I Could Have Had a Date With The Girl that I've been most In Love To, It's All Fucking Over Now

Back in 2020, I graduated from high school with this really cute German girl who had been going to class with me for 2 years. We got along really well, and many people said that we made a great couple; even the teacher said so.

Once high school was over, the only way that I really had to communicate with her was through her Instagram. We did not have any friends in common, so the only thing that was left was to try to talk with her until I could tell her to go do something somewhere.

I was such a fricking b***h that I didn't have the balls to tell her to go on a date, and God was so good with me that she ended up telling me to go take a coffee somewhere.

I was such a fricking idiot and a jerk that I decided it would be a better idea to take her to an abandoned place so "she could be scared and end up being attracted to me because of the experience," or that's what my best friend made me believe, silly me for doing so.

She said she wasn't allowed to do so and that she had to be home early. I knew it was a lie, which actually made me feel like "she didn't actually want to do something with me." When she did, it was just that I was so fricking stupid to propose the most terrible plan ever.

I ended up waiting for her to say somewhere where we could go, which was obviously what I had to do.

We stopped chatting after that, simple as that. I could have gone on a date with the girl that I, unironically, find the cutest my eyes have ever fricking seen, and it was all over.

I've had short things with some girls since 2020, but every time it's over, my mind goes back to her, even occasionally dreaming about her, which I cannot put an end to; it happens at least once a month.

And now that she's even moved to another country, that's what I fricking get. I'm such a fricking jerk. I just needed to vent.

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  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    i'm trans btw, not sure if it changes anything

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      no i'm fricking not you homosexual

  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I'm sorry anon. I guess don't overthink it next time and just be natural.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      It was natural if we ignored the terrible idea that I had for our date (my original plan was to take some coffees and drink them while watching the sunset). It's just that I was such a fricking loser; how did I not have the balls to ask her out after the first few days or week of constant chatting? i'm such a fricking idiot got fricking damn, and now she's in fricking sweden while i am rotting here in hungary

  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Imagine your scenario but 100 years ago. You let the girl get away, and for the rest of your LIFE you don't see or hear from her again. How bad would you fricking feel then? You live in a time where you can text and connect with her today if you wanted to.
    You are letting this affect you too much.
    "If you cannot change something, then don't worry about it. If you can change it, then why worry about it?"

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      It would be too weird to text her now, we don't follow each other, I'm just gonna look like a creep

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        If you're certain that's the case then just move on. There will be more opportunities to go out with cute girls in the future, make sure to not frick up those as well.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          But I've not met a girl that was as cute as her yet, that's what's burning me so much

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            mf correct me if i'm wrong but you sound young, she's the cutest because you simply haven't met many girls yet, you are just starting to meet girls

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Omg 21

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Just message her and say hi. That all...then take her to an abandoned place and rape her.

  5. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I have similar story with you, OP. In high school during junior year, I was a member of the school’s music band. There was this absolute model of a girl that I was familiar about since we both were in band for a few years already. She actually knew who I was too. She was also highly intelligent and did well in honors classes so she was basically the whole package. However, I sold myself short and I never bothered to even interact with her and went for other girls instead (unsuccessfully) because I self-selected myself “unworthy” of her. Guess what? Some other dude ended up asking her out to prom and I ended up single all throughout high school. I only now realized that I should’ve at least gotten to know her and utilized any chance I could get. I honestly didn’t see ANY dudes talk to her except for the prom guy so maybe I would’ve had a fair shot. Now I’m equipped with that knowledge and making steps to never make that mistake again. Idk if I’ll ever interact with her at all anymore but OP, this is what I did and I have to live with it. We just have to accept that we made some mistakes in life and we learn and move on. Maybe you will meet another person or if it’s bugging you so bad you can reach out. But do not let the past hold you back. I’m pretty sure there are other women like her out there. Maybe few and far between, but never say die.

  6. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    uh... just find a different girl that wants to date you and make HER into the girl you most ever wanted to date ever. this one's not even hard. it's totally up to you to decide who the most datable girl is

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      that girl was just the most beautiful girl i've ever seen, i've been with other cute women, but i knew they weren't as pretty as her

  7. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    How can you be in love with someone you haven't even gone on a date with?
    I've fricked girls for months and never felt love for them lol

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      i don't know man i guess she's the only girl that i've truly loved

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        You have oneitis and you can't stop ruminating over the fact that it didn't go as planned. It happens to the best of us anon, don't be too harsh on yourself

        Incidentally, I had a very similar situation with a girl that I thought was Aphrodite herself, her friends told me that she liked me, she even invited me to sleep round in her uni room. Being the moron I was, I thought I would act 'alpha' and didn't ask her out or show interest at all even though I was absolutely infatuated with her. She then dated another man who actually asked her out. I hated myself for many years afterwards.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          That's pretty much what I'm going through, I know I deserve it and that it is a lesson that I had to learn, but it still fricking sucks

  8. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    My friend, there is always a more beautiful girl. If she was the one you would have got with her. frick your spacing

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      That's the thing: the reason why i didn't get with her was because i was a fricking idiot trying to play the "alpha" role while looking like a fricking cuck, It's already rare enough to me when i look back that she wanted to have a date with me after all the cringy stuff that i did

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