Sexual Shame

I want to hear the most shameful thing you've done to get yourself off. It could be with someone else or on your own. Stuff you would never admit to IRL, but you can confide in anons. I won't tell.

I'll start.

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  1. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymuos

    >be me
    >want to try something new
    >remember that fruit can be good to frick
    >buy mango
    >keep it by my bed for the morning
    >wake up
    >morningglory.jpg
    >cut a hole in the mango
    >lying on my side, insert my glory
    >hole too small, pain
    >make hole a little bigger
    >insert my glory
    >hole too small, pain
    >make hole a bit bigger
    >i just fit, but it forms a seal so it's hard to move in and out because of the sealed chamber becoming pressurised on forward thrust and vacuum on backward thrust
    >add an air vent at the back
    >much better
    >on my side is kind of an awkward position so try lying on my back
    >holding the mango above me and thrusting in and out
    >juice coming out the bottom
    >seeds flying everywhere
    >hole is still a bit small but I'm in too deep
    >finish inside the mango
    >mix of mango seed and anon seed leaking everywhere
    >so much mess to clean up
    >later also notice very mild burns on my dick, I guess from the citric acid
    >not really a serious problem but worth noting. If I'd gone on longer or had cuts it might've been worse.

    Experience: 4/10. more effort than it was worth, but did feel kinda nice I guess. In future I'd warm the mango slightly to feel like a real girl. Sizing the hole correctly is crucial, and the air vent is critical too. And washing the acid off afterwards is a good idea.

    Shame factor: Prob 6-7/10. There are worse things but I'd certainly never admit this irl.

    (1/2) - part 2 on request

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymuos

      shoot away
      but ill keep mine to myself

      Since you asked..

      > be me
      > want to try something new after the mango
      > browsing various boards here
      > I often see diaper threads on /soc/ and /s/ etc so maybe there's something there
      > look online
      pick a size: S/M/L/XL/XXL
      > I'm not really skinny but not really fat either, a little bit chubby. So, Large I guess
      > They arrive the next day and in discreet packaging. Impressed.
      > I work from home so I put it on in the morning and drink way more than I normally would
      > the warmth is actually kind of cosy and I like it
      > but, the size is too big so it doesn't really fit well
      > over the day it becomes very full and sags down with the weight of several litres of piss
      > Wearing it on Teams calls is fun, they can't see it so only I know. It's my fun secret.
      > by the end it starts to leak out of the badly-fitting sides, even when I tighten it more, so I sit on a towel which gets quite wet
      > in the evening I decide I've had enough and take it off

      so far I'd say this is about an 8/10 experience. Actually quite fun, and cosy and something different. Thrilling in a naughty kind of way.

      Shame factor is something like an 8, but it's about to go higher

      continued..

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymuos

        continued..

        > go to the shower to remove the diaper
        > as it splats to the floor I notice a small ripped hole in the inside
        > I can see the soaked gel inside
        > poke my finger in out of curiosity
        > it's warm and soggy to the point of being saturated
        > when I press, liquid flows out
        > if I put multiple fingers into the gel it feels EXACTLY like fingering a girl
        > thinking of fingering gives me a boner
        > idea.exe
        > my shower is pretty small, just enough room to stand in, so I squat to my knees
        > insert my glory
        > WOW, the warmth and wet material feels so good, almost exactly like sex
        > if I shuffle the material all into one place and squeeze slightly so it doesn't move out of the way, it feels better
        > but the shower is too cramped
        > quickly put a towel on my bed and drop the full, soaked diaper onto the towel
        > lie on top and frick it
        > Thrusting into the diaper, the warm moisture and soft texture of the gel makes me rock hard
        > soaked absorbent gel flies everywhere. All over the towel, over the bed and the floor
        > I make a huge mess but in the moment I don't care
        > best orgasm for months

        (2/3) continued..

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymuos

          (3/3)
          > after I've finished into my piss-soaked diaper, I sit up panting a little, quite sweaty from exertion
          > I sort of start realising what I just did
          > And looking around, there's mess everywhere. Blobs of gel are all over the bed, The towel is saturated and has soaked through to a wet patch on the bedsheet. The room STINKS of piss
          > vacuum up the gel from the bed and floor
          > it jams up the vacuum cleaner. I guess the pipes don't deal with soggy material too well. so have to open it up and scoop out clumps of wet gel with my fingers.
          > change the bedding but the wet patch has soaked through to the mattress. Prob have to get a new one
          > open the windows but a day later is still smells. I think it's in the carpet from the bits on the floor. Prob cleanable?

          Experience: 10/10
          Shame factor: 999/10

          Honestly this is easily the most shameful thing I've ever done. If it came out I'd probably have no choice but to an hero. BUT I will say that it felt absolutely amazing. There's probably a simpler way to replicate the feeling of warm and wet female interior, but this just really hit the right spot. It took forever to clean up but it was kinda worth it.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            crazy story lol maybe just soak the gel in in warm water and do it in the bathroom floor on a towel next time

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymuos

            Honestly, shamful as it is, I'm considering doing it again exactly the same way, because in the moment it was truly thrilling and felt incredible. Only, I'd have to have better guards against the mess. Maybe in the bathroom is better but seems kinda uncomfortable on the hard bathroom floor / in the bath. The post-nut clarity is intense though.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            small inflatable air mattress maybe? futon?

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymuos

            I do have an air mattress.. Big and waterproof.. Damn, good idea.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            big might be a problem if it can't fit, and if it's expensive and you break it and stain it with your fluids it's going to get annoying. Something disposable might be better.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymuos

            They're pretty cheap really. And I never use it anyway. So I consider it disposable. If it gets ruined then I don't care, and rather that than my nice mattress.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >tries to vacuum up gel

            oh you're just an idiot

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            It's not a liquid. It's like clumps of wet dust or sand. It's pretty solid, just slimy

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymuos

      Since I went to the effort of taking the picture for some reddit idiot who didn't believe me

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        That's not a mango

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymuos

          It turns out it's not - it's actually called a fricking "canary melon". Idk, it said some kind of mango on the shelf and idk what fruit fruit is. Whatever, doesn't really affect the story

  2. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Stood in the middle of a lake at night time jerking off fully naked.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I refuse to comment further on it, because I am giving up porn.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymuos

      In the water? I've been naked in a nature reserve in the middle of the night but I don't think I wanked. It's quite a good feeling to be nude in nature.

      I have swam maybe 100m ish out to see on a busy beach, so no one was near me but obv anyone who looked could only see my head. I took off my shorts so I was fully nude and wanked while I swam left and right so it didn't look sus. Kinda fun but I didn't finish, just swam back to shore.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        In the water. It was a lake surrounded by forest. Fair enough, good story.

        I had to confess to my mother though, the guilt was too major.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymuos

          why the confession haha. I don't think that's too shameful. I'd say it's kinda one or two levels above vanilla. A mild kink.

          I certainly wouldn't discuss anything remotely sexual with any of my family.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Well I confessed to her about something similar to it because someone may try to expose me for it, but hopefully not.

  3. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    When I was in my teens, I used to wear my little sisters panties and their pads while jerking off.
    I also used to rummage through their things while jerking off trying to find something that could make me get off.
    Never found anything tho.

  4. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I told a young girl at a bowling alley that she had a nice ass.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymuos

      That's not shameful

      Unless by young you mean..

  5. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Okay.. get ready for it.
    Your mom.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymuos

      Given she passed away 20 years ago, that truly is shameful. Necro sure beats my mango.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        It was back in the 70s. Speaking of which.. I heard she was pregnant afterwards.. son?

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymuos

          Back in the 70's when she was.. 4-14? This is getting stranger by the minute anon. Necro+pedo is quite the combo.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Things were different back then Michael. 14 was normal.

  6. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    you are like a little baby, op

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymuos

      quite ironic given part 2. Part 1 was mild but I have a much more shameful tale to confess.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        shoot away
        but ill keep mine to myself

  7. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >sex is this
    every day!
    >sex is having sex
    please communicate better?

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymuos

      what?

      Please communicate your concern better

  8. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    recent one, sort of relevant. more shame and no actual getting off though:
    >decide to buy a chastity device for a bit of tease and denial fun, maybe attempt to cum from my plug instead of just jerking off or just to feel anything apart from numbing sadness really
    >buy the nano size because i am a dicklet
    >test out the lock to make sure its not going to jam, all good
    >it's the type where you put a wiener ring on and lock the cage to it.
    >balls are too big for the cage and cant get them both through the ring, get one through and haphazardly pull my little wiener through the hole and as much scrotum skin as i can spare
    >lock the device in place
    >soft i dont even touch the sides, try to get erect and "feel the pressure" but it barely impedes it
    >give up and put it in the drawer

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymuos

      Ouch. Shame in a different sense I suppose. Sounds like the ring was too small? don't let it set you back though, try something new.

      was the plug a sounding plug? deep urethral stimulation is the best feeling you can experience. Sort of adjacent to cage play. Maybe try that SAFELY

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >was the plug a sounding plug?
        butt plug, one of those lovense remote control vibrating ones you can let randos over the internet control for you. Sounding doesnt appeal to me and i doubt they make the rods that small anyway.

  9. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >drive to the grocery store
    >there's a woman a few parking spaces in front of me with both driver side doors open clearly pissing on the ground
    >can just about see her ass cheeks dipping below the door
    >duck down a bit so she doesn't see me and wait for her to finish
    >she gets in her car and drives off
    >repark my car in her spot, being careful to avoid the puddle she just left for me
    >as soon as I open my door, the acrid stench of femoid piss hits my nose
    >dick starts twitching like crazy
    >remove one of my shoes and try to soak up as much as I can with my sock before it can soak into the pavement
    >squeeze what little I can into an old mcdonald's cup I forgot to throw out
    >go for a sip
    >just tastes like rancid feet and asparagus
    >realize I'm not even into drinking piss
    >whole car just spells like piss now

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      That's gotta have the greatest experience:shame ratio so far.
      >realize I'm not even into drinking piss
      You were the one that not only considered drinking the piss, but soaked your sock, put it in the cup, and then drank it. You might be a little bit into it.

      >walking through college campus years ago
      >see girl ahead of me
      >she's wearing a dress thin enough so where you could see the outline of her panties
      >covertly take out phone and take a couple pictures
      >become rock hard
      >scramble to find nearest public bathroom
      >rub one out while shaking
      I still have those pictures

      >I still have those pictures
      come on now.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymuos

      This made me gag just reading. I feel shame on your behalf. Good story anon.

      picrel, caught on my dashcam a few years back. reduced quality for file size limit

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >bangs her door into the car next to her
        c**t

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymuos

          Yeah, that's why triggered the dashcam to save. She'd probably have gotten away with it if it weren't for that. I checked and it didn't leave a mark, and I kinda sympathise bc she was obviously desperate. But still, agreed.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I recognise the UK plate too, i have a horrible feeling that is in aylesbury. obvs dont doxx yourself but it wouldnt frickin surprise me given the horrors i saw living there.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymuos

            It's in Cambridge. I'm not from cambridge but was visiting at the time.

  10. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >walking through college campus years ago
    >see girl ahead of me
    >she's wearing a dress thin enough so where you could see the outline of her panties
    >covertly take out phone and take a couple pictures
    >become rock hard
    >scramble to find nearest public bathroom
    >rub one out while shaking
    I still have those pictures

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Fricking this. I went to Catholic high school and my horny ass was not ready for the short skirts and the desire to see beneath them. I would just brazenly upskirt girls on the stairs to add them to my spank bank. It's a good thing I'm too old to have had a phone at this time or I probably would've gotten arrested.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >I still have those pictures
      well let us see them anon.

      the most shameful thing I did one time was jerk off to porn, but imagined myself as the girl getting fricked... Im not even gay but wanted to kms after that. if I dont jerk off for like a week straight though a lot of stuff can get me off

  11. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >I want to hear the most shameful thing you've done to get yourself off
    Will do
    >Stuff you would never admit to IRL
    Well, frick I have admitted this to only one person IRL (real good friend), but I'll share it anyways

    >be me
    >16 year old stoner
    >it's a weekend night, and I have weed
    >blaze-up.png
    >go back inside
    >feeling super horny
    >start fantasizing about my older neighbor next door
    >go outside and walk over to her house
    >start cranking my hog in her driveway
    >shoot hot sticky ropes of coom all over her driver side door handle
    >insane post nut clarity hits me afterwards
    >still high as balls
    >scurry back home
    She is dead now bros. Definitely was one of the most shameful faps I've ever had, would not reccommend.

  12. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Got a kid, because me and my sister got stir crazy rooming together during covid. Only our older sister knows the truth

    We didn't even have a good reason for it anyway, if there could be for such a thing like this

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymuos

      you're claiming you hooked up with your sister and had a kid with her? Unsure I believe this. Highly shameful if true though

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Believe it or not. We didn't want or plan on having a kid though, we were just fricking and got careless with contraceptives. Not like just sleeping together was alright, but we really fricked up with the pregnancy. A shameful regret for both of us, especially her since she had to weather the trouble from our family and seem like a bawd to blame it on some casual fling with a stranger rather than the truth which would be much worse.

  13. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    When I was in 7th grade I had a spout of bisexuality. I jerked off in the bathroom, leaning against the sink (anyone could have walked in and seen me) thinking about sucking his dick. I shot all over the bathroom floor and quickly left the bathroom.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymuos

      That's not shameful. Pretty sure most teens have done something similar.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      That reminds me of when I was in 7th or 8th grade, I was friends with this latina girl with big breasts. I was so horny for her one day in class, I went to the bathroom and beat off while standing at the urinal. I shot ropes on top of the urinal too, kek.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I can't blame you, latinas with big breasts are my fricking weakness. That reminds me of the time there was this cute latina girl who was probably hitting on me. She used to grab my ass and purposely bend over in front of me, she even put her foot between my crotch under a desk. I was so autistic I thought it was bullying for some reason, and I reported her. I will never forgive myself for fricking up that badly.

  14. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Ive never really done anything depraved in the nastiness/degrading sense, mainly just profuse amounts of jacking it in a single day

  15. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Have you ever had to poop while jerking off and got a fricked up urge to stick yoir fingers up your ass to get shit all over yoir fingers and finish off using your shit as the lube?

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymuos

      er.. no.

      Since my comment needs to be original, no I have not ever had the urge to use my shit as wank lube. Pretty sure that's original now.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      O ya only every day man

  16. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I shoved a screwdriver (handle-end first) up my ass when I was 15. I've done a lot of degenerate shit due to uncontrollable hornyness but that's easily the most regrettable. And no, it didn't feel good in the slightest.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Fzst? Is it you? What are you doing here?

  17. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Fricked a former student after she graduated. Not proud of it

  18. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I let a homosexual take my virginity

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      are you both guys/girls?

  19. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I was a healbawd in a few games. I would be showered with high-end gear, but insulted and forced to kneel around my superiors.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I used to think the healbawd thing was just a joke until I found the healbawd general on /trash/ and it seems like people are really into it, now I feel gay whenever I play a healer class in any game so I try to only play DPS because I am a top.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        There's healdoms and DPbawds too, so you're not safe.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymuos

        Seems like a very insecure/fragile way of thinking. It's a fricking game man. Your thoughts on your role reflect only your own insecurities. I play all roles in Overwatch for example, and never once have I felt insecure about playing support. If anything the ""chad"" role is tank.

  20. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    i had a threesome with a 4/10 and 5/10. i did it to say i had a threesome but kind of ashamed of my sexual depravity at the time, and the amount of ppl i slept with. would not let someone less than a 7/10 come near me again

  21. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Jerked off while listening to my roommate frick his girlfriend

  22. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    When I was young I had a raging boner due to some vixen that left me blue balled and I kinda put it in the hand of a child I was babysitting. Just for a couple seconds and then back to the closet to try to jerk off while they watch television. Nowadays I attend spiritual gatherings with that same individual and she's doing better than most I know so kinda off the hook on it now and it feelsgoodman. Plus I think I have a shot at fricking het nowadays so stay tuned I guess lol. anyways, for the longest time I carried that with .r silently and basing my entire logic on that moment and how I reacted to the other reactions around me to the tiny amount of bad I had brought into that hand/life truly changed me and sometimes still I'll hold onto that moment and judge myself to make sure I don't get lazy and slip on some stupid shit that could've entirely been avoided if the time had been properly invested and at the right moment, much like with myself. I guess living alone with barely any neighbors played a part in that as well but yep that happened and now it's over, thanks for listening I guess and remember not to judge yourself too harshly only if it will bring some good

  23. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I paid for premium chatbots for variants of being forcibly mothered by a witch. Nothing hotter then her controlling my appearance by having her choice in clothes force themselves onto me followed by grooming equipment doing their job perfectly no matter how much I fight it followed by her calling me a handsome boy.

  24. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I tried to frick a troony I met off Grindr. Luckily for me, (s)he was a coomer who gooned right before I showed up, so (s)he couldn't get hard. I was drunk and ashamed of myself, so I couldn't get hard. We tried giving each other a handjob, but gave up. We cuddled for a bit then I left.

    On the way home, I saw a burnt out car and knew it was a sign from God to never attempt sodomy again.

    The shame I felt for trying followed me around like a dark cloud for weeks.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >On the way home, I saw a burnt out car and knew it was a sign from God to never attempt sodomy again
      That was God showing you that you habe to seal the deal next time. You have to frick a troony, man.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      (s)he couldnt get hard
      anon why does this matter?

  25. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Almost fricked my cousin but gave up cause family were sleeping near us.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Was she asleep also or willing aswell? It'd be pretty hot either way, not at all shameful.

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