I broke up with my ex gf like 9 months ago. I suspected she was a narcissist afterwards when I learned what they are and tried so hard to get over it. I never did. We work together so I still see her, we talk, it doesn't lead to anything good, just more fighting. I just don't know how to get over it. I go on and off dating apps just trying to frick and it makes me feel like a piece of shit. I honestly don't know what advice I'm looking for, but I just feel like shit and like even 9 months later, I do not feel capable of forming a new healthy relationship. I've tried forming new hobbies, and thats something, but I still feel empty and alone and not proud of myself.