I fricked up on my date last night.
>met this girl two years ago on instagram
>last week we finally meet IRL
>we get something to eat
>chat for a bit
>we go back to her place and play Mario Party on the GameCube I brought over
>it gets late
>last night I take her out to a club
>we get a drink at this bar first
>afterwards we get ramen
>we dance for about three hours up until midnight
>my first time ever going to a night club
>first time dancing with someone
>it was fun
>I take her home
>the night was pretty nice
>she hugs me goodbye
>I don't know why, but I kinda like this girl
>I give her a kiss on the cheek
>she doesn't say anything
>she just smiles, says goodnight, and walk away
>I think to myself: "Aww shit. I probably shouldn't have done that."
>I text her apologizing and saying I won't do it again
>she said it's fine and that she had a really great time
>I leave it at that
It's embarrassing for me to say this, but I'm a 25 year old man. This was the first real date I ever went on with a girl, and I just fricked it up by overstepping my boundaries. I'm a big, ugly man. I have no right to kiss a pretty woman like that. Only attractive guys can do that without making it weird. God, I can only imagine how violated she felt. That's why I apologized immediately after.
I don't think she's interested. I honestly think I should probably cut all contact and avoid dating. I'm honestly better off being single and alone. At least with that, I don't create awkward situations. I should do that, right?