Every passing day I find myself more and more attracted to her. She's quirky, she's funny, and she's just so goddamn adorable sometimes but she's unrinocially ugly. It's not the "asymmetric face" ugliness, it's genuine ugliness. She looks way below average, but God she's so cute sometimes. I don't know how to explain it. There's something about her that makes me want to make her "mine". I'm hesitant though. I want to ask her out but as an average attractive guy I'm worried about my self image. Would hanging out with her change the way people see me? Would other people in my college make fun of me? They actually do make fun of her but not to her face. it's the only thing that's stopping me from actually asking her out. She's attractive (to me) while also simultaneously being ugly as frick. What the hell is this phenomenon??