I am a Wizard! Never had a GF or any kind of a relationship. Is there something wrong with me?

I am what is commonly referred to as being a Wizard!

I never ever had a girlfriend. I never ever had any kind of relationship! I never had any kind of bodily contact with any female so far. Consequently I never ever copulated with anyone.

Now the thing is, my testosterone levels aren't that high anymore, though they also weren't particularly high anytime in the past too.

I never liked to get my pyjama getting jizzed up by a natural erection and subsequent ejaculation, thus I started jerking off or wanking aperiodically to prevent that from happening back in my teens.

Over 10 years ago I managed to cum 18 to 24 times, don't remember exactly how often, within 24 hours to a site which contained videos of stallions fricking women. That was really hot and strangely arousing, however the pigs fricking women videos weren't that cool anymore, in contrast they were rather disgusting as pigs have some strangely shaped dicks that move like they are about to actually drill into that vegana.

The thing is, I never approached any woman or female, known or unknown and I don't talk to them unless I am forced to. Usually I just stare at them or their open mouths when they speak with a blank lecherous stare which shuts them up pretty quickly. Afterwards they always ignore me for some reason to the point where they avoid looking into my face. Like many nordic men, I am very strong, a nordic type as mentioned and close to 290 pounds and a former amateur strongman, now only bodybuilder, but just privately.

I have never felt the urge to touch a woman and the thought of having to exchange bodily fluids with anyone else freaks me out, to me it is almost puke inducing. I have my special interests and if I see a "cutie" my reaction is about the same as when I am seeing a park bench, total indifference.

PART I OF II.

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  1. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I can't understand why many people are so promiscuous, lascivious bawds (male and female) that are always whoring around. They seem stupid and empty. The older I get the more I become satisfied about never ever having touched a female or entered into any kind of friendship with any of them.

    Do I have a condition? What is my condition called? Some people might call me an incel, but given the fact that I was able to crush coconuts just with my bare hands in the past when I was younger and due to the physique required for that, getting into a relationship would not have been difficult, but I never felt the desire or need to, nothing at all. Thus I am not a real incel either.

    Is that strange or abnormal? I am usually indifferent to most people, except for cluster Bs, whose skulls I would love to crush on the spot by using blunt force trauma and there actually is an urge to do just that as I can sniff them out from miles away like a bloodhound.

    Could some of you perhaps share your stories or experiences about having seen or known people similar to me or do you have similar experiences if you happen to also be a Wizard too? That would be great and really very much appreciated!

    Thank you very much for reading!

    PART II OF II.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >as a teen, came 24 times in 24 hours to videos of women being raped by horses
      >”the thought of having to exchange bodily fluids with anyone else freaks me out”
      >What is my condition called?
      disgusted by the thought of real sex but addicted to jerking off to graphic pornography is common in victims of childhood molestation. deeply pathological. you 100% sure you weren’t raped in the ass by your grandpa?

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >disgusted by the thought of real sex but addicted to jerking off to graphic pornography is common in victims of childhood molestation. deeply pathological. you 100% sure you weren’t raped in the ass by your grandpa?

        Please be patient, thinking through things takes time too, you know!

        Thanks for your response Anon! Usually a quote is to be taken literally and it is not to be amended, otherwise it fails to be an actual quote. I am sure your know that as well.

        Thank you for sharing your observations! To answer your question, I have never been raped by anyone and both of my grandpas fought in the Waffen SS in WWII for the defense of the Greater German Reich against the judeo-bolshevist hoards of central asiatic mongolian subhumans, where they subsequently died young, thus I never knew them personally!

        I agree with your observation about the potential for the existence of an underlying pathology as I have been in an educational setting for years as a child where some of the teachers were actual narcissists, meaning they actually had NPD.

        It is possible to likely that the mentioned year long exposure to the narcissistic abuse I had to endure there has produced quite some unconscious issues which are still to be explored!

        Interesting, thank you for sharing some of your observations!

  2. 3 weeks ago
    Strange_Love

    Yes, Harry ... some major malfunction ... 🙂

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >Yes, Harry ... some major malfunction ... 🙂

      Despite the fact that my name isn't Harry, would or could you elaborate a little bit about what you have just written?

      • 3 weeks ago
        Strange_Love

        You are disengaged. Why ...

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Thanks for your response as well as your question!

          >You are disengaged. Why ...

          I am engaged in my special interests, technically, spiritually, intellectually and academically/scientifically as well as legally by tax evasion which is the duty of every patriotic citizen.

          However, I have never been "engaged" with other people. Whenever I am forced to do so I feel my life energy getting drained outside of my control which makes me become tired (well except for cluster Bs, there is only pure and unhinged hatred there).

          It took me quite a long time to abstract peoples psychological behavioral patterns in order to construct accurate mental models which allow for an accurate prediction of their most likely behaviors given different inputs. By doing so I managed to objectify them and now I am able to see other people as actual objects:)

          What is there to engage with an object? Most people can't hold a discourse, have no intellectual acumen and curiosity and are just self centered. Why would someone be concerned or engaged with the self of another individual which is full of irrationalities and psychotic nonsense, in addition to being dense as a brick?

          Maybe I am lacking the spiritual awareness to decipher your response, but currently as well as in the past I have never seen and I do not see any benefit of "engaging" with anyone as that only leads to negative ROIs (economically as well as temporal).

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I’m amending my armchair diagnosis for rote sociopathy. Total inability to form empathetic connection. Could potentially arise from abuse, could also be innate. Best course of action for you is to remove yourself from society. You’ll only bring grief to others by attempting to interact with it.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >I’m amending my armchair diagnosis for rote sociopathy. Total inability to form empathetic connection. Could potentially arise from abuse, could also be innate. Best course of action for you is to remove yourself from society. You’ll only bring grief to others by attempting to interact with it.

            Thanks for your second response Anon! Could you perhaps share your outside perspective (meaning not mine) about that empathetic connection you mentioned?

            What do you have to do there? How do you perceive it? How does it feel to you? What does your connection entail? Do you feel that connection to anybody you meet or just to a particular set of people and if so then based on which criteria?

            I can assure you that there have been no transgressions of any kind my part so far, but everything negative that happened in my life has been caused by other people, as they are the source of negativity, abuse, mayhem and destruction. Their shortsightedness, their lack of common decency, their missing morals and ethics, their stupidity and their disgusting and abhorrent "human nature" are fully responsible for their evil machinations.

            Maybe the future will offer an opportunity to enact rightful retribution on them all, who knows. I know exactly who harmed me intentionally and where to find them. I have worked in a meat processing facility in the past in order to become proficient at dismembering bodies without a break as fast as possible, which was an interesting experience, especially the cows.

            I always hold grudges and I never forgive and never forget, anything to anybody until the time to correct what has once happened to me has finally come.

            I am interested in your thoughts and would appreciate a response, thanks for reading!

  3. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Stop being repulsive you fricking loser, better yet just unalive yourself
    Also cool story bro

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >Stop being repulsive you fricking loser, better yet just unalive yourself

      What makes makes you classify me as being a loser from your perspective and more importantly, why should I "unalive" myself and what for?

      >Also cool story bro

      Now that does not appear to fit well with your first sentence.

  4. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    change your worldview, this will change your charisma and you will become open to marriage and family. Most people are made this way, there is nothing biological wrong with 90% of loner losers. they are just lazy and coping with distractions movies, games hobbies etc.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >change your worldview, this will change your charisma and you will become open to marriage and family. Most people are made this way, there is nothing biological wrong with 90% of loner losers. they are just lazy and coping with distractions movies, games hobbies etc.

      Thanks for sharing some ideas! Huhhh, how exactly am I supposed to change my worldview when not being engaged in any kind of relationship has always been the normal baseline of how things are supposed to be for me and any other state of being has never been the focus of any desire of mine?

      I am not really social either, in fact I dislike most people on first sight for their carnistic speciesism as well as their lack of morals, ethics and because of their self serving nature. I tend to view them as lower locust like beings and certainly not as equals.

      Mhhh, It will be difficult to think myself into actually wanting to be part of a situation that is totally alien to me, but the mind can do wondrous things. Thanks for your comment, I will repeatedly think about it!

  5. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >the thought of having to exchange bodily fluids with anyone else freaks me out, to me it is almost puke inducing.

    >I can't understand why many people are so promiscuous, lascivious bawds (male and female) that are always whoring around.

    i believe you have at least 130 iq, higher IQ people don´t find clown world very appetizing.

    >Do I have a condition?
    yes
    >What is my condition called?
    autism.
    i am not even joking, autistic people very often don´t like body contact very much and they must assure themselves that other people is clean, this is why your thought of exchanging body fluids dont appeal to you since, modern woman is not very higienic at all, since their mothers and grandmothers after boomers generation don´t instructed shit to them.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Thank you very much for your response Anon!

      I agree with your assessment as well as the conclusions you have presented!

      I never felt connected to other people and while I can understand or even relate to their basic psychological behavioral patterns I can only do so in an abstract sense as I always remain disjoint.

      Most of their interests are not mine, I feel annoyance at their presence and I get tired by them, usually they have nothing interesting to say, they are not interested in anything that does not immediately relate to them, like in ideas, concepts or abstract structures or even basic logic, they appear to be superficial and shallow. Most of them don't even possess the most rudimentary knowledge about any technical or scientific topics.

      Many of them are deceptive and accustomed to habitual lying whenever and wherever it pleases them and their respective agendas, even if it is to their long term detriment, a thing I will never understand.

      I agree with you about the observation that many women do not appear to be that clean down there, meaning odourless, hairless and sterile around their opening which heightens the disgust factor!

      Thanks again for having shared your observations Anon, may you enjoy a beautiful day!

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        The fact that you’re doing longform responses to every comment but mine is proof positive you were molested, and that’s the nexus of your personality disorder. You need to confront your sexual abuse if you ever hope to find healing.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          >The fact that you’re doing longform responses to every comment but mine is proof positive you were molested, and that’s the nexus of your personality disorder. You need to confront your sexual abuse if you ever hope to find healing.

          Thanks for your third response Anon! Now I have replied to both of your previous responses! In light of that, it might be an idea to modify the conclusion you have arrived at, wouldn't you think so?:)

          I agree with the necessity to do shadow work and to become aware of one's subconscious aspects and processes in order to better understand the root cause of a plethora of auto-programmatic issues. Fully agree with you there! Thanks for bringing this important aspect to my attention!

          Still eager to hear more from you Anon!

  6. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >3-5 incel threads up at any given time
    >half of them are recycled within the same day with the same OP and image
    >rest of the board is bot generals and fake Twitter screencap rage bait

    Alright I’m done, you win, peace out Black folk

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >Alright I’m done, you win, peace out Black folk

      But I am real?!

  7. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Maybe you just a gay homie

  8. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    GO BACK
    GTFO /misc/
    YOU GOT DAMN DORKS

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Hey cool! Thanks for sharing! I have learned about a new place today! Cool!

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