How do i find a husband as a khhv introverted shut in

How do i find a husband as a khhv introverted shut in

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  1. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Get a discord account, add dudes from this website, pick one.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      it really is this easy, especially for girls, even guys can do it if they look long enough.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      any girl should do this if she wants to end up murdered lmao

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >know nothing about how to vet people online
        >think le NSFFW is a heckin dangerous criminal underground syndicate
        god you're fricking moronic, go back.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          no is just that this website is filled with a bunch of degenerate homosexuals who aren't worth talking to. nice try tho

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            sure bro, that's why you're here begging for attention.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Black person you moved the goalpost.
            >murdered
            >degenerate not worth talking to

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        other anon fricked you up over this and they're 100% right to. there are tons of fricked up people here but there are also tons of chill people. oh wow... it's almost like it's just like everywhere else.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      great post!
      op is just fishing for attention! it really is just that easy for roasties

  2. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Oh cool which of the NSFFW "alone" girls who add 50 guys then neglect and abandon the chat are you?

  3. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    What are your husband requirements?

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Mature, fatherly, romantic. I guess.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        the only thing more cringe than women with daddy fetish are men with mommy fetish
        find the strenght to be an equal partner and support your man just as much as he supports you.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Mature, fatherly, romantic. I guess.

          Don't listen to this pathetic loser.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Its basic pathology to crave a romantic partner that reminds you of your parent.

          If those are your only requirements I could do it.

          I guess there is another huge requirement that I wont divulge on this website but Im sure that would be a dealbreaker for most men on here.

          Going to need more info than that. Is there a height or strength requirement for "fatherly"? Is there a cap on hours of anime/vidya/etc to be "mature"? Is there an expensive restaurant date quota for "romantic?

          Height requirement, nothing less than six foot. Less than two hours of vidya per week. And a you have to take me out to a Michelin restaurant every 2-3 business days. Is that what you wanted to hear? Funny questions

          Get a discord account, add dudes from this website, pick one.

          Oh cool which of the NSFFW "alone" girls who add 50 guys then neglect and abandon the chat are you?

          I have never added anyone from this board, that sounds like a bad idea. We are meant to be anonymous on this website for a reason.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >Its basic pathology to crave a romantic partner that reminds you of your parent.
            That explains why when a woman lectures me I get turned on. Thanks mom.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >Its basic pathology to crave a romantic partner that reminds you of your parent.
            first step to getting out of it is realizing it's a pathology, second step is desiring to change it.
            i bet you have issues with confidence and self-esteem and feel lost in the world and want someone more competent to bring some order into your life

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >I have never added anyone from this board
            Same
            I see all these fricking dude talking about their NSFFW gfs. it makes me upset

            But I don't know how one goes about meeting anyone else unless they do the fricking gay social media discord Instagram shit.

            The real only alternative is
            >Hey meet me in x location I promise I won't kill you

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I don't really see a problem with discord for just one on one messaging. It's pretty much ideal too since you have a bunch of features that make it easy to stay in touch. If you really hate any social media then use like proton mail or something.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I'm just bad at writing messages I guess or it's like I have to continually fight for said persons attention all the time

            I can play the gay little fun puppet IRL when I put on my normie mask, but over messaging it's impossible

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            sounds like your only real option is to sit around like an npc at places like bars or the library and wait for a dude to chat you up

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Well homie you literally have an option that has worked for other people and you refuse. Typical dumb foid.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymouse

            >I have never added anyone from this board, that sounds like a bad idea. We are meant to be anonymous on this website for a reason.
            Actually way back, a majority of this forum's users came from IRC. We weren't anonymous, a rare few used bouncers or similar to hide our IP addresses but ultimately to trade files we needed to use DCC (direct client to client connections) and this meant no real firewalls or such. Bouncers did exist with DCC relay functionality, but, essentially you'd just be running a shell on a host somewhere so you'd only be replacing your own connection with that host anyway.

            We always used nicknames, being identifiable was never a problem. In fact NSFFW itself has this same functionality and back in ~2005 it was quite rare for people to use only the default full anonymous nickname without having something to hide.

            These concepts mostly emerged much later, after the release of the iphone in 2007 and as the internet was swept by inexperienced and uneducated morons rather than upper-class teens and young college students ... the eternal september was proven to be exponential in nature. The old 1993 style september was an understatement, and I think nobody truly understood where we were really headed back then.

            What it is ultimately is merely regression toward the mean. So, the internet used to be a "getaway" for socially isolated people. People rejected from normal social groups in person would sit alone in front of their PC and connect to internet sites and others much like themselves. We're not talking every college student, but less than 1% would have been in this sort of situation.

            You kids today think you're so special, but, in reality you're just a heap of trash like shit and sanitary tissue plugging up an overfilled gas station toilet bowl. You could never be any more average. You are the mean.

            https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Regression_toward_the_mean

            Some might say "Sorry, but ..."

            You know what? I'm not sorry. Frick you.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            is this pasta or just moronicly embarrassing larp

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Holy shit, that was absolutely venomous fren

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          >equal
          >with a woman

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            You don't have a nose you smug b***h
            Quit looking down on me when you can't even smell

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        If those are your only requirements I could do it.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Going to need more info than that. Is there a height or strength requirement for "fatherly"? Is there a cap on hours of anime/vidya/etc to be "mature"? Is there an expensive restaurant date quota for "romantic?

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >Mature
        In what sense. Mature as in has no sense of humor? Mature as in tolerates no bullshit from you? Mature as in demands you work for your goddamn money?

        >fatherly
        Again, too vague to know what this really means. Try using different words.

        >romantic
        As in? gives you gifts? Hands you money and obeys your every useless demand?

        You don't know what you want, you're a shit girlfriend, you wouldn't know how to navigate a relation. Cringe. KYS.

  4. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Find a hobby and take a shower. Youre not special and youre over complicating something because the solution is simple but hard and time costly

  5. 2 weeks ago
    Klucy

    If this coin lands on heads then you will get a husband!!
    >YOU GOT: HEADS
    The coin says it is so!!!!!

  6. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    /soc/, but don't be degenerate about it. Aka, don't let others use you/use others/show your body/subject yourself to anything you don't want
    Usually the longer a girl stays a virgin, the better the guy they end up with is, so keep that in mind

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >soc
      God no that board is overwhelmingly uninteresting normalBlack person coomers.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >found my wife there
        >found my friend's wife there
        Cope for your social incapacity

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          >marriage from /soc/

          Maybe 4-8 years ago. Not now.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >is incapable of making good posts
            Crab in bucket

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I'm aware you are just baiting me but I'm just posting genuine responses to let others know. /soc/ is pornshit/homosexualshit/degenshit with some normal threads thrown in, Nobody worth a frick posts there anymore unless you want to groom impressionable girls.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            are you that stupid that you don't think the general quality of the board impacts the kinds of people that browse it? Any girl who'd go to that shithole would immediately see all the disgusting shit and frick off. The only ones who stay behind are the truly broken or the ones who just want attention or to scam.

            No, I'm saying this because every time I've posted, I've met a pleathora of interesting, wholesome, and otherwise unfindable shut-in women. They simply do not exist in any other sphere of the internet in a capacity for you to meet them.
            Do you want to know why they weren't turned off by that board? They were raised by the internet just like us. They saw peak /b/. They know every fetish. The only way for a girl to be a shut-in is either for her to be forcibly kept in a cult-like isolation or to be in very, very deep on the internet. They're just like us, except they're usually a lot more scared of sex/relationships because they have so much more to lose from it.
            Where else have you met shut-in girls? Tell me, oh wise one, where can one find our true counterparts if not in the very spheres we inhabit.

            >Usually the longer a girl stays a virgin, the better the guy they end up with is.
            Is this really true? I sometimes cope by thinking that my entire life of loneliness will be worth it eventually.

            Yes. You have so much more leverage as a 20-something virgin than you can possibly understand. You'll likely not get a virgin bf if you wait that long though.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Forgot to mention, this is just a guy's perspective on /soc/. Feel bad for the women there, but that's why girls should only add guys from posts, never post themselves, to keep their role as the selective ones.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Well put, anon. I think you're right. I'd struggle to find a girl I really like outside of this board, I think. Perhaps we'll all meet the right person one day.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >Yes. You have so much more leverage as a 20-something virgin than you can possibly understand.
            NTA but you're kidding right? Wouldn't a guy prefer a girl with some experience who isn't nearly completely clueless?

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            i find the idea of learning with my partner more intimate and romantic in itself, we can get good at pleasuring each other. That said I will die alone

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Aw, that's cute. But I think it might be a bit embarrassing if i don't even know how to kiss....
            >I will die alone
            Anon don't be so negative! You seem like a great guy.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            thank anon but its hard not to be after so many years of failing to find the one

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >NTA but you're kidding right? Wouldn't a guy prefer a girl with some experience who isn't nearly completely clueless?
            No. Not in a million years no. The only people that would care about that are those that already don't care about meeting their soulmate or someone special and instead only looks at her like some piece of frickmeat and demands that she fufill that role adequately immediately.

            If neither of you try to learn how to get the other off though then you're both just bad lovers.

            https://i.4cdn.orgNSFFW1707645362454591.jpg

            Actually there is no value to virginity at all. This is merely something virgins delude themselves into believing as a defense mechanism.

            [...]
            >don't think the general quality of the board impacts the kinds of people that browse it?
            NSFFW has always been terrible. You need to understand something here, friendo, that sub-boards like [...] were actually created to allow for the bans of people posting selfies and camgirls or porn sites self-advertising on boards like >>>/b/

            These rules didn't exist originally. In fact, the original rules were more like "there are no rules, do whatever the frick you like" after the SA forums banned most of the people who showed up here for a variety of reasons. (Like posting anime, being furries or talking about whether they'd rather frick Rei or Asuka who were both 14 years old, then getting upset when they were called pedophiles or wanna-be child molesters.)

            Rules emerge because as it turns out, in a chaotic "libertarian" system, you merely hand control over to the most threatening. Now, we can all pretend to be a one-man army and tough guy, but when you get rolled over by a genuine lawless cartel of murderers and rapists, suddenly having the police cartel in charge doesn't seem so bad anymore. Suddenly, laws and government are something you reflect on as a much superior system in comparison to "might makes right".

            So the current NSFFW rules are emergent due to a variety of reasons, namely, international laws, united states laws and the actions of its enforcers (laws and NSFFW). That, combined with the annoyance of the NSFFW owners/mods/maintainers at having to put up with bullshit.

            When you make trouble for someone, the obvious thing you can expect them to do is to take all the shit you fling and put it back up your ass where it came from.

            >Actually there is no value to virginity at all
            pic related

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymouse

            >pic related
            What are the chances of divorce for someone who never marries and just fricks prostitutes forever? Does the fee paid to the freebie prostitutes combined with the cost of MILF lubrication and bedside rotisserie chickens for between frick munchies outweigh the cost of divorce proceedings and their financial consequences?

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            A lot of guys want an experienced girl, but non-virgins are literally a dime a dozen. Compared to the 25% who just want a virgin who either have slim pickings at church or have to be basically pedos

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            It does make sense that value arises from scarcity.

            https://i.4cdn.orgNSFFW1707645572343349.jpg

            >NTA but you're kidding right? Wouldn't a guy prefer a girl with some experience who isn't nearly completely clueless?
            No. Not in a million years no. The only people that would care about that are those that already don't care about meeting their soulmate or someone special and instead only looks at her like some piece of frickmeat and demands that she fufill that role adequately immediately.

            If neither of you try to learn how to get the other off though then you're both just bad lovers.

            [...]
            >Actually there is no value to virginity at all
            pic related

            That graph sure is interesting. I'd like to see a more updated one but I'm sure there wouldn't be too much difference.
            >The only people that would care about that are those that already don't care about meeting their soulmate or someone special and instead only looks at her like some piece of frickmeat and demands that she fufill that role adequately immediately.
            That makes sense. Thank you for the perspective

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            The only guys who want an experienced girl are guys who plan to just hit it a few times and move on. Not wanting a virgin is a giant red flag that a man is going to pump and dump you.
            In a long term relationship you'll get that experience with him. The only reason not to want a virgin is if you don't intend to be together for long.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymouse

            I've never "wanted" a virgin, it's irrelevant to me and makes no difference whatsoever to my attraction to a person. I believe people who purely seek out virgins are seeking inexperienced mates who are vulnerable and more trusting due to their own insecurity.

            I'm not insecure, I have no issue being with a virgin necessarily, but, I also would never intentionally seek such a person out. Generally speaking, people who have no past sexual or romantic experience are essentially adult children. They're emotionally infantile and behave as children might rather than as mature adults.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          >marriage from /soc/

          Maybe 4-8 years ago. Not now.

          what this guy said, that place is even more of a cesspool than NSFFW. Literally 80% of the threads are just porn or fetish shit with no focus on actually socializing.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >is incapable of using filters after years on NSFFW

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            are you that stupid that you don't think the general quality of the board impacts the kinds of people that browse it? Any girl who'd go to that shithole would immediately see all the disgusting shit and frick off. The only ones who stay behind are the truly broken or the ones who just want attention or to scam.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >Usually the longer a girl stays a virgin, the better the guy they end up with is.
      Is this really true? I sometimes cope by thinking that my entire life of loneliness will be worth it eventually.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        True until you turn 35. Then the value drops off a cliff. I'm sure you'll find someone anon but you'd better start looking at things you wouldn't have considered in the past because meeting people "organically" is getting harder and harder.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymouse

          Actually there is no value to virginity at all. This is merely something virgins delude themselves into believing as a defense mechanism.

          are you that stupid that you don't think the general quality of the board impacts the kinds of people that browse it? Any girl who'd go to that shithole would immediately see all the disgusting shit and frick off. The only ones who stay behind are the truly broken or the ones who just want attention or to scam.

          >don't think the general quality of the board impacts the kinds of people that browse it?
          NSFFW has always been terrible. You need to understand something here, friendo, that sub-boards like

          [...]

          were actually created to allow for the bans of people posting selfies and camgirls or porn sites self-advertising on boards like >>>/b/

          These rules didn't exist originally. In fact, the original rules were more like "there are no rules, do whatever the frick you like" after the SA forums banned most of the people who showed up here for a variety of reasons. (Like posting anime, being furries or talking about whether they'd rather frick Rei or Asuka who were both 14 years old, then getting upset when they were called pedophiles or wanna-be child molesters.)

          Rules emerge because as it turns out, in a chaotic "libertarian" system, you merely hand control over to the most threatening. Now, we can all pretend to be a one-man army and tough guy, but when you get rolled over by a genuine lawless cartel of murderers and rapists, suddenly having the police cartel in charge doesn't seem so bad anymore. Suddenly, laws and government are something you reflect on as a much superior system in comparison to "might makes right".

          So the current NSFFW rules are emergent due to a variety of reasons, namely, international laws, united states laws and the actions of its enforcers (laws and NSFFW). That, combined with the annoyance of the NSFFW owners/mods/maintainers at having to put up with bullshit.

          When you make trouble for someone, the obvious thing you can expect them to do is to take all the shit you fling and put it back up your ass where it came from.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I mean yeah whatever, but whose ever idea it was to make the fricking IRL CONTACT BOARD NSFW is the dumbest piece of shit ever. That's straight up just asking for terrible terrible things to happen.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymouse

            >I mean yeah whatever, but whose ever idea it was to make the fricking IRL CONTACT BOARD NSFW is the dumbest piece of shit ever. That's straight up just asking for terrible terrible things to happen.
            >>>/b/ was always like that, but, it got flooded a ton with stupid porn shit. Scams and spam work like this, where say it costs $1 to mail a million messages, but, if you can make a buck off one fricking moron out of a million, you break even.

            So the harsh reality of things is that the NSFFW user base are immature little sex-obsessed morons. Not all of them, but it only takes one person who is willing to pull down their shorts and start shitting all over everything to frick shit up for everyone.

            And, since it doesn't require membership (and as we learned from SA, since that makes zero fricking difference anyway in terms of quality or maintaining community) things are always going to "take the easy path" like water, mud and shit flowing down hill.

            So it isn't entirely correct to think "the reason

            [...]

            is filled with porn is because it's allowed!", because that's simply not true. If it wasn't allowed, you'd need someone to sit around and moderate when people broke the rules all the time. So what the real truth is, is that the sort of people who post on

            [...]

            fricking love porn, dick picks and immature ape-like gonzo porn just as it is.

            It's exactly what its users make it. So, likewise is

            [...]

            or >>>/b/ or any other board. The fricking losers who post here like me and you are the ones who make it this way. We just need to find it in ourselves to accept that harsh reality about life. You can't just seal the passage and keep "real life" out of here or anywhere forever.

            We're all visiting here from real life and bring it with us, just like AIDS.

  7. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You haven't even told us anything about yourself. Are you a XX chromosomes female? Measurements? What good points do you have?

  8. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    btw, op is it born again virgin after she was ran through by dozens of guys. and she feels she's morally in the right because she feels you are not morally entitled to know her past, and that it's okay for her to lie about it. this is what the average woman says when she says she's a virgin

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >you are not morally entitled to know her past
      I know you're just strawmanning, but what kind of person thinks your partner isn't entitled to know your past? That's like literally just relationship 101.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I have never heard this before. That's not the case for me (not OP) but I guess I am pretty young

  9. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymouse

    >In fact, the original rules were more like "there are no rules, do whatever the frick you like"
    Well that's not really accurate. I was actually thinking something a bit different as I typed it, and let me type that too just to clarify a bit.

    Maybe let me rephrase it, but, keep in mind there is no contradiction here. Both of these statements can be 100% true, and that's how things really were. To really understand you just need to take these two angles into consideration, and, to be honest probably many more that even I have no clue about (I thought NSFFW was shit at first and still do.)

    Maybe it's more accurate to say the rules were originally more like:
    >Do whatever the frick you like, if I like it as the owner that's great, but if I don't like it, frick you, you're banned. Do whatever the frick I say, or don't do that, but don't be surprised if I ban you. If you do what you're told, I might just feel like banning you for absolutely no reason. This is my site, not yours, so frick you.

    So in that respect it was nothing but SA v2, "little furrygay anime edition."

  10. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymouse

    What are the odds of divorce if I frick your wife big spoon style and feed her dehydrated turkey strips dipped in honey BBQ sauce?

  11. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymouse

    I call that sex position the honey BBQ dip meaty munchy tenderizer /w reacharound.

  12. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >How do i find a husband as a khhv introverted shut in
    Online dating apps

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymouse

      >introverted shut in
      Only if he puts himself out there, which I don't, but, well, for obvious reasons you wouldn't find me there so it hardly matters. Only the people who want to put themselves out there and make themselves available to someone like OP or the other sort of people who use those sites/apps are going to be doing so.

      In other words, finding a true introverted shutin or hikkiNEET or such is actually impossible, because, obviously they cease to be so as soon as they post here or anywhere.

      At best, I'm the sort of hikkiNEET who shitposts on NSFFW and both offers true, genuine love and tells the truth about how I fricking hate all of you out of that love.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        To be fair I only started to post on NSFFW recently since I never had any romantic interests for years

        It's only after I fell prey to stalking an e-girl did I suddenly feel the need to actually pursue something before I go full schizo

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >true, genuine love and tells the truth about how I fricking hate all of you out of that love.
        kek, unironically based
        the opposite of love isn't hate, it's indifference

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymouse

          >the opposite of love isn't hate, it's indifference
          Oddly enough, all three (love, indifference, hate) don't really form a balance (+1, 0, -1) because they're all subjective. They're rather, abstract symbols we use for our own subjective emotions.

          So when I say I love you so much I tell you the truth about how I hate you, can you understand my intended meaning by interpreting that statement in a way that makes it both valid and true?

          For instance, I have and seek love for others, but I also have social anhedonic disorder and strongly dislike making connections with others. Over the long term, I really don't get along with people in general and prefer to self-isolate to avoid the negatives and suffering that I otherwise endure which outweighs any brief and unlasting positive experiences.

          These symbols though, as I said they're subjective. So you'll never understand the true emotion I'm expressing without actually being me. At best you can merely accept what I've expressed, and attempt to interpret it according to your own subjective experience.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            it's a bit too early in the morning for me to be all philosophical and i'm still struggling to stay awake thanks to butthole relatives cranking up the tv volume, so here goes nothing

            >they're all subjective. They're rather, abstract symbols we use for our own subjective emotions.
            kind of, they have some behaviors attributed to them so they're not as subjective as that (if you love someone you'll want to care for them, if you hate someone you'll try to harm them or stay away from them, etc.)
            of course, that's the rule, but there are exceptions to every rule
            the intensity of the emotion and the effect they have on you, those are subjective though

            >prefer to self-isolate to avoid the negatives and suffering
            that honestly sounds hellish, i'm sorry you have to go through that
            humans are social creatures after all

            >you'll never understand the true emotion I'm expressing without actually being me.
            yes, same can be said for anyone else
            it's important to be with someone who understands you enough to at least have a good idea of what you mean by your expressions, though
            mutual understanding is the ideal situation

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymouse

            >that honestly sounds hellish, i'm sorry you have to go through that
            >humans are social creatures after all
            Not exactly. Humans are basic animals motivated by pleasure. In persons like me, I have a motivational disorder. So take for example you spend time with people (socialization) and you experience pleasure. This doesn't motivate you on its own. Now later, you recall spending time with those people and this causes a recollection and anticipation of the same pleasure ... you actually get to feel the pleasure as you remember your actions and anticipate the reward (by actually being rewarded) by recalling it. This is how motivation works in all animals.

            So, now let's say you're me. First of all, you have emotional blunting which is a situation where normally strong emotions are either barely noticeable, or entirely absent. In addition, even though it is possible for me to experience pleasurable sensations directly (such as, by eating icecream), if I recall that action and reward, it carries no anticipatory sensation whatsoever. Rather, when I recall past actions, only the negatives or punishments are recalled. So instead of motivating me to repeat my past actions which lead to a success, I rather learn to avoid actions that lead to any potential punishment or negative outcome and completely forget about rewards. So in that sense, it isn't that I have never experienced rewards ... but my memory does not operate as a normal functional animal's does. Rather, I have no positive reinforcement via anticipatory pleasure sensations when recalling previous actions. And therefore, I have no motivation to repeat "successful" actions and purely to avoid actions which potentially lead to negative reinforcement.

            This motivational disorder is known as MDD.
            https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Major_depressive_disorder

            It's really not that bad ... but, the purpose of my life and all my actions is therefore not to experience pleasure, but merely learn to avoid suffering.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Hmmmm, interesting..

            I've never "wanted" a virgin, it's irrelevant to me and makes no difference whatsoever to my attraction to a person. I believe people who purely seek out virgins are seeking inexperienced mates who are vulnerable and more trusting due to their own insecurity.

            I'm not insecure, I have no issue being with a virgin necessarily, but, I also would never intentionally seek such a person out. Generally speaking, people who have no past sexual or romantic experience are essentially adult children. They're emotionally infantile and behave as children might rather than as mature adults.

            I'm the person he was replying to, and
            > romantic experience are essentially adult children. They're emotionally infantile and behave as children might rather than as mature adults.
            is what I'm worried about being like.

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