i wish i had a boyfriend who would take care of my bullimic ass??

i wish i had a boyfriend who would take care of my bullimic ass, getting me food and locking my money away from me so i would not spend it all on food again

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  1. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    gogogogogogogogogogooooo

  2. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    ugh thats the dream tbh

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      i know right, frickk shi

  3. 1 year ago
    Argianon

    I know there's something written here, but what DOES IT MEAN

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      We are addicted to buying food

  4. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Yeah and you keep bating incels. Frick off you wont get the guy who will do this for you. So go b***h and complain to people who actually do care.

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      Bihhch what

  5. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Why throw up when you can just eat the other food... later?
    You know that shit destroys your tongue, throat, and teeth? You are literally making it harder to enjoy food, in your quest to enjoy food.
    Nothing wrong with being an Epicurean. Just need to pace yourself.

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      >yeah bro just stop being mentally ill
      Also, throwing up the food isn't so you can eat more food right afterwards.
      Bulimics binge and purge to attempt to not gain weight after binge-eating. If you're a binge-eater without purging then you'll just gain a ton of weight. Both aren't good places to be in at all, obviously, but many would prefer to not hopelessly gain weight forever.

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        Why can't you just take some amphetamines to lower your appetite? Could probably squelch the binge behavior instantly and then there's no need to urge to purge because weight isn't being added.

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          Because amphetamines are not going to give you the feeling of control and release the same hormones as purging. It's not about appetite, it's not about eating, it's just a proxy for the actual issues.

          >Yes, that's what happens when you get in a relationship with a mentally damaged woman
          Someone that's been in therapy for decades would know this isn't true

          Sure thing buddy.

          Fair but I hope you keep the same energy for smokers

          The logic still applies, but the damage and timeframes for smoking are much longer term than from an eating disorder. And remember smoking doesn't imply the person is fricked in the head so smoking still much less worse than eating disorder.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            >fricked in the head
            egh i understand ,but dont frick with it

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            How are you still dumb as frick after all this alleged therapy?

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            The famous intelligence enhancing therapeutic system invented by Kyrgyzstan's top psychologist Uret Ard.

  6. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    For me I don't vomit because of regret it is more cause I like it. When I tried not vomiting I didn't enjoy food anymore

  7. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    I hope you never get a boyfriend because girls with bulimia are fricked in the head and a waste of time, energy and mental health.

    Either get better or have a nice day, don't ruin an innocent man.

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      Your opinion ,you wrong

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        Not an opinion, it is a fact. I had the displeasure of being that boyfriend, and it was the biggest mistake in my life.

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          >being that boyfriend
          Cool fantasy

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          I would never hurt anyone because of my addiction

          >did that sort of routine with a shopping addicted gf before, controlling her CC and her Amazon account/pw.
          Only reason why it would bother me more a bit with a anachan/bullimic gf is the likelihood of fricked up teeth

          I get it, honestly I don't mind getting grills in the future

          not bulimic an-bp but same. i feel like if i had someone to recover for then i might actually consider it but dont have anyone and dont care about my own health too much

          Same, if I had a good serious bf I would stop
          ,rn I don't care about stuff

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      >because girls with bulimia are fricked in the head and a waste of time, energy and mental health.
      Sounds about the same as the typical vulnerable Narcissist incel NSFFW poster (aka you)

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        No narcissism to be seen here, t. in therapy for decades.

        Also this might come as a surprise to you, but eating disorders actually have fairly strong comorbidity with vulnerable narcissism, so chances are that if someone is bulimic they're also narcissistic.

        But also yes, most people here really should not get into relationships of any sorts, myself included.

        >being that boyfriend
        Cool fantasy

        If your fantasies include having a mentally damaged girlfriend, I am sorry.

        This Anon here and [...] is right, she ruined me.

        I hope she didn't do too much damage anon, hugs.

        not bulimic an-bp but same. i feel like if i had someone to recover for then i might actually consider it but dont have anyone and dont care about my own health too much

        You won't, in fact, chances are you might give an eating disorder to your partner through your own moronation. Do humanity a favor and do not get in a relationship.

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          >t. in therapy for decades.
          Jfc

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            Yes, that's what happens when you get in a relationship with a mentally damaged woman, your mental health gets a lot worse, even if you're the most mentally healthy man on the planet (I wasn't).

            See this as a warning anons, do not engage with mentally broken females, it's not worth it.

            >chances are you might give an eating disorder to your partner through your own moronation
            lol how? i would never encourage other people to behave the way i do, the opposite actually. but dont worry i know im too mentally ill to be in a relationship right now, i just like the idea of it i guess and to daydream

            It's not about encouragement, let me give you a small example that might not fit your exact situation, but you'll get the gist (hopefully).

            I am your partner, we're having dinner, I actually had a snack a few hours earlier and I'm fuller than I expected and I can only eat half the plate before feeling too full to keep eating.

            What am I going to do?
            1) leave half the plate, you eat it, and then feel you need to purge
            2) leave half the plate, which makes you feel bad because I can control my eating without issue and you can't, which leads you to a negative thoughts feedback loop, which leads to an argument
            3) leave half the plate, and put the leftovers in the fridge for the day after, you eat it during the night and go on to flush for 3 hours
            4) eat the whole plate so you don't behave like a moron (you will still find a way to be a moron)

            The same way you got your eating disorder, you can push someone else into disordered eating, it might start as overeating to not have collateral damage, it might go into eating less so you don't feel like you're eating too little or too much, it might be so many things.

            Anons, I beg you, do not get into relationships with people with an eating disorder.

            https://i.4cdn.orgNSFFW1674597664036756.jpg

            I would never hurt anyone because of my addiction
            [...]
            I get it, honestly I don't mind getting grills in the future
            [...]
            Same, if I had a good serious bf I would stop
            ,rn I don't care about stuff

            Intention doesn't give a shit about whether you hurt someone or not, if someone loves you the mere fact you're hurting yourself will hurt them.

            If you had a serious bf you might stop for a while, but you're going to fall back into it as soon as any stress comes knocking, stop lying to yourself, get help.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            >Yes, that's what happens when you get in a relationship with a mentally damaged woman
            Someone that's been in therapy for decades would know this isn't true

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            Fair but I hope you keep the same energy for smokers

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            i dunno if your example can be applied to my case because i think my bp habit is nothing more than a nasty habit and i feel like a few of the options lack a good amount of communication. it has nothing to do with underlying mental issues and i dont think i need therapy to solve my problems either, its just willingness, i have no reason to change so why change? when i was staying with friends i managed to quit it entirely, now im back to doing it almost every day just because i have nothing else going on for me in my life, i feel like loving and being loved gives me some kind of purpose. so yea that's what i meant by i might cosnider recovery (from binging). the ana part is the larger issue since its so deeply rooted inside of me. and i agree that i might inflict some of my insecurity onto others? which i dont want, i try my best to act as normal as i can but its not always possible. thats why im not really looking for a relationship

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            It's not really about communication, you can tell someone it's not their fault if you do things, but they will still feel responsible if they know they could take different actions for possibly a different outcome.

            The behavior you're exhibiting is just standard addiction behavior, yes, I can not do X for a while with friends, but as soon as Y then I do it again, just like any other junkie who's not on drugs with really bad physical withdrawals.

            Relationships aren't supposed to last a few weeks or months or years, nobody is going to come and save you, or come and "give" you a "reason" to fix yourself, you have to fix your shit yourself before you hurt someone who loves you, whether hurting them is your intention or not.

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          >chances are you might give an eating disorder to your partner through your own moronation
          lol how? i would never encourage other people to behave the way i do, the opposite actually. but dont worry i know im too mentally ill to be in a relationship right now, i just like the idea of it i guess and to daydream

  8. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    How does that help with bulimia?

    I briefly dated a bulimic girl and didn't know how to help her.

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      This Anon here and

      I hope you never get a boyfriend because girls with bulimia are fricked in the head and a waste of time, energy and mental health.

      Either get better or have a nice day, don't ruin an innocent man.

      is right, she ruined me.

  9. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    >did that sort of routine with a shopping addicted gf before, controlling her CC and her Amazon account/pw.
    Only reason why it would bother me more a bit with a anachan/bullimic gf is the likelihood of fricked up teeth

  10. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    not bulimic an-bp but same. i feel like if i had someone to recover for then i might actually consider it but dont have anyone and dont care about my own health too much

  11. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Hmmmmm

    Bollo

  12. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    >fat girl calls herself bulimic
    Many such cases

  13. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    im a guy. been bulimic for maybe 13 years. have been eating properly for the past two months. it sucks but get out if you can. life is so much better

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      can you tell me more about your experience, especially as a guy

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        its a bit long but ill try. i was always a bit fat growing up and grew self conscious about it the older i got and i started working out with soem friends to lose weight during jr year of hs. i lost a bit of weight and felt good for myself and got a lot of compliments from friends and family and it felt intoxicating because it was the first time i had gotten compliments based on my outward appearance. when i got to college i wasnt doing very well and was depressed for a variety of reasons. but i worked out every day. didnt go to class or out my room very much but i worked out and started dieting harsh. like counting calories obsessively and making sure it was under i think 1600 or something ridiculous at the time. it couldnt last ofc, and i started binge eating. it felt awful because i was doing it with junk food maybe once a week and starving myself the other 6 days. one day i ate too much and puked and found it felt better. so it wasnt a conscious decision but if i overate and my stomach hurt or i felt way too bloated id just head to the bathroom and heave. as time went on i learned that drinking lots of fluids was easier so i swtiched up my bingeing habits. i had no gains because i wasnt eating properly but my moronic self just though low weight = healthy/fit not realizing it was just temporary for the scale and id be yoyoing and retaining tons of water weight if i didnt purge. this went on for more than a decade. i could bore you with details but its basically the same old shit growing worse and worse ever year. trying my damndest trying to hide my sickness and usually succeeding but sometimes failing and not being happy at all for ages.i mixed bulimia with alcoholism because it was again a liquid i could use to lubricate the puke and being drunk helped me forget how fricked up i was by becoming fricked up in a different way. its honestly not much different from many girls stories im sure, i just feel like there is still more of a stigma for
        cont.

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          ed on guys so i never found a support group or system. not that i ever looked for one or wanted one. i just wanted to wither away and die. and felt being thin was the greatest thing in life. all in all it was 13 years of bad decisions, soured relationships, dirty bathrooms, tearful nights and mornings, and unfulfillment. im still not anywhere near healthy but ive been sober and eating healthy for two months and feel happier now than i have been in a very, very long time. my parents knew, ofc - found out years ago - but i was able to call them a month ago and tell them about the changes in my life and we cried together. me sorry for being the way i was or am and how i worried them so much and they because they were happy for me and sorry they couldnt do anything more. i love them so much. pretty much the reason i kept trying to stop and finally did. i never had a bad childhood or anything so idk why i was so fricked up for so long but thats life i guess. anyways sorry for the rambling and again for all you out there who are in pain, ED or not, please try and find love for yourself, as impossible at it seems. life can be so much better. i know ive heard those words many times before and was blind to them and i dont think two long posts on NSFFW will change any lives but i just wish the best for people now

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            Good luck anon, I really hope you don't relapse.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            thanks anon, im gonna do my best. and i hope all things go well for you and your loved ones this year. take care

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            Thabks I am glad you are feeling better

            Why did you keep purging ?where you also aiming to be underweight or were?how often did you do it?

            I hear you but don't relate to you honestly in alot of the parts because for me when I did stop nothing got better ,I got even more deppression than I were before, also I don't really mind my parents judging me for it or my friends knowing or even losing them because of it because I have always been lonely and deppressed and having people around me doesn't help me cope as opposed to purging and being anorexic which does. Also because I am autistic so most normies hate me ,when I am underweight it is the only time they are nice to me and even like me because underweight women are still seen as beautiful by alot of people
            I don't disagree with you I just can't relate

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            i just had terrible eating habits. i eventually used wine and beer for most of my calories and barely ate food for years it seems like. i was very underweight and still am but ive gained 15 lbs in the two sober months and feel amazing. i would have certain days when i wouldnt but i think tbh id be purging at least 5-6 times a week and often 3-5 times a day. i understand everyone has different reasons for doing such things and while i found my reason for it one way doesnt mean itll resonate with anyone. im sure you know as well as i that underweight can be okay as long as its healthy which being bulimic is far from. hope you can find a way out anon

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            I mean for women the period stops , I get it, what I don't understand is that why didn't you get into steroids instead , I think I would have done that if I were male

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            i have no real reason i guess. i didnt know steroids would help and i wasnt really looking to better myself for a long time

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            then why did you even care to vomit the calories

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            i meant i wasnt looking to fully get out of that lifestyle. i knew in my head that bulimia wasnt good for me and i wasnt bettering myself by staying thin this way

  14. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    bro just be anorexic lol just don't eat lol
    blood sugar gets so low you pass out eventually and stop being hungry

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      I do it even when I dont care about weight

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        idk then get a boyfriend to open mouth tongue kiss you whenever you wanna binge eat or smth ig

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          Ik but haven't sadly,kms

  15. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Imagine being so poor you can bankrupt yourself buying food. If it was my credit card you would simply eat yourself to death.

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      nuh it adds up, t. knower

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