I am 35 and virgin. 20+ years I have been masturbating to porn. Never had a gf on my life.

I am 35 and virgin. 20+ years I have been jerking off to porn. Never had a gf on my life. I am full time highest on depression scale. I have no money and my parents are there to stay alive for another 20 years.

I cannot fap to anything other than worst form of porn available right now. Scat, Animals.

My parents can get me married to some roastie if I agree but I cannot do it because first thing I want from my first sex if for spouse is to eat my scat. This will get very bad and not worth risking.

What stage am I in? What will happen in the next 5-10 years? I have no will to work. I am getting fat and ugly so will to try my luck with ladies. Should I off or become martyr?

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  1. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    mental illness is real guys

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      what you think i am mentally ill? You think John McAfee was mentally ill for his scat fetish? Vince Mcmohan is mentally ill? It’s about having high libido. Only of my didn’t take unfortunate turn I would have been a rich person ans indulged myself in grotesque fetish long ago.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >You think John McAfee was mentally ill for his scat fetish?
        Yes
        >It’s about having high libido.
        People with high libido don't eat feces

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Already said it. It's not about eating. It's about feeding my partner.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Nothing I said was incorrect

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Feeding feces is high libido. I don't how you don't count it as such.It's humiliation of female fetish.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            You have severe mental illness

  2. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Your sexual desires have nothing to do with consumption of porn. These desires come from within you. They're an issue with your feelings about your mother. It's also why you're an unemployed loser.

    No one wants to eat your shit. Seek therapy, get yourself together.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      With enough money I can hire for such encounters.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Then maybe your focus in life shouldn't be getting into a relationship but to get rich.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Yes thank you for that. This is what I am willing to do. Sadly I am poor and my parents won’t let me have their money. I have to wait for them to die.

  3. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Dude why don’t you go frick hookers

  4. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Pioneer-anon, thank you for going ahead of us. No need to do anything extra because you have lived your life as the sacrifice yourself. Just make sure you are at peace at all times. I don't want your heart rate to spike up. You are beautiful. I don't know how to explain it but guys like you are who I live for, who I get energized upon notice, whatever it is.

  5. 4 weeks ago
    Ixeyn

    Get a job or apply for one. To make yourself do it pretend it's done ironically or as an experiement. If you're Canadian on the west coast you can pretend to be 12 years younger and get free therapy. For a week only jack off to fantasies you have written down or drawn. This sounds like an idea that will only make you more attracted to it but you'll find that it ebbs and flows. If you ever don't like a page you can rewrite it or burn it. Getting a hobby and trying to see the good trends in your life, especially writing them down and making sure you do a couple hours on a project per day or work out. You can get some 10 lb weights from craigslist easily but generally use ones heavier than this because 10 will only make you lean. Whatever you do, seeing yourself as a victim and giving into suicidal urges is what the far left wants you to do, to become miserable like one of them, so don't do it. Do something and avoid things that are terrible for you. Talk to someone in a gorcery store lineup.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I had a job but I left following a failure at courting a married woman. Also I am pretty redpilled on modern slavery so I don’t wanna enter job market.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Ixeyn

        There is no other way to make money if you don't want to research stocks or be a camprostitute. Trust me, I am 10 years younger than you and don't want to get a job either because I live in a small town where the most creative job you can get is helping other people get jobs. I am desperately trying not to give up on aspirations I have had since I was 9 and have gotten to the point where I know in my area I can't meet anyone who will make music or youtube videos with me and actually be serious about it, but even I know if I don't get a job I will not have garage sale and music festival money. You're making yourself look far gone by wishing your parents were dead instead of getting a part time casual job or even just working for pizza at the habitat for humanity, wtf dude.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          You don’t realise the dept of being a virgin, bitter and salty man at 35. And on top of that, being unloved and having porn addiction. I don’t care about anything right now including my parents. I always wanted to have real sex with a real person in love so that I could escape ever harrowing porn addiction. It didn’t happen. I worked for 4 years and as I mentioned I had a major rejection and depressive period. I am done for everything. Only a deep dive into sexual abyss can’t light some wisdom into me. May be I will get bored and come back to normal. It’s the only thing I want but haven’t got it.

          My parents can let me live and let me work on my business but they don’t want me to make decisions anymore. They think me leaving the job was very bad for them socially so they don’t want to let me have my own way to further tarnish their image. Typical boomer.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Ixeyn

            You are making a thread asking for advice, yet you are using the thread to say you will not do anything about it. My work here is done.
            >virgin, no relationship, porn addiction
            me 2 years ago. Still a virgin and no relationship but my yes/no eraser I consulted for a full hour last night told me I will ask someone out this year but not fall in love.
            >Worked for 4 years then major rejection and depressive period
            yes me2
            >parents leave you alone but don't want you making decisions
            join the club, mine didn't let me move into my ex-best friend's apartment closet and I became a hoarder. They make what I eat for dinner their priority and get mad if I make my own.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I am hoarding right now but I have a better home in city but they won't let me live there because they don't want to pay for it.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Why do you porn addicted homies alwyas externalize the locus of control by labelling it as an addiction. Your body isn’t going to literally rebel against you if you don’t consume nudey photos bud. Stop being a homosexual

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            It does. I stop doing productive things until I reset the cycle by fapping. I need to fap 3-4 times a day for being slightly productive.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            No homie your body is not going into shock from cum poisoning like an alcoholic body does. You have created the externalized locus of control so you can keep fapping even though you feel some compunction about other stuff not being done in lieu of it. My point is that it’s not porn’s fault you can’t clean your room. There’s another person just like you but he’s addicted to video games and won’t clean his room either. You are bastardizing “addiction” to stay broke and lazy

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I am way past room cleaning. When I was at the peak of depression my house was not clean. I clean my house now. I don't drink soda or eat junk food. I have enough sense to not become like Japanese loner. My issue is I can't progress in life because of my fixation on sex.

  6. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Right now my mum is listening to petty local political beefs. She never voted her entire life and I do not fricking know how listening to this crap ever is going to help her in anyway. My dad is slaving his last year before retirement. They do small talks all the time like color of car they see on road or which soap is better. I fricking hate them. While I am certainly dying of depression and porn withdrawals they are so fricking oblivious that I wanna kill them.

  7. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    pls just kys omg 2

  8. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Stop chronically jerking off until you're turned on by normal stuff again and are less of a degenerate. Develop shame. Get a hobby. Ideally one that makes money. Start thinking about and living for other people. You can do it anon

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