Mother doesn't want me to look at Pornography

I am 20, my mother (rightfully so) doesn't want me looking at pornography while I live in her house, how can I stop wanting to look at it? I thought about punching my crotch until it hurts too much and so I won't touch it. Either way, this has been a serious problem for me in the last few years, trying to text escorts (I got scammed once and never texted again) and I watch porn a lot, I recently got found out for subscribing to an onlyfans.

Well the next time I am seen wasting my energy or funds (which is rare, the latter, nowadays), I am out on my ear.

I need to stop jerking off, it's impacting my life greatly, I sap all my energy and desire to work on myself in any way, I am a disgrace to my bloodline.

If I don't give it up for good and get a girlfriend, or if I don't win the lottery in this year, I will have to get my penis removed. I can't stand myself ruining my life. Even when I couldn't jerk off, I somehow would watch porn for hours.

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  1. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Do it once a week, trying to stop altogether never works

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Understood. That makes more sense. Thank you. Then after a long enough period of once a week, maybe I can stop altogether, no?

  2. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    how is she going to stop you from looking at it

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I don't know, but she disagrees with it, and I know this and I am not going to do the wrong thing anymore.

  3. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You just need to quit porn. Jerking off itself is never the problem, close your eyes and think about boobas if the urges come up

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I will give both up.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        denying your sexual urges is idiotic

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          >am 20, my mother (rightfully so) doesn't want me looking at pornography while I live in her house
          well frick her then.

          >how can I stop wanting to look at it?
          Inner work; you have to change your desires. Jesus Christ can help with that if you turn your life over to him, that's my advice.

          Nofap is bs. Try noporn instead. The issue isn't jerking off, it's overstimulation by an unreasonable amount and quality of pornography that's always available within seconds. If all the generations before us managed to jerk it while picturing a pair of breasts in their mind then you can do the same.

          Tell her she'll need to take care of your sexual needs then.

          ....have you consider not living with your mother? Seems a lot better than suppressing your sexual needs because some roastie doesn't like it.

          I have read all your posts and will consider my options. No I am not moving out, no, I am not asking her to touch me, she is married and that is a disgusting idea to begin with, furthermore, I hope that God can help my soul.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            i hope youre larping otherwise you sound like a genuine moron

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I am not larping, she just told me again not to use pornography. How much more do I have to tell you?

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >I am not asking her to touch me
            you don't need to ask, drug her up and frick her while she sleeps

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Please leave my post, I'm not doing it.

  4. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >am 20, my mother (rightfully so) doesn't want me looking at pornography while I live in her house
    well frick her then.

  5. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >how can I stop wanting to look at it?
    Inner work; you have to change your desires. Jesus Christ can help with that if you turn your life over to him, that's my advice.

  6. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Nofap is bs. Try noporn instead. The issue isn't jerking off, it's overstimulation by an unreasonable amount and quality of pornography that's always available within seconds. If all the generations before us managed to jerk it while picturing a pair of breasts in their mind then you can do the same.

  7. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Tell her she'll need to take care of your sexual needs then.

  8. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    ....have you consider not living with your mother? Seems a lot better than suppressing your sexual needs because some roastie doesn't like it.

  9. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Tell her to get you a chastity cage and hold the key for you. Start with once a week milkings then go further.

  10. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    just fap at night fricking moron this is not even that hard to figure out

  11. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    How does your mom discover you fap?

  12. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    1. move out
    2. find Jesus, as a friend

  13. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Fap in the shower, how the frick she'd know?

  14. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    homosexual, homosexual homosexual homosexual

    You are a homosexual.

  15. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >I recently got found out for subscribing to an onlyfans.
    did you use mommy's credit card? kek

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      My own card. We were looking through my records to see if that card was still active because I have to use that account for something important soon.

  16. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    She obviously cares about you and is willing to even bring it up and discuss it with you. I think you should consider a chastity cage and ask her to safeguard the key for you to help resist temptation. It might be an awkward conversation but just be honest and say you'd like to be held more accountable in your fight against masturbation.
    The holy trainer knockoffs are like $20 and surprisingly comfortable.

  17. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Get a girlfriend and frick her once a week or once a month.
    A proper Penis-in-vegana sexual intercourse will flood your brain with 4 times more Prolactin compared to a wank into your cum sock, pacifying you and taming your libido for 4 times longer.
    Hugging your woman after sex will also flood your brain with oxytocin negating (cancelling out) all the negatives of post-nut clarity and keeping you a productive member of soiciety. You better pay your fricking taxes. Your politicians' sons are crying and whining out there somewhere because they don't have enough money to buy cocaine. You better get back in the cagie, wagie.

    You can even frick her in your car, far away from your foul witch of a mother.

    Then you move out once you are ready.

    Profit..?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      please post realistic solutions

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I just posted a realistic solution.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          getting a girlfriend and regularly fricking her isnt realistic advice for a porn addict that takes orders from his mommy

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          It's worth mentioning that Elon Musk fricked his first gf in his car on Sundays and then went back to gruesome work 6 days a week in his 20s
          He was also balding in his 20s due to extra spicy high libido, which he managed to take control of later on in life and use it to fulfill his dreams of impregnating his secretaries while he climbs up the corporate ladder like the ruthless Sociopath he is.
          Literally, read/watch/listen to his biography. My parents always held me up in high regard, which is why I turned out moronic. (It's totally their fault).

          Now, some c**t called me a sociopath back when I was 18. That hurt my feelings. I'm definitely numb and low on empathy from childhood trauma, but I am capable of expressing emotions.
          I am definitely no Elon Musk, cause my skull is too small to house a brain that large, but I am confident that I am well above average.

          You won't lock me in a cuck cage, because my vicious tyrannical daddy already locked me into one with you. (?) Curious how this works...

          But I can wait 1 or 2 years and focus on getting out of mommy's basement. In fact, I can do that in 5 months. (161 days time). In the meantime, we can slowly court each other. A.k.a. verbally assault each other. Periodically.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >will flood your brain with 4 times more Prolactin
      4 times as many troony girl chemicals? u want me to grow breasts? nah ill stick with jerking off.

  18. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >I will have to get my penis removed.
    >Even when I couldn't jerk off, I somehow would watch porn for hours.
    It's not your penis that's you issues, it's your eyes.

  19. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Ask your mom to get you a chastity belt. Then when you get your own place she'll give you the keys.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      He would need tot take it off for pissing and hygiene no? Also sleeping in those is probably uncomfortable

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        There's a hole at the tip so peeing is not impaired. They're made to be easy to clean in the shower, especially if it's one of those handheld shower attachments. Once the body gets used to it sleep isn't bad. Maybe a week and then it just feels like part of your own body. Almost forget you're wearing it until you look at porn and it suddenly feels tight around the member. Really no need to take it off. The prostate cancer thing is a meme because you start having wet dreams a few times a month and that's enough to clean the pipes.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >having your mom as your keyholder
      kinda hot ngl
      do this op

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        i mean shes already kinda doing that symbolically. no touching your dick in my house so making it physical wouldnt even be that unreasonable. maybe its a bit more embarrassing but op is already an absolute manchild

  20. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    just dont dawg get a fricking hobby

  21. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Lean on God, and also occupy yourself with something else when you are tempted, pray, exercise, whatever. It's better if that which you occupy yourself with is isn't your computer where you will continue to be tempted, but there does cme a point where it's just a matter of rejecting the temptation right off the bat and resuming what task you were doing.

  22. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >I will have to get my penis removed
    This is the dumbest, fakest, no fap post yet but I can't stop laughing at this line.

    Thank you, OP.

  23. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    your mother wants you to get frivorced

  24. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I jerk offd to my imagination and now cant jerk off at all because my imagination was so much better than pornography. And Im desensitized to my imagination now. Welp In the end you realize thay sex and masturbation is truly one of the worst rhythm games in the market. But its popular because it doesnt have music with annoying adult girls making childish "cute" noises. Cough cough osu. I looked up best osu songs and some kid was calling a song a banger but it was a song where some adult girl was trying to be cute making noises. Its a freaked up world. Has everyone lost their mind?! But yep my imagination truly was amazing and I had some good nights. But ultimately ive done all there is to do with the game of masutrbation. I dont think I want to lose my virginity after this.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      How do you get tired of fantasies? You probably just haven't imagined what you like yet. My favorites get replayed often and it never gets old.

  25. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I have read all the new posts. Mum found out because we were going through my bank records to see if my bank card was still active, as I wasn't aware if it was or not.

    She found the one onlyfans payment and yeah that's how we started talking about pornography again. I will not be using a chastity belt or asking her to keep a key for it. I will dive into my faith again, recently I had a positive experience with my faith and I wish to keep it up, I believe in God's grace.

    To the guy who said I made them laugh, I'm glad.

    That Elon Musk sounds cool, but he doesn't like GTA. Either way good story.

    I do it at night yes. Mother only found out when we were looking at my bank records to see if my card was active, as it was lost. This is not the first time she has had to speak to me about pornography and talking to women online.

    This is the last time.

    I do it at night in my room.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Don't pay for OF or porn you idiot.

      The chastity belt is obviously a troll or some troonycuck propaganda shit.

      There are a million thirst traps and qt3.14 all over IG/TikTok, all for free... if you can't get off to normal clothed girls you're doing it too much.

      And just start doing stuff outside the house, sign up for anything, volunteer, run/hike/gym/sports, keep busy so you don't have extra time or energy to fap all day every day.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I'm supposed to study more and I do volunteer yeah. I have animals to care for. I just mean that the fapping saps me or my mental energy.

        Still, I will improve I am sure.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I should fill my time more like you said.

  26. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Son, this is mom. You touch your penis in my house and I do not approve. This is going against my will. You are forbidden from penis touches while living with me. You know I can smell it right? You think you're slick but I know.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      No you aren't her. Stop. I

      >will flood your brain with 4 times more Prolactin
      4 times as many troony girl chemicals? u want me to grow breasts? nah ill stick with jerking off.

      I better avoid it too.

      ask your mom if she would be comfortable starting a consanguinamorous relationship with you. Im not saying have sex with her, but would it really damage your relationship that much if once a week you jerk offd while cuddling together?

      Shut up man, no.

      you are so perverted but based as frick

      No he is gross and should be removed from here.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        if your mom is old or ugly just say so bro. dont hide behind le morals or the Westermarck

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Frick off, she is neither of those things, moreover I don't see her that way. Shut up Sam.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >comes to the board with a dedicated weekly thread on incest with mothers
        >asks a question about sex and its tangential to mother
        >get many replies encouraging to have incestuous relations
        >he should be removed!!!!
        homie if anything YOU should be removed

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Would you frick your mother? No? Then why are you on the board then? Because it is normal not to want to do that, I thought this place was for everyone.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            this place is for the extremely mentally ill. go to /adv if you want actually advice

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I also posted to adv, like you I am mentally well.

  27. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    ask your mom if she would be comfortable starting a consanguinamorous relationship with you. Im not saying have sex with her, but would it really damage your relationship that much if once a week you jerk offd while cuddling together?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      you are so perverted but based as frick

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        idk, I just think it is inevitable that incest becomes a trend, especially in the USA. With how things are going it seems that future generations of families will be more open to incest, especially as a form of therapy. My reasoning is that more young adults will struggle with sexual frustration and isolation/ depression. Dating, especially in the car centric society of the US, will become much harder.

        Look at it this way. The deepening divide among both genders, the sexual hierarchy exasperated by online ego inflation, lack of connection among peers that are equally socially exhausted, younger/ more attractive parents, the freudian psyop online, and a more tolerant society, are all reasons that consensual incest will increase.

        in the end, i think any good parent would rather be intimate with their kids than to watch them spiral into a depression or worse suicide

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I would not have sex with immediate family or family ever, it's not normal like you say.

  28. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Your mom is an butthole. My mom does not like porn and is very prudeish and rarely brings it up but has in so many words acknowledged she doesn't judge people for it. I think she knows male sexuality can make you stir crazy without a female, ie she knows I look at porn and just accepts it.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Take that back, first of all, mum has my interests at heart. She told me get a girlfriend. So yeah, I will.

      Get a chastity cage. Unironically just lock a cage. Unless youre desperate enough for anal itll only take a handful of weeks to fix you.

      I will consider it, only if it doesn't damage my penis any further.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        lmao. are you really 20? you act like a 14yo

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Pardon me if I care about my mother being slandered. I know someone who criticises my mother while she isn't around (usually for inconsequential things, but sometimes more majorly), I dislike it immensely. I have a low tolerance for it online.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            you sound moronic. Originally

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I am not normal, people have told me as much.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >my mummy doesnt like it when i jerk off
        >dont mention sex with my mummy thats gross!!!
        >DONT MAKE FUN OF MY MUMMY!!!
        you are literally 12

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Fine I am 12, what other insults do you have? Btw, my mother dislikes porn and thinks prostitutes think men that pay them are jokes, like only fans models too, moreover how can you 100% prove all the actors in porn are over 18? Due to that reason if I ever watch porn again it will be old people stuff.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            real shit, if youre 12 gtfo this website. this place is not healthy for a developing mind. i was you at 12 and now look at me talking about incest on this fricking board of all things. seriously just stop watching porn and instead start training your body to by more sensitive to touch so you dont have to use porn to get hard

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I am 20, I've been watching since I was 14, I have to stop now I agree, but I am not 12.

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >fine i am 12
            >i am 20
            >i am not 12
            lying, this is literally what i would do when i was a 12yo and tried to take back what i said

          • 4 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            No, I am not 12, I said that to imply that your insults mean nothing to me.

            I am not 12 and if I have to, I will send you my information. I came here for genuine help. I said was 12 so you could see that the insult washed off my back. Interestingly when I was 12 in 2016 I didn't even visit any other site other than youtube, and did not have a mobile phone device. I did not fit in at school where kids had Ipods and Iphone 5's. To this day I have an Iphone SE from 2017. I will get you proof that I am 20, I am tired of not being taken seriously.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I happen to agree with this btw

          Fine I am 12, what other insults do you have? Btw, my mother dislikes porn and thinks prostitutes think men that pay them are jokes, like only fans models too, moreover how can you 100% prove all the actors in porn are over 18? Due to that reason if I ever watch porn again it will be old people stuff.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I am not 12, I don't know how else to demonstrate this to you?

  29. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    face it anon your mother is jealous and angry that you would rather goon to porn instead of having a better relationship together

  30. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Get a chastity cage. Unironically just lock a cage. Unless youre desperate enough for anal itll only take a handful of weeks to fix you.

  31. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Get a girlfriend and ask your mom if she can stay with you guys. Frick your gf and refuse to coom to porn, or just move out if you can afford it.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I know a girl, I ran into to her the other day and she said she is open to hanging out, I asked her later that day via text and she said let's make plans for later. I will make some more ideas and ask her again today.

  32. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Where is your father in all of this?

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      He didn't say anything to me about it, the argument played out right in front of him.

      Interestingly, my birthfather developed a pornography problem before he left us.

      My dad (he's been my dad since I was 10 and has been the only father I want in my life) didn't mention any of his thoughts regarding the conversations/conflicts I had with my mother at all.

      • 4 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        If your parents are divorced none of this matters. You're not even a person anymore. Just a broken product of a broken household. No need to bother trying. Divorcers and their children are trash and can nover be anything more than trash.

        • 4 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I have a Dad now, have had one for 10 years. I've also had a house for the last 6 years, before that mum and I moved a lot in the area due to rental contracts. Proof that life gets a lot better despite it breaking apart at one point. Frick off.

          I am a gutless person but regardless, life is ok.

  33. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    OP pleas have sexo with your mom and give us the deets. Look up double love, feels like heaven on earth

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I would never do that, leave me ALONE

  34. 4 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Just get a chastity belt so you won't be able to touch your benis.

    • 4 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I will be, I have converted to another faith.

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