Falling in love with a vtuber

Alone on a saturday night, I think I fell in love with a vtuber. I completely understand how it happens to people and how they donate hundreds of dollars to these girls, if i let myself I could easily do that.
Her name is Ame and she is basically the perfect girl, super cute, tomboyish personality, gamer. It really is tragic to be able to know so much about these people but to be unable to ever meet them.
Not a fan of the whole anime model thing, I think it's stupid but she has old videos using facecam and she's very attractive. I feel really pathetic for thinking like this.

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  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I thought I was the biggest loser on /NSFFW/ but clearly I am only the 2nd biggest loser

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      No im the biggest loser on the board, they buried me in the sand and forgot about me

  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Anon come on bro you're better than this

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      The worst part is that I know I should be better than this

      It's alright anon, I've got the cure.
      See this? Reminder that behind the cute avatar, there's a normie girl that will date anyone but (You). Some possibly even hate their audience, but I don't know for Ame.

      She seems sincere in her enjoyment of streaming, since she definitely isn't a normie. I would not be surprised at all if she used to/continues to use NSFFW.
      Obviously she will never date me, I'm not delusional just lonely. Also behind the avatar is way cuter.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >since she definitely isn't a normie
        See? This is the problem I have with vtubers.
        They've managed to feed you the lie that they're all "recluse girl with some minor or major mental issues that cannot socialize!!!"

        Try to stop for ONE minute, and think it through.
        >do you seriously think a girl with sever social anxiety would be fricking STREAMING, to thousand of people to boot
        >people never think of that point, but the girls don't fall from the sky into the agency. they're being scouted first, an agency wants a streamer that can do her job at least, understand the implications of this
        >why do you think /vt/ has the most drastic, censoring moderation out of all boards on NSFFW? those frickers even enforce /vt/ rules OUTSIDE OF THEIR BOARD
        I could go on, but really, just think.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          who said anything about severe social anxiety or reclusion? Those are not the only possible prerequisites for not being a normie. She's a weird bpd egirl type with a NSFFW slant. I wouldn't want her to be an insane recluse either, that's not attractive in a woman.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            For the love of god don't take that idiot seriously

            I mean, I correctly predicted that you blew a load to one of her streams, didn't I?

            Some people are more sensitive to it than others, so you might see some people disagreeing, but it doesn't sound like the case for you. It makes sense for a man to fall in love with the person that makes them cum, since that's supposed to make children, which do better when provided for.

            You could give it a shot. Try only blowing loads after you've achieved something. If you only jerked it after a heavy lifting session I am sure you'd make the association and start to look forward to hard workouts.

            If you want to go the psychopath route you can beat off the image of yourself in the mirror. That's what this scene is in American Psycho is all about. He's so focused on himself that he starts associating sex and blowing loads to himself, rather than his partner.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            You can't refute a damn thing I've posted, and it's clashing with your worldview.

            Sorry champ, humans are animals. They do animal shit. Put them in a modern environment and things get fricky. Marketers figured out our evolutionary triggers and exploit them for profit, since we haven't evolved to defeat them yet. You're only supposed to be nutting in the mother of your children, and you're rewarded with a burst of inspiration that makes you want to achieve shit to ensure her prosperity (and therefore the prosperity of your children).

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >I would not be surprised at all if she used to/continues to use NSFFW.
        She did say Black person a few times, although I don't remember if she actually dropped the hard r or not.
        I kind of like her IRL self better because she somehow has the look of a girl from the mid 2000s without actually being old enough as far as I'm aware.

  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Smoll Ame is funny, I like it.

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    hiroshimoot bought NSFFW specifically to get incels addicted to vtubers. don't give that datamining asiatic homosexual the satisfaction. also spread the word that we are onto his tricks.

  5. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    You blew a load to one of her streams, didn't you? Understand that men pair bond to whatever they blow their load to, and if you keep blowing your load to her you're going to be one of those patron financiers.

    Blow your load into a woman and you'll bond in a similar fashion. She'll become perfect. If you can't do that, I urge you to redirect your emissions to something more attainable and productive.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Wait, is that how it works? Cause I'm going through a really bad break up right now. Do I just bust nuts and retrain my brain or something?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        He's not right, but not completely wrong either.
        For example, let's say you find a girl super cute right now and she's streaming. Go bust a nut first, then go back to her stream and see if you still find her as cute as before with a clear head.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I mean, I correctly predicted that you blew a load to one of her streams, didn't I?

        Some people are more sensitive to it than others, so you might see some people disagreeing, but it doesn't sound like the case for you. It makes sense for a man to fall in love with the person that makes them cum, since that's supposed to make children, which do better when provided for.

        You could give it a shot. Try only blowing loads after you've achieved something. If you only jerked it after a heavy lifting session I am sure you'd make the association and start to look forward to hard workouts.

        If you want to go the psychopath route you can beat off the image of yourself in the mirror. That's what this scene is in American Psycho is all about. He's so focused on himself that he starts associating sex and blowing loads to himself, rather than his partner.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Also yes, post breakup your brain is in overdrive looking for a new target to devote to. The recipient of your nuts will become that target. This makes evolutionary sense in a world where the only way to achieve such a nut is to find an actual woman.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Wait, is that how it works? Cause I'm going through a really bad break up right now. Do I just bust nuts and retrain my brain or something?

          Also, don't bust loads to memories of your ex. You'll never be able to get over her and the post nut clarity will be depressing as frick.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      You might be onto something
      >do nofap through 2019 to late 2021
      >browsing danbooru and pixiv, a gacha girl caught my attention
      >start obssessively saving pictures
      >eventually break my 600+ day nofap streak to her
      >ffw to 2024 regularly play her gacha and spend my neetbux on it, have figurines too
      Weird.... really weird

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Find something more productive to do with your time

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          I can't believe your post is original!

          What chinese cash grab game is she from? Blue Archive?

          N-no.... Blue Archive released later I think. Doesn't matter. I still fap to other girls but it's a 2:1 ratio of mai waifu vs the rest. She barely gets new art these days. I feel like a bagholder.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            who is it gatcha-anon?
            we've all got one

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        What chinese cash grab game is she from? Blue Archive?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        It's the only thing that makes sense. It's the only logical way someone could fall in love with someone, then immediately forget all about them once they're fricking someone else. Until you imprint a new target for your loads the original person/entity is the mother of your children, as far as your subconscious is concerned.

  6. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    It's alright anon, I've got the cure.
    See this? Reminder that behind the cute avatar, there's a normie girl that will date anyone but (You). Some possibly even hate their audience, but I don't know for Ame.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >Some possibly even hate their audience
      Korone 100% does lmao, can't find the clip right now but if you ask on /vt/ they'll help you out. Rushia, oh man what a c**t she was. I thought that being a hag would make her appreciate her audience more, since both are unmarried losers. Marine at least pretends.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >Korone 100% does lmao
        Even if she didn't, that woman is a big flag by how violent she is anyway.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >I love hating VTubers
        Straight outta /vt/ my homie.

  7. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Just listen to cranial nerve exam ASMR like us NORMAL PEOPLE for a change. Good grief

  8. 1 month ago
    Flurky

    It's not a problem if you emotionally bond with a fictional character, or a vtuber or streamer, if you're happy that's fine. Just remember that Vtubers are obviously acting and there's no way the actor underneath will ever meet you irl. Don't donate money to her or dedicate time to getting close to her with the hopes of doing that. Stay lurking, maybe get a body pillow with her face or something.

  9. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    She's got a boyfriend, you know that right?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Yes, that makes no difference to me since I'm not actually in a position to date her anyway. Plus he isn't getting in the way at all. I can of course, love a girl who is in a relationship.

      It's not a problem if you emotionally bond with a fictional character, or a vtuber or streamer, if you're happy that's fine. Just remember that Vtubers are obviously acting and there's no way the actor underneath will ever meet you irl. Don't donate money to her or dedicate time to getting close to her with the hopes of doing that. Stay lurking, maybe get a body pillow with her face or something.

      Don't worry bro, I will never spend a dime on her. Obviously there's a level of performance they put on, but with that too is a level of sincerity. People are most honest when wearing a mask.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >Don't worry bro, I will never spend a dime on her.
        Alright.
        If you can respect that one rule, then go crazy. Jerk to her or her voice, who cares it's your alone time. Just don't fall into the money-simp cycle.

      • 1 month ago
        Flurky

        Yeah man, you're good like

        >Don't worry bro, I will never spend a dime on her.
        Alright.
        If you can respect that one rule, then go crazy. Jerk to her or her voice, who cares it's your alone time. Just don't fall into the money-simp cycle.

        said. Have fun.

  10. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I wish I could fall in love with a vtuber I wish I could be as delusional as you

  11. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    i've been watching fraeya for a couple months now. just horny enough to be entertaining in that way, decent stream quality, absolutely amazing asmr.

    not once have i ever considered falling in love with this random internet woman, not even as i was falling asleep to the sound of her voice.

    i sometimes think that no matter how touch starved i am, no matter how lonely i get, my specific brand of autism keeps me going through whatever fricking situation i'm in because i drew the short straw on tism tuesday. i didn't get kickass programmer or chemist autism, i didn't get suicide as a special interest autism, i got "just go to work homie" autism and i hate it.

    but still, i can reflect on this post and remind myself that i am not a vtuber romance autist. i'm never going to wake up some morning and think about how i want to have a live with some woman behind an anime avi on twitch.

  12. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Ame is pretty cool. I want to see her boobs and look up her skirt

  13. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Reminder that hating vtubers is commie israelite behavior

  14. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    waifus 2.0 just go have a nice day that's shit is fricking weird like it's not even how she actually looks or acts in reality

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Any other hurtful things you'd wish to say? Hopefully it makes you feel fulfilled at least.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        yea, you act like a homosexual. where do you think you are?

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Yeah you sure sound MANLY and FULL OF TESTOSTERONE dissing people on /NSFFW/ on a Sunday. I bet you have lots of sex! Chad.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            am I getting insulted? because I swear you're coming onto me.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I'm not flirting with you but I'd totally kiss you on the lips. Maybe even twice. Possibly more.

  15. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    A Vtuber can be everybody
    They even advice you to not be parasocial *cough* while also heavily feeding para social behaviour
    I don't get strongly loving a person who doesn't even know you

  16. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I found out a lot of vtubers are diaper fetishists.

  17. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Ame disappointed me when she refused to sing proper Christmas songs on Christmas, except for Silent Night, which she intentionally messed up. I think she's israeli.
    There are better VTubers in that niche, but you basically have to decide between prostitutes and barely functional autistics.

  18. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    You should. She has made herself into a public figure, ranging from that of a stripper to a celebrity. Unless you are intimate with her in a physical context in real life, you are nothing to her, and you will never be anything more than a number. Vtubers are purposefully designed to be traps for men like you, to craft false personas to draw in men seeking relatable women. But that's all they are. A scam. You're a fool to watch any of them, especially considering none of them even have any comedic merit or interesting content other than just being cute girls. You're no better than watching Pokimane or etc.

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