codeine, morphine and thebaine. The safe way is to have a small amount (say 10g) worth of seeds in tea form from your tea that you made and drink it, then wait like 2-3 hours to see if you feel anything. If you don't it's *probably* ok and you can have more tea and then see the effects which can take a while (1-3 hours) to kick in.

        Thanks for the answers bros, maybe some day I will order some and try to make some tea. So, owning poppies and the seeds are not illegal as long is it is not in it the state of heroin or opium- right?

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          >So, owning poppies and the seeds are not illegal as long is it is not in it the state of heroin or opium- right?

          That's the law in my country. Kind of like you can own San Pedro cactus but if you boil it down its a class A drug with heavy penalties even though you don't change it chemically at all. You'd have to check your local laws. I wouldn't risk growing large amounts because you'd be fricked if they prosecuted you.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Well I'm in the UK and got them off amazon. We have the psychoactive substance act:
          >makes it an offence to produce, supply, offer to supply, possess with intent to supply, possess on custodial premises, import or export psychoactive substances; that is, any substance intended for human consumption that is capable of producing a psychoactive effect.

          Not sure about the US though.

          https://i.4cdn.orgNSFFW1706399689264153.jpg

          >been getting high on poppies for like 4 weeks straight everyday
          >can't find any last few days, season is over
          >also I literally just walk round residential streets and jump people's fences or walk up their driveways and steal them lol. Have had multiple cheeky dramas about this as well with people catching me lol
          >in moderate opiate withdrawal last 2 days
          >accept my fate that it's over, I will suffer and I deserve it
          >have zero way to get anymore opiates
          >miserable, hurting, dribbling nose, depressed
          >decide frick it try one last time
          >wake up drive to a new neighborhood
          >walk in heat and misery for 2.5 hours scanning every house and yard
          >see nothing
          >beg God to provide for me please
          >am atheist
          >God doesn't
          >defeated I decide to walk to a like scooter to go back to my car
          >It's offline
          >almost cry
          >turn around the way I came
          >make it all the way to my car
          >decide to just check a few more houses down the opposite way I walked
          >there's like 8 plants behind a fence
          >I walked in misery for nothing there were some just nevlxt to where I parked
          >heart pounding jump the fence (I know they're home their front door is open), sprint in rip them all up and Usain bolt out of there in like 30nseconds tops
          >get home make some pod tea
          >starting to feel comfy

          🙂

          Where do you find the poppy plants growing like what country? I doubt poppy plants growing here would be able to produce the opioids since it's not hot enough unless a greenhouse was used and even so would need a lot of space for all the plants to grow. Might as well start growing weed at that point.

  74. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Step one

  75. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Step two, mmm doesn't that just look like a nice refreshing beverage?

    (It's disgusting) tastes like bitter chlorophyll grass clippings

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I brought some unwashed poppy seeds off Amazon and made the tea which worked. You should add lemon juice go that which should improve the taste and maybe some honey. (I haven't needed to add honey to mine)

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        how does the tea compare to other opioids? I'm on a taper and the lower I get the more I think about trying to switch to something weaker, I'm kinda determined to break this physical dependence but I want to make it as painless as possible, if I could get to low dose tea it seems less painful than anything else but I could be wrong

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Not him but be warned I got heavily addicted to the seed tea and the withdrawals were brutal. I think its because youre actually addicted to morphine codeine thebaine and like 20 other alkaloids not just like oxy or whatever. It's actually my favorite opiate because it's just nice and chill and comfy and lasts for hours and hours.

          For opiate withdrawal try get clonidine and megadose loperamide for a week plus if you can get some benzos that would help. Take apap/ibuprofen also it actually works.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Again it depends how much you drink. From what I've made, 250g of seeds was enough to feel relaxed and breathing felt a bit depressed. It depends how strong your tea is. It feels slightly different to my cold water extracted codeine and different to oxycodone. I don't know what more tea would be like but from the times I've made it I only consumed 250g seeds worth max because I was scared to have too much since I don't know the exact strength of the opioids present in what quantities.

  76. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    day 6 of tapering ambien
    >body is sore
    >constant vertigo
    >sleep 3 hours, all of it being nightmare
    i want to go back bros. not having dreams was the biggest blessing it gave me

  77. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    When you take shrooms (golden teachers in this case, but any shroom will suffice) would you consider the experience to be more visual or more thought provoking? I've tried shrooms twice now, 4gs the first time and 5gs the second. The first time I i spent a lot of time thinking in my chair about some stuff, and the second time I felt like something had offered me everything, but I could do nothing about it. And just sat on my bathroom floor for 2 hours, trying to find the will to move. I was under the impression that shrooms were more visual so I'm pretty disappointed. Should I just skip the middle man and go straight for LSD if I want visuals? Seems like the best option

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I tried both and I took a huge dose of shrooms once and the visuals were SO fricking strong like overwhelming and I was freaking out.

      This is pretty fricking accurate especially the strong parts.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        The shrooms I had weren't grown in the best conditions, so I'm hoping that was my issue. I have a better looking batch on the way so i will try again, while also raising the dose

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I find acid more visual but you could always try both, I'm gonna try hippie flipping

  78. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    getting the urge to do acid again. the visuals are so fricking cool; feeling infinity while I stare at my ceiling wondering if its always shifted colors like that. watching the cover of picrel turning into patterns zig-zagging into eachother. I should really put more art up in my room

  79. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I just did a heroic dose of mushrooms yesterday with a female friend of mine. A big part of it was my confidence and I ended up trying to kiss my friend which failed, but she reacted nicely about it and I didn't feel embarrassed like I usually do. This was something I would never do while sober and I feel like I've come out of it with a boosted confidence which is something I will have to test in the future. Later in my peak I decided to have some weed to boost my trip which is where I started to breakthrough. Had a perfect lightshow that was perfectly synced with the sound around me. Started learning about the 4th dimension among other things. I hope to have a higher dose next time so I can breakthrough without the influence of weed. Great trip.

  80. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >taken like 30+ drugs
    >literally think weed is one of the strongest drugs there is (for me at least)
    >can't even smoke a hit or two without having massive anxiety, horrible feeling of being paranoid, cloudy, palpitations, I feel like non functional and brain damaged but panicking about everything, how terrifying it is that I exist, afraid people are going to kill me, attack me, everything seems strange and unfamiliar like the world is a tv screen and I just got born and don't comprehend everything like all my familiarity with everything even my own thoughts and body is gone
    >also think I'm dying of a heart attack, even hyperventilating and getting pins and needles

    anyone like this? Fricking meth is less intense than weed. Dunno how people smoke this regularly. Even one or two hits I'll be gone for hours and when I finally feel normal again I'm SO exhausted like I just survived a brutal experience and need to lie down and rest and recover. Obviously I do not smoke weed at all anymore. Can't believe people say it's just like a mild thing. I literally feel like it's similar to a mind bending psychedelic trip but with only mild visual changes.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      It seems like weed effects a lot of people very differently. Personally, I get almost no anxiety/paranoia from it, meanwhile your experience sounds like a nightmare.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Same here. I have the exact same feelings as you. anyone know if it would be safe to try shrooms if weed fricks me up this badly?

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I did shrooms and had one of the most horrific hours long severe panic attack of my life. It was honestly one of the most terrifying horrific times in my entire life. I was hallucinating unctrollably, hyperventilating, could barely walk, almost called an ambulance. Pins and needles from not breathing properly, and just sheer TERROR. Of how absurd life is, of how I'm abkut to die, of how strong the trip was and just had this mental loop of horrific images of all the fricked upnthings that happened in my life, the people I knew who had died and all the awful murder and violence videos I'd seen over the years. Plus thinking about the Ukraine war and the drone footage amd I was so scared and terrified and just in horror that I was existing in such a horrific reality with brutal violence and murder and nowhere was safe and I could be killed by anyone and I also thought I was internally dying as well. Sweating bullets, heart pounding, all these horrible body sensations, amd way to self conscious of every little feeling in my body, thinking it was all going wrong and I was overdosing and about to die an excruciating death filled with terror and fave an unknown future thinking incoukd go to hell or be reborn in some fricked up horror world even worse. Nowhere was sage and all I felt was bodily and mental terror.

        Honestly my words don't even come close to doing it justice, it was utterly fricking so bad, I am terrified of taking psychedelics now. And I got so self critical as well, thinking of all my mistakes and regrets and how bad I fricked up my life and what a failure I am I could go on.

        Be warned if you're neurotic like me normally psychedelics can REALLY go wrong. I'd say only take them if you have benzos or alcohol on hand to calm down.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          The day before my 20th birthday I ate 3 tabs and freaked the frick out. Called my maw and had to pretend someone put tabs in my drink. Nightmare trip out in public basically. Called my maw crying saying I'm dying and she had to leave work to pick me up in a taxi. Whole time I had that thing where you think you pissed yourself but you haven't actually.

          It was awful. Had to do a driving lesson on the motorway still tripping going like 60-70 and surprisingly my driving instructor told me that's the best I ever drove.

          After birthday dinner I had appendicitis and was tripping in the hospital. Had to confess to my maw everything it was an absolute nightmare of a trip. Still had good acid experiences after tho. Set and setting they say for a good reason

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >Set and setting they say for a good reason

            Yes as much as I HATE this redditism and find it cringey it really is true. Unless you're in a good stable mental state and your life is going well do not take psychedelics they can go SO badly.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          As someone who is neurotic. I never had problems with mushrooms and always did them with friends but had a bad time with my only solo acid trip.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            When I was in uni I tripped with a guy he ended up naked in the common shower/bathroom screaming "so what if I did rape her" over and over again

            BTW this is me prepping a caffeine shot

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >Set and setting they say for a good reason

            Yes as much as I HATE this redditism and find it cringey it really is true. Unless you're in a good stable mental state and your life is going well do not take psychedelics they can go SO badly.

            When I was in uni I tripped with a guy he ended up naked in the common shower/bathroom screaming "so what if I did rape her" over and over again

            BTW this is me shooting caffeine

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >shooting caffeine

            Why tho? I have never heard of such a thing.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            You can iv anything(once jk) if its dissolvable in water (I mean safely and effectively you can iv bleach but it won't do much good quite the opposite

            did you IV alcohol?

            No but that's a great idea

            IV some draino

            Also a great idea

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >No but that's a great idea
            glad I could be of help

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          hypothetically speaking would benzos kill such a trip?

  81. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I got so addicted to seed tea I was doing 4+ kgs per day near the end. Plus it gets expensive like 55 dollars per day. The withdrawals were BRUTAL as well. Be careful with it you think of its just seeds its not strong but in reality you're an opium addict.

  82. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Dude. My family rarely makes me food. Then it's basically every single time I'm up 24 hours on stims, then they come in and ask if I want food. When I can't eat, I'm sweaty, just want to go to bed, feeling paranoid. And if I don't say I want it, I feel like they'll suspect something's up, idk it's just weird that it's only when I'm wasted

  83. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >place bars in envelope on bed
    >go to put them somewhere more secure
    >one missing
    >tf, I know I didn't take that, not that fricked up
    >proceed to scour room to make sure it's not on floor, in vacuum, anywhere cat might be tempted to try it
    >finally strip bed
    >under 3 layers of blanket in fold
    how do these things fricking disappear like they do, I once looked down on my carpet under my desk and found a half bar that I didn't even remember procuring in the first place. Thinking about trolling myself and hiding it myself this time, but every spot I think is too good/will be remembered too easy tomorrow

  84. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Why can't I simply fap on stims. Why do I have to go and post a bunch of dumb cringe shit

  85. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    My oysters are already pinning but my psychs are still just colonizing. I put them all in on the same day. Why do they have to take so much longer? I just wanna try shrooms already damn it

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      just be patient. were you the one growing golden teachers?

  86. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Gonna shoot some pro plus (caffeine pills) and yes caffeine dissolves In warm water. Ever since I got these needles from the needle exchange I've been shooting literally random shit for the thrill.

    Like anything that dissolves in water basically. A lot of cwe codeine which made me itch so bad I look like I have aids on my face from the scratches.

    Never shoot in your actual hands man. I missed a few and they swelled up like a balloon and hurt a mother fricker. I gave my fold of elbow veins like half a day break I think that's good enough.

    Will post pictures.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      frick good luck anon, needle fixations fricking suck. I never shot caffeine but I considered it many, many times. I did a CWE on an entire T3 script at once, all it did was give me painful itching. Codeine is useless when you graduate to real opiates

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      your place looks disgusting man

  87. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    i snorted a decent amount of heroin and it didnt really feel that euphoric. would it be worth trying IV instead or is this drug just not for me?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Don't start iving shit. I've not even I'ved any proper drugs and I'm already addicted to the process. Iving is psychologically super super addictive.

      I'm telling you when I got needles I started shooting literally most random shit everything.

      Once you IV once I think that's it you done you crossed the line.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        You should try shooting up some SUGAR and SYRUP. You'll feel like a real nice pancake, trust me.

        Is it weird if I really dont enjoy benzos? I want to because they're cheap where I live but there's no euphoria at all. It's just you're slightly less anxious and your memory is fricked. How is this such a infamous drug that people get worse addictions than heroin? Wtf

        I love opioids, gabapentinoids, alcohol, stimulants. But benzos do absolutely nothing for me and I tried xanax/klonopin/valium

        It's for anxious teens. If you're not one of those, then there's not much value to them other than killing the effects of other substances.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        did you IV alcohol?

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        IV some draino

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      iv only for homeless people. people with responsibilities smoke heroin like adults

  88. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Is it weird if I really dont enjoy benzos? I want to because they're cheap where I live but there's no euphoria at all. It's just you're slightly less anxious and your memory is fricked. How is this such a infamous drug that people get worse addictions than heroin? Wtf

    I love opioids, gabapentinoids, alcohol, stimulants. But benzos do absolutely nothing for me and I tried xanax/klonopin/valium

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I'm a nervous wreck when I'm sober so when intake Xanax it's like I have normie superpowers and feel like I can do anything. Go to job interviews, speak to girls, make conversations with people even strangers. In itself it's not even a good drug and has terrible risks but the effect is like pure normiefication which is sonaddictive just being able to go to the supermarket etc and be functional feels AMAZING

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I mean I get the same effect, but I'm in my room alone 24/7 so it doesn't mean much to me. Plus I feel like opiates and other drugs do the same thing while actually having euphoria (and less bad withdrawals).

  89. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Decided to try oxycodone. I'm in eu so 99% it will be real oxy. My previous opiates were just codeine and tramadol. What to expect? How much of a step up? Am I guaranteed addicted for life? (Note: I don't care if the answer is yes, that's why I've ordered it).

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Oxycodone is very moorish, but if you can keep it to once a month you'll be fine, if you find yourself going back the next day just throw out the rest (if you can) and forget about it. Opiate withdrawals after long term use really aren't worth it.

      It's a fantastic drug, I'm a big fan of opiates and will be getting my hands on a sheet of 5mg later this week. Oxy is a really nice, clean, high, and not much of a hangover except for the experience is so good you just want to go back right away. Avoid doing that and you'll be able to enjoy it in moderation which, let's face it, is the only way to enjoy synthetic opioids.

      Take 10 - 15mg in the evening, have a few beers, go for a walk while listening to music, then have the most restful sleep of your life. I typically get poor sleep, but when I take oxy it's like my brain catches up on a decade's worth of dreaming. You'll likely have a bunch of really short, surreal, dreams in quick succession, which isn't the reason for taking it but, for me, it's usually a pleasant little cherry on top, but I haven't had a bad dream since I was very little.

  90. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    What serotonin supplement should I take after rolling mdma?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      5-htp is the best, followed by magnesium

      also lookofdisapproval.reddit to the guy shooting caffeine

  91. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    make sure you wait 24 hours after the mdma to take the 5-htp though or you'll end up with serotonin syndrome

  92. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Took 300mg Pregabalin an hour ago, so it'll kick in in about an hour. Can't wait.

  93. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    gonna iv ice and h and kms

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      pls anon don't. you'll die.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        how are you going to do it, entertain us

        later. i'm broke rn

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          ill be here all day, i hope you wont disappoint

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      how are you going to do it, entertain us

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      you'll probably end up living with brain damage

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        thats like when i took 30 benadryls.
        did NOT see the hat man. only gave myself brain damage. DO NOT recommend

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        you druggays are pathetic they're supposed to be occasional like in ww2 occasional meth for when you can't go on... you guys learned NOTHING?

  94. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Any tips getting off 50mg zoloft?

    Been on the shit since last March but it ain't workin anymore. Call me crazy but I swear having to change brands a few months ago had something to do with decreased effectiveness.

    I now have 0 motivation to do anything at all besides endlessly scroll NSFFW and half watch youtube, I sleep 10-14 hours at a time, my appetite is either non existent or I'm eating absolutely everything, and I simply don't care about anything. My cousin died and I shed a few tears but otherwise just felt meh about the whole thing. Someone I grew up with and always lived a short walk up the road.

    Been dealing with long covid ontop of all this since January 2022 as well and I'm aboot at the end of my rope here buds

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      i want to get off my medication as well. trouble is it's police-enforced. symptoms are similar to what you describe.

      at least you have a choice

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >Police Enforced

        Lmao what the frick did you do?

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          hmmm

          i went overseas to canada (nz here) and ended up smoking dmt every day and running around in traffic

          then i got sent to a mental hospital and ended up playing with some girls breasts

          i wish i had more crazy stories to tell, but to be honest it wasn't that bad

          6 months later in nz i started smoking again and i guess my behaviour became somewhat erratic. i wrote a fictional biography and self-published it. my parents are squares and got real worried, went to the cops and had me committed.

          now because this was my 3rd admission to mental hospital they have me on permanent drugs (risperidone). it's not great but after almost 2 years my system is getting used to it. heard it's a nightmare to quit.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            i was also doing a lot of inane shit like only eating hungry man frozen dinners and ripping the keys off my laptop keyboard. the most uncanny thing was finding notes in other people's handwriting around my place that i had no memory of writing.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Wow almost sounds like it's an awful idea to smoke dmt every day.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            mifsudvisions does and he's solid

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            would be real funny to publish a real book and get it on Amazon in the midst of DMT delirium.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            were you completely sane before DMT? Did DMT make you crazy?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            in a sense. the first major paradigm shift i had was from a tiny mushroom that i grew. psilocybin is very similar to dmt.

            everything in my life just became perfect (still didn't have a gf, guess i'm a robot at heart).

            the trouble was i started telling people that i was enlightened (i still believe this is/was true).

            as terrence mckenna says, the trick to coping with schizophrenia, if you're hearing voices or divine instructions --- that's all good and well --- "just shut up about it"

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Sounds like me. I had a schizophrenic psychosis from various drugs. Got sent to a mental hospital, closed off section. Really hard cases there, but i got put into the half open section like a day later after they pumped me full of benzos and IV anti-psychotics. Got mad side effects like muscle spasms and shit from some med they gave me. Got put on Olanzapine and been on it since and it helps a lot, but i self-medicate with benzos mostly, because they're the only thing that really helps.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I no longer take olanzapine, just risperidone. I take psychedelics fairly regularly. No problems since except I have to take like 1500ug of acid to feel it.

            I am trying to determine of it's possible for someone to be completely sane and then they take LSD and become insane

            Insanity is when you act in opposition to your beliefs and values through rationalisation. By that definition most people have been insane at some point. It's not permanent.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            psychedelics and strong amphetamines or cathinones make me got full schizo, so sadly i can't take them anymore.
            Like i said, i cope mostly with benzos, but i do opiates and other downers from time to time, but like i ordered H recently and it's lost it's magic completely thanks to the anti-psychotics.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Not being able to do drugs fricking sucks

            There's always weed but it's a bit decadent for me

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            psychedelics and strong amphetamines or cathinones make me got full schizo, so sadly i can't take them anymore.
            Like i said, i cope mostly with benzos, but i do opiates and other downers from time to time, but like i ordered H recently and it's lost it's magic completely thanks to the anti-psychotics.

            Jesus dude stop taking the antipsychotics, they gave you side effects immediately. You don't need to keep taking a drug for psychosis that helped from another drug. The will make it worse over time and keep you susceptible to psychosis.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        hmmm

        i went overseas to canada (nz here) and ended up smoking dmt every day and running around in traffic

        then i got sent to a mental hospital and ended up playing with some girls breasts

        i wish i had more crazy stories to tell, but to be honest it wasn't that bad

        6 months later in nz i started smoking again and i guess my behaviour became somewhat erratic. i wrote a fictional biography and self-published it. my parents are squares and got real worried, went to the cops and had me committed.

        now because this was my 3rd admission to mental hospital they have me on permanent drugs (risperidone). it's not great but after almost 2 years my system is getting used to it. heard it's a nightmare to quit.

        >forced to take months long drug that literally cause permanent brain damage and alters your view of the world, just for drug induced psychosis
        i fricking despise this world

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          >Constantly smokes DMT
          >Causes him to act erratically
          >Keeps ending up with admissions to a nuthouse

          Yeah wow it's not his fault at all he should be free to continue acting like this in society, and he was totally taking care of his brain before.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            go get a risperidone injection and get back to me you c**t

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >"Whaaa why do my actions have consequences"

            Play stupid games, win stupid prizes.

            >so he should get permanent brain damage, a lowered psychosis threshold, and a semi-permanent bleakened outlook on life
            >instead of just rehab

            >Rehab

            If you're addicted to fricking psychedelics you clearly have more problems than addiction anon. And why would that even work if getting sent to the nut house twice after acting like a fricking nut case didn't?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >nut house
            how would it? that's punishment, not rehabilitation. especially when you get injected with a drug that keeps you unmotivated (at the absolute least) for literally months

            >Play stupid games, win stupid prizes.
            lol you think you're the exception

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >Punishment
            Well if I get my pp slapped for doing something I don't think I'm going to continue doing said thing to avoid the pp slaps. Also jail would be a real punishment, the nuthouse is because you're obviously a risk to yourself and or others.

            >lol you think you're the exception
            No, not really. I've done something stupid with drugs that ended up with a health issue. Know what I did after that? I stopped doing said drug and all other drugs like that. Know who I blame? Myself.

            Everyone is free to do whatever drug they so choose, but they aren't free of the consequences especially if it's causing issues in society.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            teenager levels of logic

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Yes, constantly doing a drug that ends with you in the nuthouse and eventually court ordered to be medicated is everyone else's fault is very much so teenager levels of logic.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            yes firstly this

            Yes, constantly doing a drug that ends with you in the nuthouse and eventually court ordered to be medicated is everyone else's fault is very much so teenager levels of logic.

            any sane drug user will tell you the same you moron some people can take it leave it to them. Do something else.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >I don't think I'm going to continue doing said thing
            You wouldn't be able to think at all given whatever drug is in your system. You're chemically wired to keep dosing without thinking of the consequences

            Go out and bear witness more

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Bro he was fricking abusing DMT.

            If it was any other drug yeah I'd say rehab would be better.

            Who the frick gets addicted to DMT? Rehab aint gonna fix that.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            yes firstly this[...]
            any sane drug user will tell you the same you moron some people can take it leave it to them. Do something else.

            You dont need to do anything but let him detox and then begin rehab. You dont force brain numbing injections for months on months, and then we find him on NSFFW looking for harder drugs like heroin.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            dude don't you know? you're both very stupid. Meth users would kill for a tab of risperidone and here you are acting all tinfoil-hatty. Clearly you dont know shit about drugs and/or are 12

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            How am I being a tinfoil hat? I am very happy when consenting adults can choose what medications they need.

            Non consenting people, who are going through drug induce psychosis, do not need to be forcefully injected, with drugs that last for months, and side effects that last for life.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            And the nonconsenting people in society dealing with his crazy fricking psychosis shouldn't have to deal with a degenerate that constantly causes his own problems abusing a drug that has one of the lowest abuse potentials around.

            My mom was schizophrenic and always going off her meds. I have 0 sympathy for some dipshit giving himself similar issues because he's abusing DMT of all things. I'd be more sympathetic to a crackhead or methhead.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Why was your mom going off her meds? Why do schizos do it?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Antipsychotics lower your threshold for psycosis like anti seizure meds do

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            shouldn't they be doing the opposite? Making psychosis harder to get?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            how about you google it you waste of air

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Initially they do. Over time, the more you use, your brain is stuck in down regulation mode trying to counter act the drug.

            So when you get off any drug, your brain is still trying to down regulate the chemical, and you will rebound much worse than you were before (Post acute withdrawal syndrome)

            This is for any drug

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            As a schizo myself and knowing lots of other schizos, it's because at some point they think "oh, i'm fine now, i'm probably fine without the meds, too" and then just stop taking them and get like rebound schizo effects.
            Stupid fricks imo.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Because they think they're cured and or don't like the side effects.

            I also have 0 sympathy for not liking the side effects because that b***h made our life hell and fricked me and my brother up because it was almost impossible to get any help when she was being batshit. It's not that easy to get committed in the US even when you're doing total whackjob shit.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            did you mom have any symptoms while she was on antipsychotics?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            the only side effect is it makes you fat really. everything else goes away if you are on them long enough
            >t. same treatment for 12 years now with breaks of course I was once stupid too now 5 years without break.

            but while being on them I'm usually good to go for the lighter stuff at least. depends on the person tho

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >the only side effect is it makes you fat
            Even if that would be the only side effects (which it isn't), that's an extremely bad side effect. There's at least 400 reasons why being fat is one of the top things that frick up your health and your life

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            better than going for a jog in the middle of the highway while psychotic I think I'll take my chances with the goyslop

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            What's "psychosis" for you? Where did it come from? Are there voices in your head telling you do to things and you just obey every stupid shit they tell you? I'm not making fun I'm really wondering

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Good sedated goyim. Keep taking more and more. Chronic use of antipsychotics is downright criminal. You're just causing your brain to become more sensitive to dopamine, which makes psychosis worse, and which then requires an increased dose. Repeat until you die, snap, or develop tardive dyskinesia. Of course, if you've been on this same dosage all this time, then you really are not vulnerable anymore and just taking them for the "fun" of it.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >Meth users would kill for a tab of risperidone
            why? Aren't those like the opposite.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            jesus frick risperdal is not a recreational drug what are you on about and psychosis isnt a desired effect either

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            then why is that homosexual saying methheads like risperidone

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Here dumbass

            If any meth heads want risperidone, here you go, theyre really fricking easy to get cause they perscribe this shit like crazy cause its not scheduled

            https://www.inhousepharmacy.vu/c-106-antidepressants.aspx

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >addicted to DMT
            a lot of people you fricking trog these drugs are addictive+ degrade your immediate thought processes

            almost like drug induced psychosis is extremely fricking common and can happen to literally anyone

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >so he should get permanent brain damage, a lowered psychosis threshold, and a semi-permanent bleakened outlook on life
            >instead of just rehab

  95. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    inhaled a LOT of dmt while on acid a couple of times, extremely slight visuals, ended up getting really frustrated. Felt like i was "locked out"

  96. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I am trying to determine of it's possible for someone to be completely sane and then they take LSD and become insane

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      psychs have a way of digging stuff up so if youve been suicidal before for example i would be a little careful

  97. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    What part of nz you from kiwibro? I'm in chch. Do yoy known where to get benzos or opiates?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      My friend gets it from the net. Or find a willing doctor.

  98. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    If you talk to God, you are praying; if God talks to you, you have schizophrenia

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      This quote is so good I don't know what to do with it

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      If you talk to God, you are a christcuck
      if God talks to you, you are the chosen one

  99. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Low dose amphetamines make me relaxed and tired even. Do i have adhd?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      what about high does amphetamine?

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Higher dose makes me feel stimmed, but in a good way.

  100. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    uhh bros is weed supposed to make me nod?

  101. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Does jacking off after drinking a can of Monster count as stimfapping?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Does this actually work? I don't normally do stims and I've run out of drugs

  102. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    how do you deal with guild of jerking of on acid

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      my dick shrinks to like 2 inches on acid so that's never happening

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        you need a lobotomy or a hole drilled through your skull that wa you get the benefits ot talking normally without the evil antipsychotic giving you brain damage trust me bro im a doctor that browses NSFFW

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        thats not where the g spot is anone

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      guilt* lol. I hope there a guild of jerking-off-on-aciders

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I think i will larp some sex magick next time i do it maybe itll be a better vibe

  103. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    the earth is flat and the state will look me in the medication made me lose two inches of my wiener im so misunderstood and not a tinfoil hat guy at all

  104. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Baclofen, how is it? Anyone taking it regularly?

  105. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    flushyourmedsgays are even worse than psychgays

  106. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    nuthouse
    mental assylum
    looney bin

    what are some other terms?

  107. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    MICRODOSING, yay or nay? Mostly talking about mushrooms but whatever floats your boat

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      microdose ket. it's fricking amazing.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        ket will frick up your organs if you take it long term though?

  108. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    microdosing fenny yay or nay?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      nayX10000000

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      anyone who calls it fenny/fetty should macrodose in the gram range. Studies show it cures homosexualry and troon behavior as well

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        macrodose these nuts in your mouth my guy

  109. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I NEED ME A MACRODOSE OF THAT GOYSLOP

  110. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Why were you doing DMT everyday anyway? What's the point?

  111. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    pls do not take ket every day unless you love pissing blood.

    to moron ITT ofc you can abuse psychedelics, when you are in religious drunkness from psychs its great and you are above materialism and the world etc but that shit can get out of hand real quick and you wont even notice it.

    My first real suicide attempt was from attempting to get closer to god lol

  112. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >psy-op a troony into doing meth
    >they go into psychosis like 2 days in and completely lose their shit, threaten suicide etc.
    >they completely vanish off the internet for months
    Shit's too fricking easy, lads.

  113. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    how come noone on drugfeel smokes crack?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      In my entire career as a junkie in germany and many rehabs, i've only encountered one guy who smoked crack. I've seen dude's talking about the craziest drug shit, but no one ever touched crack besides that one dude.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        are you the anon that hasn't touched meth in 10 years?

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Uhh i mean while that is true, i don't think so(?)

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Rate this meth:

            https://i.4cdn.orgNSFFW1706266728530633.jpg

            You guys ever came across meth that looks like this?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            5/10. Why is it pre-crushed? Else it looks ok. Got a good colour.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >pre-crushed
            wish I knew. Allegedly that baggie came out of Germany.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Had a friend with a strong will and a try anything once mentality that said he could totally see getting addicted to it but also felt gross as frick at the same time.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      saw a youtube video of an aspiring youtuber do crack as an experiment to see if he would get addicted. Lo and behold he got addicted and sold all his shit to buy crack. I don't know if it was real or not. I have an addictive personality so I'd be afraid to try any shit stronger than weed, because I got psychologically addicted to that a long time ago. I did try some really strong RC uppers that probably came from a lab in China. Shit was fricked, I don't think I could really enjoy being overstimulated like that all the time.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      because IV coke is superior in every way. Crack is also gross, I never figured out how they smoke it without just melting it all. The one good hit I got was when a girl lit it, overall it wasn't that impressive and I prefer a bellringer off some coke that brings back extra units upon mixing. I quit it all years ago, I fricking hate drugs that make you fiend. I only do drugs with some legs anymore, or what can knock me out. I'm probably going back to weed and psychs in the near future

  114. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    months back when I knew nothing about schizophrenia I watched this podcast with this psychiatrist that specializes in schizophrenia. He basically describes antipsychotics as a silver bullet for schizophrenia.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Of course he does? His livelihood and wealth depends on prescribing meds

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      shit like lybalvi and zyprexy and abilify do nothing. I know because I have schizophrenia and I've tried all of them. Plus they are dopomine blockers and you can't take opiates while on them which is a really bummer.

      I stopped taking antipsychotics just so I can take opiates. At least that way my depression goes away. Note here, there are a lot of clinical studies being done on using opiates for treatment resistant depression. They really do work.

      I would rather hear the occasional voices and suffer from a bit of paranoia than want to kill myself.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        What do the voices say? Do you have a relationship with them?

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          It's weird. The ones I can remember are always celebrities. Like David Bowie telling me "You've been living a lie. Come home safely" or Harrison Ford saying "To men, wind and fire" That and my mind is all over the place.

          It's usually nonsense that just confuses me. Just made me think that some illuminati bullshit put implants in my head just to frick with me.

          It's really benign stuff that I can just live with. It's not like they are telling me to kill people. I knew a guy that killed his girlfriend with a knife because he thought a demon was living inside her and it was the only way to save his soul.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >I knew a guy that killed his girlfriend with a knife because he thought a demon was living inside her and it was the only way to save his soul.

            Aren't you worried of your symptoms progressing to that stage?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >"You've been living a lie. Come home safely"
            Sounds like an invitation to kys, so maybe not so benign. Plus the paranoia about illuminati. Why is it always about le illurminaty with you? Get more creative at least.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I say the illuminati because it's just a blanket term that people understand. I don't believe there is an actual organization called the illuminati. The Bowie thing was crazy too because the Darkstar video I broke it down and it seemed like it had a lot of imagery specific to me. It all seemed like a massive coicidence.

            And I thought they were mind implants or something because the voices came out of nowhere one day and they are so incredibly clear and vivid. It just felt like someone was fricking with me.

            >I knew a guy that killed his girlfriend with a knife because he thought a demon was living inside her and it was the only way to save his soul.

            Aren't you worried of your symptoms progressing to that stage?

            I see a therapist every month and tell them everything that goes on. I'm assuming that if things actually started to turn bad that he would say something. Right now it's deemed "manageable" but I've been trying to get disability. Heard that shit can take years though.

            still I can live with schizophrenia. Depression is a whole other matter. That shit is debilitating. If I don't take drugs for that I just stare at the wall in bed all day and do nothing at all. For months on end.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Why do you think these illuminati would care about you so much as to target you and frick with you?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            From actual trust stories about CIA and government frickery like testing LSD on people I could only assume it was random.

            I had a ton of theories about what it could have been but any one of them could have been true. My prevailing theory was that I was a left over experiment from the Cold War about testing cybernetic mind implants. I was born in the 80s so it would have been perfect timing.

            It didn't sound any more crazy than one day hearing voices for no reason at all and seeing imagery that in entertainment, music, movies, video games, everything that related to your life. Just imagine this happening out of nowhere and trying to figure out what is and isn't possible. The brain being able to fire off random neurons that mimic the voices of celebrities and musicians seems pretty far fetched too.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Wouldn't being aware that these are specific symptoms of schizophrenia take the edge off at least? Meaning, if you could know that this is the diseases manifesting, maybe your mind wouldn't go off even more off the trail. I guess I'm presuming the ability to still be aware of the origin of your thoughts which becomes impaired? It feels like they appear from outside of you, as if you're physically hearing them? But then again, you are aware there's nobody with you in the room, so you conclude it must be the illuminati or some evil entity that's sending you these thoughts and messing with you. Am I in the ballpark here?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >illuminati bullshit put implants in my head just to frick with me
            do you immediately recognize this as an delusion?

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >they are dopomine blockers and you can't take opiates while on them
        wouldn't that just mean you can't take stims on them

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Nta, but opiates also interact with your dopaminergic system. Anti-psychotics turn you into a zombie that is incapable of feeling pleasure or motivation. That's why they're not medicine that help the patient; anti-psychotics exist for the people around them. It's a legal way of "killing them off", so that they don't cause any more problems. This is also why anti-psychotics should only ever be used on the very short term when the patient is actually in danger. Caregivers should strive to take away the factors that cause the psychosis in the first place (e.g. stress) so that they can taper off within a year and preferably even faster.

          It's pretty fricked up how they gaslight people like

          the only side effect is it makes you fat really. everything else goes away if you are on them long enough
          >t. same treatment for 12 years now with breaks of course I was once stupid too now 5 years without break.

          but while being on them I'm usually good to go for the lighter stuff at least. depends on the person tho

          into willingly becoming vegetables.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >anti-psychotics exist for the people around them.
            see below

            It's weird. The ones I can remember are always celebrities. Like David Bowie telling me "You've been living a lie. Come home safely" or Harrison Ford saying "To men, wind and fire" That and my mind is all over the place.

            It's usually nonsense that just confuses me. Just made me think that some illuminati bullshit put implants in my head just to frick with me.

            It's really benign stuff that I can just live with. It's not like they are telling me to kill people. I knew a guy that killed his girlfriend with a knife because he thought a demon was living inside her and it was the only way to save his soul.

            > I knew a guy that killed his girlfriend with a knife because he thought a demon was living inside her and it was the only way to save his soul.

            >Caregivers should strive to take away the factors that cause the psychosis in the first place
            Bro some peoples brains are just fricked why are you trying to pretend life is some coom ba ya bullshit and we'd be better off letting these people run around unmedicated when their symptoms are known to come back?

            I hope a schizo beats the shit out of your loved ones.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Heard there were some killers that are left handed and their favorite color was... blue. I think we should kill all left handed people wearing blue shirts. No, the vast majority of people suffering from psychosis recover just fine.

            Thanks for educating me. Now I know that these medications are a lobotomy in a pill. Hopefully they can find something that actually fixes schizobros

            Also see

            Good sedated goyim. Keep taking more and more. Chronic use of antipsychotics is downright criminal. You're just causing your brain to become more sensitive to dopamine, which makes psychosis worse, and which then requires an increased dose. Repeat until you die, snap, or develop tardive dyskinesia. Of course, if you've been on this same dosage all this time, then you really are not vulnerable anymore and just taking them for the "fun" of it.

            . That shit's fricked up, man. The more they take, the worse their symptoms get. And then after years of ""treatment"" they'll go off-script and actually fricking burst and kill somebody.

            >be me, lazy and unmotivated
            >hear stims can improve motivation
            >try amphetamine, doesn't do anything
            >try methamphetamine, doesn't do anything
            >try cocaine, doesn't do anything
            >alcohol work, ketamine works
            It's almost like I'm on antipsychotics but I'm not. Am I onto something here?

            You're probably depressed, which is slightly different from just being unmotivated. Stims won't always help with that.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Studies show that people with schizophrenia are statistically less violent than people without psychosis or mental illness. But if God is telling you to kill people you should probably take your meds.

            >illuminati bullshit put implants in my head just to frick with me
            do you immediately recognize this as an delusion?

            For like a year, no. It was really fricking with me for awhile. But eventually when nothing the voices said would happen never actually happened I started to see it more as paranoia and delusional thinking than some group of people fricking with me. What really got me was how quickly it happened. I went from normal to schizo in like a week when I hit my late 20s. To think the mind could just turn on you that quickly seemed more fishy to me than saying the government is fricking with me.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Only time i ever saw my schizo mom violent or nasty was when she was unmedicated. She's one of the sweetest kindest souls otherwise.

            But yeah be careful anon that shit can get reaaaal nasty.

            Heard there were some killers that are left handed and their favorite color was... blue. I think we should kill all left handed people wearing blue shirts. No, the vast majority of people suffering from psychosis recover just fine.
            [...]
            Also see [...]. That shit's fricked up, man. The more they take, the worse their symptoms get. And then after years of ""treatment"" they'll go off-script and actually fricking burst and kill somebody.
            [...]
            You're probably depressed, which is slightly different from just being unmotivated. Stims won't always help with that.

            Your example is the dumbest thing I've ever read and has no relevance to what I'm saying.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Thanks for educating me. Now I know that these medications are a lobotomy in a pill. Hopefully they can find something that actually fixes schizobros

  115. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I just want to do drugs, paint, and listen to music all day.

    I work a part time job to pay my sister $300 a month to live with her and the rest goes to drugs. I'm on food stamps so whatever. They give me way too much money for a single person though. I don't know how I'm suppose to spend all that money.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >They give me way too much money for a single person though. I don't know how I'm suppose to spend all that money.
      Stupidest thing I've ever heard. If I were your boss and I heard you say that I'd fire you just for being painfully stupid.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        What? I'm just saying that I get too much EBT. Some people might use that much but I don't. I end up with like $80 to $100 left over every month.

        it really helps out but I guess I don't eat that much.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          >Free Money
          >Too much

          Take what you can get in this life and world anon. Do you only eat ramen and cheetos? Hell use it to help your sister out.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I eat a lot of salads, chicken, and deli sandwiches, trail mix for snacks and shit like that. I try to stay away from junk food. I think the worst shit I buy are those zero calorie energy drinks.

            So stock up on food dumbass, tin cans and such. Or since you don't care about your future survival, give it to others who might use it then.

            Usually I buy a bunch of food for my dad to make for the family when I end up with a bunch extra.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          So stock up on food dumbass, tin cans and such. Or since you don't care about your future survival, give it to others who might use it then.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          youre so fricking stupid holy shit. i genuinely hate stupid people

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >doesn't eat much
            >is stupid
            Yeah ok anon.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >free money
            >doesnt use it
            idiot

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I'm not going to gorge myself just because I can. I eat really good and high quality stuff but it's still too much. I buy shit for other people all the time but they don't like it because they say it's for me not them.

            The money doesn't just disappear either it rolls over for the next month. So I have a shit done saved up. I'll probably just throw a bbq in the spring or something who knows.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Good man. Do a huge crawfish boil and invite a bunch of girls and dazzle them with your Dungeons and Dragons trivia

  116. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >be me, lazy and unmotivated
    >hear stims can improve motivation
    >try amphetamine, doesn't do anything
    >try methamphetamine, doesn't do anything
    >try cocaine, doesn't do anything
    >alcohol work, ketamine works
    It's almost like I'm on antipsychotics but I'm not. Am I onto something here?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      You're saying alcohol and/or ketamine made you productive and motivated? Somehow I don't believe that

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I'm not saying that. I am merely saying they have the effect you would except of them. Stims hardly do anything. Like taking a sugar pill or snorting sugar.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Did you try... doing stuff while taking the stims? At least fapping?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Yes of course. Snorted some meth tried fapping honestly nothing feels different. The drug just doesn't do anything.

  117. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    been abusing booze for a bit lately, like really hard. Wish i had some meth to bring back some clarity in this shit

  118. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Yeah schizophrenia seems like a very strange illness. Hearing voice seems like such a complex thing idk

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I'm kinda lucky my schizophrenia is only triggered by psychedelics and no sleep from strong amphetamines/cathinones. The worst is that for me the voices were always those of my closest friends screaming the worst shit about me into my ear. And it's impossible to tell if they're real or not.
      Kind like when you hear voices coming from walls during a shroom trip.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >And it's impossible to tell if they're real or not.
        Can you see those people in the room talking to you? Then why can't you tell the voices are fake?

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I used to not know much about schizophrenia or psychosis, so i just assumed those voices were real. They sounded very real. Also while tripping your mind is too busy to think "oh, i'm a schizo", i guess.
          Don't know how it would be nowadays. Haven't done psychs in like 10 years.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            If you were only seeing/hearing it while tripping then it's not schizophrenia buddy...

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Like i said, it also got trieggered by binging strong amphetamines, so i guess it's at least psychosis. At least i got diagnosed with drug induced schizophrenic psychosis back then.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            And I'm guessing they gave you the same shit they give regular schizophrenics, without actually trying to detox you from the drugs you were taking and helping you through that?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Pretty much, yeah. Pumped me full of benzos and anti-psychs. I've been through a few rehabs and therapies in my time, but mostly it was just wasted time. It's not like i'm gonna stop drugs ever, so trying to make me do that is wasted time for everybody involved and a wasted place for someone who needs it.
            But like rebound qouta for people in rehab is like 90% anyway, so i don't see much of a point in them other than big pharma making cash.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            They think that merely putting you in a different place with a water fountain and people sitting in a circle talking about their troubles would suddenly reinvent your entire life. This is why AA is not very effective either. These places do not offer holistic understanding and healing of addictive disorders. I haven't looked into it, but there's gotta be something better than rehab at this point

  119. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    i think God likes it when im crazy

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