Had sex with a trans

So, after years watching trans porn I finally decided to give it a try and hired an escort. She was fairly feminine, she sucked my dick, then I ate her ass and sucked her dick for like 2 minutes and didn't enjoy it so much, so I fricked her up the ass (with a condom) and I came.

Now here is the thing: I have NEVER cummed from penetration alone with any other cis woman. This made me feel a little fricked up, because why the hell am I only able to cum from fricking a trans? I mean, I never fricked a cis woman's butthole before, but I have never managed to cum from fricking a pussy.

After the sex I felt kind of sad and repulsed by myself and by her. I waited for her uber to arrive and it felt like an eternity. I feel dirty and I am worrying over having contracted HIV even though I used a condom. Why am I not feeling well? I have jerked off to this kind of shit for years and now I feel empty.

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  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I am feeling dirty as frick, I feel like rinsing my mouth with rubbing alcohol because I kissed and sucked a trans.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Bro, you tongued a troony's herpes and HIV-ridden shitty butthole. Wanting to rinse your mouth with disinfectant is the appropriate response.

  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    OP here, I'm trans too btw if that makes any difference

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >I'm trans too btw if that makes any difference
      find God

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Amen Brother, he needs Christ.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Found him 😀

  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    You feel bad because it's bad he... admit you made a big mistake for some stupid fantasy, but in reality it's just dirty and ugly. Move out of that now and go the opposite direction to what is good in life. God, living naturally, living with friends and family, being nice and virtuous with people, possibly having a good job and family. Sexual fantasies are just lies, fantasies, and brings illness, unstability,etc...

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >> her dick

    That isn't a her. That's a him.

    >> why the hell am I only able to cum from fricking a trans

    Because you're a homosexual in denial. Come to terms with who you are.

  5. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    The fantasy is part of the enjoyment, by making it "real" it takes away some of that feeling which feels empty in return.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      That’s what porn brain does to you when you’re addicted to it

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      That's exactly one of my worries. I jerk off to a lot of troony porn sadly. I tried biological female escorts twice and failed to cum in them. I am afraid that one day I will snap, hire a troony escort and cum inside troony butthole, which in turn will make me feel like a homosexual till the end.

      Important distinction I think.

      I'm gonna be the contrarian here and suggest you frick another troony. Focus less on anal and see if you can do other things with her. Is it the faux femininity you're into, or do you secretly enjoy feeling dirty? What if it progressed to real intimacy, and not just primal rutting? If you feel like you need to rinse your mouth out but didn't want to scrub yourself clean after all those years of TS porn then maybe, just maybe, you're still conflicted internally.

      I think OP should also have anal sex with a biological female. If he can cum through that, he can prove to himself that he is not a gay(at least fully) and he just enjoyed the bum ride.

      You've probably got death grip and can only cum for the tight squeeze of an anus

      Pussy squeeze >>>>>> anus squeeze

      No idea how anus feels like but as a deathgripcel I never felt any sensation while fricking pussy with condom. Zero.

      There's nothing wrong with trans women themselves and there's nothing wrong with desiring trans women. What you're doing (wanting to frick trans women but looking down on them) IS wrong though. Fix your heart or die OP

      Troons are disgusting degenerates who will never be real women. Frick off with this woke bullshit.

      Why is this happening to men? It is totally unnatural and very worrying.

      Dating and access to sex is very lopsided in favor of Chads in the modern society. Majority of men do not get laid properly, feel the pressure to do so from the society and their own libido, and under the pressure yield to homosexualry as a form of release. That's how I think it works at least.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >Dating and access to sex is very lopsided in favor of Chads in the modern society. Majority of men do not get laid properly, feel the pressure to do so from the society and their own libido, and under the pressure yield to homosexualry as a form of release. That's how I think it works at least.
        I think this is probably one of the best points made that I've seen in regards to trans sex. Men still have the desire to frick, and they will find a way to frick regardless if women are available or not.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      That's exactly one of my worries. I jerk off to a lot of troony porn sadly. I tried biological female escorts twice and failed to cum in them. I am afraid that one day I will snap, hire a troony escort and cum inside troony butthole, which in turn will make me feel like a homosexual till the end.

      Important distinction I think.
      [...]
      I think OP should also have anal sex with a biological female. If he can cum through that, he can prove to himself that he is not a gay(at least fully) and he just enjoyed the bum ride.
      [...]
      [...]
      No idea how anus feels like but as a deathgripcel I never felt any sensation while fricking pussy with condom. Zero.
      [...]
      Troons are disgusting degenerates who will never be real women. Frick off with this woke bullshit.
      [...]
      Dating and access to sex is very lopsided in favor of Chads in the modern society. Majority of men do not get laid properly, feel the pressure to do so from the society and their own libido, and under the pressure yield to homosexualry as a form of release. That's how I think it works at least.

      Kinda glad my fetish is mother incest because I genuinely do not want to frick my actual birth mother.

      Although I am desiring a separate woman from an SO who can be a mother to me that I can commit incest with. So idk if I will still lose that something by making that fantasy real through loopholes.

  6. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >he fell for the feminine penis meme

  7. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I'm gonna be the contrarian here and suggest you frick another troony. Focus less on anal and see if you can do other things with her. Is it the faux femininity you're into, or do you secretly enjoy feeling dirty? What if it progressed to real intimacy, and not just primal rutting? If you feel like you need to rinse your mouth out but didn't want to scrub yourself clean after all those years of TS porn then maybe, just maybe, you're still conflicted internally.

  8. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    You've probably got death grip and can only cum for the tight squeeze of an anus

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Pussy squeeze >>>>>> anus squeeze

  9. 1 month ago
    Nelson
  10. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    There's nothing wrong with trans women themselves and there's nothing wrong with desiring trans women. What you're doing (wanting to frick trans women but looking down on them) IS wrong though. Fix your heart or die OP

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >There's nothing wrong with trans women themselves and there's nothing wrong with desiring trans women. What you're doing (wanting to frick trans women but looking down on them) IS wrong though. Fix your heart or die OP

  11. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >OP ate a man's ass
    I am not really surprised.

  12. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I went through a similar thing anon. I love trans women too. Specifically with the HIV thing. However, let me tell you this. HIV is a very hard virus to catch even with gay anal sex the transmission rate is VERY low. Still, get on prep if you're gonna have gay but sex with women.

    but yeah, I hooked up with a trans fem person and I felt bad. All the emotions you went through. I couldn't even jack off to trans porn anymore for like 3 months. but then I realized I was being a pussy and overthinking all of this. If you had fun with a trans women, you had fun with a trans woman. Maybe you can do it again but I'd just categorize in your brain as a fun time because cumming in a hot t-girls butt is... a FUN TIME 🙂

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >HIV is a very hard virus to catch even with gay anal sex the transmission rate is VERY low

      Absolutelie. OP, dont listen to this guy, hes playing defense for gays for some reason

      https://i.imgur.com/PHv8JBd.png

      So, after years watching trans porn I finally decided to give it a try and hired an escort. She was fairly feminine, she sucked my dick, then I ate her ass and sucked her dick for like 2 minutes and didn't enjoy it so much, so I fricked her up the ass (with a condom) and I came.

      Now here is the thing: I have NEVER cummed from penetration alone with any other cis woman. This made me feel a little fricked up, because why the hell am I only able to cum from fricking a trans? I mean, I never fricked a cis woman's butthole before, but I have never managed to cum from fricking a pussy.

      After the sex I felt kind of sad and repulsed by myself and by her. I waited for her uber to arrive and it felt like an eternity. I feel dirty and I am worrying over having contracted HIV even though I used a condom. Why am I not feeling well? I have jerked off to this kind of shit for years and now I feel empty.

  13. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    You got psyopped by society to feel le bad

  14. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    You’re gay anon.

  15. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >I mean, I never fricked a cis woman's butthole before, but I have never managed to cum from fricking a pussy.
    it could easily be this, or something similar/coincidental.
    you need to stop doing this stuff if it makes you feel like shit about yourself. stop watching the porn and go find other things to do instead until you feel better about yourself.
    either that or stop ruminating, just enjoy what you enjoy without giving it much thought.
    you have to pick one or the other though.

  16. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >her

  17. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    My goodness that is fricking disgusting. You are a degeneret porn addicted subhuman.

  18. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Take a few weeks to clean yourself mentally and physically. Do sport, do some relaxation exercises, no alcohol or any drugs. That kind of stuff. Then find a real woman into anal, yes it's hard but they exist, and live a happy life. Also, take that experience to your grave, never ever talk about it again.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >Also, take that experience to your grave, never ever talk about it again.
      this
      If you EVER tell a woman you did this, it doesn't matter if you've been married for 40 years, it will be over.
      They have this weird thing against men who have sex with trans. Its like a hard-coded biological tick. No matter how open minded you think they are, you will be dead to them once they learn you did this.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >They have this weird thing against men who have sex with men

        ftfy

        if you're openly bi it's over
        if you frick a troon it's over

        nothing builds more insecurity in a woman than knowing you fricked a guy with dude genitalia up the ass

  19. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    You like what you like, bro and there's nothing wrong with it. Your disgust of trans ppl is artificial bc of the society you live in. You cumming from banging a trans person is real.

  20. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Why is this happening to men? It is totally unnatural and very worrying.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Most people aren't 100% straight. The thing is it's always been very difficult for men to explore their sexuality but in recent times as trans women become more prevalent, more and more men are becoming curious.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I realize sexuality is a bell curve. It should follow the attraction to be to the same sex, not to someone pretending to be the opposite.
        I find it to be a perversion of modernity, a consequence of the loss of God, and an existential threat.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >Most people aren't 100% straight.

        I realize sexuality is a bell curve. It should follow the attraction to be to the same sex, not to someone pretending to be the opposite.
        I find it to be a perversion of modernity, a consequence of the loss of God, and an existential threat.

        >I realize sexuality is a bell curve.
        Holy shit porn has fried your brain to the point you actually believe this bullshit? How about you actually hang out with people who aren't terminally online you fricking weirdos.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          This, those who watch pornography generally are more willing to admit that taboo and deviant sexualities interest them and are more willing to tolerate societal disorder than those who don't.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          this is like freudian psychoanalysis theory of eros 101 this is not a new age porn brained theory lol

  21. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >do something
    >feel good
    isn't there someone you're forgetting?
    Societyberg says you aren't supposed to feel good

  22. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >I have NEVER cummed from penetration alone with any other cis woman.

    It took me a while to cum from fricking pussy. It was mainly due to wearing condoms and me and my gf being inexperienced but after a couple months of consistent sex i had 0 issues with cumming. Once I stopped using condoms with her it doesn't take long for me nut.

    >why the hell am I only able to cum from fricking a trans? I mean, I never fricked a cis woman's butthole
    Anal feels good and looks better visually imo. I bust the hardest nuts when I frick and creampie my gf butthole. I prefer watching anal porn because seeing a fat ass get fricked and creampied is hotter than just pussy fricking.

    >Why am I not feeling well? I have jerked off to this kind of shit for years and now I feel empty.
    Bc the escort looked nothing like the trans women you see in porn. If you fricked your favorite trans pornstar you wouldn't feel this way I bet.

    Overall don't dwell too much on this man. You experimented and you didn't like what you experienced and that's ok. At least now you know.

  23. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Degenerate homosexual
    Prostitution would be disgusting enough if it were “normal”, but you literally paid to suck off a diseased, mentally ill man.

  24. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >Hides thread
    >continues on with life

  25. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    OP, you had gay sex with a male prostitute who dresses up like a lady, and ate his ass. That's fricking VILE. You're probably sick from the fricking bacteria in his ass which may take a few weeks to get over.

  26. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    You probably have some unresolved issues with your own sexuality that this experience brought up. Nothing wrong or weird about what you did but you need to look inward for the answers.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      It's really fricking strange that people treat their own and others sexuality as a delicate subject. OP dicked another human being? I'm shook.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      It's really fricking strange that people treat their own and others sexuality as a delicate subject. OP dicked another human being? I'm shook.

      Bihomosexuals detected

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Nah I’ve never fricked anyone or had the desire to frick anyone that isn’t a cis female, no shame in it if I did. Just saying OP should accept himself, or figure out exactly why the experience left him with this feeling.

        It's really fricking strange that people treat their own and others sexuality as a delicate subject. OP dicked another human being? I'm shook.

        Yeah the combination of internalised homophobia and self loathing is sadly par for the course for le epique conservative bros. It’s no coincidence the highest rates of consumption for trans and gay porn are always in conservative states and countries lmao.

  27. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    You literally sucked a male prostitutes wiener. Thats disgusting. Beyond disgusting. Even trashy people arent that trashy.

    Seriously do you have any idea what a disgusting piece of shit you are?

    I mean suck a dick if you want to but a prostitute? Ugh. Fricking nasty. Gross.

  28. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Disgusting you probably have AIDS now

  29. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Also don't worry about HIV.
    If you used condom during penetration and if it wasn't visibly torn when you pulled out, chances of you getting it is very slim.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      He sucked and licked the butthole and penis without protection

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Can give him many diseases.
        Not HIV though, it doesn't transfer orally.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          It does if he has cuts in his mouth which he probably does if he brushes his teeth hard.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            He needs to have a sizeable cut in his mouth, and the troon needs to have an actively bleeding cut(that he somehow misses that it exists) on its dick or arse.
            There are no recorded cases of HIV through oral.

  30. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    yourbrainonporn.com - there's your answers go read it

  31. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >I never fricked a cis woman's
    it's just woman, moron. What you fricked is a MAN.

  32. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >then I ate her ass and sucked her dick for like 2 minutes and didn't enjoy it so much
    I really wanna know your thought process during this. Were you hyper horny, saw hole and a dick and had to taste it? Or did you do it because you believe it's a part of sex? Or because had spent hundreds of dollars already and wanted to get your money's worth?
    >why the hell am I only able to cum from fricking a trans?
    If makes you feel better OP, prostitutes (all of them) are focused solely in making you cum as quickly as possible. You don't have to worry about making them feel good and they're not focusing on making themselves feel good. So it's normal to reach orgasm easier than normal sex.
    >I am worrying over having contracted HIV even though I used a condom
    You're not going to get HIV and the prostitute's probably on PrEP. But eating ass and sucking dick is risky as hell in that situation and you might have exposed yourself to different STDs. Get tested in a couple of weeks and see a doctor if you notice any symptoms.

  33. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I did the same thing with a man, except he fricked me. I had this fantasy since my teen years and decided to act upon it in my mid 20's because I thought I was gay.
    I still cringe thinking about it almost 10 years on, turns out I wasn't.

  34. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    homie u gay

  35. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >eating da poo poo
    R E P E N T
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  36. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >why the hell am I only able to cum from fricking a trans?
    you mean
    >why the hell am I only able to cum from fricking a man?
    picrel.
    sorry (not sorry).

  37. 1 month ago
    Anonymous
  38. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    you ate that homie's ass are you insane?
    get yourself tested in a month.

  39. 1 month ago
    Anonymous
  40. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    *He. You fricked a dude.

  41. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    you should quit porn but you'll probably do this shit again anyway

  42. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    i guess the obvious thing is to ask yourself why you feel so disgusting. are there any latent feelings of internalized homophobia? do you just think it was hot in your head but in reality it was kinda gross? was it the fact they were a prostitute, and that if they were your actual lover, you wouldn't feel disgusted? porn addiction?

    only you can know for sure anon, but it sounds like a mix of all 4 judging from the language you used...maybe just don't do it again and lay off the porn for good? since you clearly dont enjoy sex that much with either women or mtfs maybe being a volcel really wouldn't be that bad for you

  43. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >OP fell for the troony porn meme
    IT'S OVER homosexual AHAHAH

  44. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Why are you sucking off and eating the ass of a troony? Like fricking is fine, but all that other shit is gay af.

  45. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >I used a condom so I should be disease free!
    >oh I also sucked bare dick and ate another man's butthole
    Lmao is this cope, delusion, or both? Does watching porn so much eventually turn you into a gay?

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