>tfw turned myself gay by watching blowjob videos where I focused too much on the cock

>tfw turned myself gay by watching blowjob videos where I focused too much on the wiener
>now I can't get hard for my gf
>can only get hard for wieners

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  1. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    What's the point of getting hard for wieners? If there's already a hard wiener there, yours doesn't need to get hard too.

  2. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    go suck some, it's fun, share a wiener with her

  3. 2 months ago
    hit the gym lazy cunts

    you're just a homosexual
    it'll go away when your testosterone levels climb back up to an unimpressive low 300ng/dl
    gays only exist at the extremes
    so either you're excessively high T or excessively low T
    if you were excessively high T you'd already frick your way out of inceldom even if it meant fricking another dude, but since you post here I'm going to assume you're low T.

    do yourself and me a favor and straighten yourself up. You really gotta pull yourself up by your bootstraps, just like your boomer tard parents told you.

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      where would you place me
      i lost my virginity at 21 fricking a fat 47 year old woman with no kids raw

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      cope, just injected test and primo into my left ventoglute and I LOVE wiener

  4. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    same but with trannies, literally just watched gay porn for the 2nd time ever an hour ago after jerking off 10 times today to furry, beastiality, trans and anal stuff. Suicidal right now not going to lie. It can get worse.

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      > fapped 10 times to furry bestiality troony and anal porn
      what? how the frick did you get there

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        Virgin, addicted to internet, depressed since childhood using porn as an escape. Probably going to kill myself shortly because I can't live as a gay, even if i'm somehow Bi.

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          listen you don't have to have a nice day and you can still stop with this by simply reducing the amount of time you watch porn. you aren't the only one and this is clearly the result of porn addiction. what's wrong with you being bi? there's plenty of bi men out there living their lives and fricking so idk what you mean

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            I can't live as a bi person because it's a turnoff to the type of women I am attracted to. So yeah, even if I do quit and somehow i'm no longer attracted to it i've already jerk offd to it so I can't really explain my way out of it, no one will believe me

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            so why not just reinvent yourself? you can still be bi without being the homosexual type that women tend to be grossed out by. and why not just stick with alt type women who don't care about that

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            women care about it regardless. I can't imagine loving a man and since no woman will ever love me I have no options

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            so are you even bi then? considering you only seem to want to attract women

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            I watched gay porn, does that sound straight to you? I only want to have a relationship with a woman and I have literally never thought about having a relationship with a man in my entire life until I watched that vid. Always had crushes on women my whole life but now it seems i've gone too far.

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            >watching gay porn making you be a homosexual with homosexual tendencies
            many such cases. you got to stop watching that shit because it's clearly making you fricked in the head like this. literally quit cold turkey and never look back and if you still do at least avoid the rest of the degenerate shit that you watch. it's not too late if you're self aware that this is ruining your life

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            I feel like it's just a cope for who I actually truly am. i've tried to stop but I just cant because i have shame for all the fricked up shit i've already watched. who would want to live the rest of their life with such a sexually depraved, disgusting creature

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            bro there's child rapists and pedophiles out there so at least be glad you aren't diddling kids or ending up in prison. you aren't harming anyone but yourself when doing all of this. how is it cope? it's as simple as you quitting porn and going out and living your life but you make it seem so complicated by making it seem impossible

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            but I watched gay porn, how can I even come back from that as someone who always thought they were straight? if i'm straight how did I watch that shit. my whole identity is crumbling around me.
            I am not joking when I say I would literally rather be a straight, non acting pedophile, then be attracted to what I am now, that's how much stress I am experiencing

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            homie it's not that deep you have dudes out there who frick twinks yet still claim they're "straight" so there's mfers huffing way more copium than you ever could. just leave this point of your life behind and move on instead of b***hing about watching homosexual shit. you clearly have been deprived of pussy for so long that you had to resort to insane shit like this so i don't blame you but you can still come back from this.

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            How can I possibly explain to my future wife that I used to watch troony, beast, incest, gay porn??? I am usually an open book about everything in my life and to not admit this would cause me intense guilt.

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            just don't?? you have homies who literally kill someone and get away with it and they never reveal that shit to their families. if she is an actual good woman she will look past that and acknowledge that shit happens and if she leaves you then that's how you know she wasn't worth it. literally look at NSFFW and see the gays and trannies here all of the time who are so proud about the shit they do so like at least extend yourself some grace since you feel like shit about it

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            Dude, you don't understand. I literally can't hide this, it would tear me to peices. It's not who I am. and the fact that you even think I shouldn't explain it is all the more evidence that i'm irredeemable.

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            because you're making this more complicated than it is? you didn't frick a man in his ass so you technically didn't do homosexual shit even if watching gay porn is disgusting. i didn't say you can't explain it and if it weighs on you then go ahead but at least make sure you get pussy first because you're worrying about marriage when you're nowhere near there lmfao

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            It might seem not complicated to you but i'm literally on the verge of taking my life because of this. I did do homosexual shit, i've BEEN doing homosexual shit but it just hasn't been physical, and for that I should abide by my own beliefs about gays. they shouldn't exist because they are a danger to society and children and are sexually deviant, which i am proof of.

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            > i've BEEN doing homosexual shit but it just hasn't been physical
            even if you doing this is pure degeneracy you still didn't go on grindr yet so you didn't consummate your homosexualry. why even be so bothered by gays? i don't like them either but don't care for them so idk why you keep freaking the frick out about this lmao. if you haven't abused kids and don't think of it then you aren't a dangerous person

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            because they did this to me, and if they did this to me they can do it to anyone. I wish they never existed

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            and also I hate gay behaviour and their hedonistic, promiscuis lifestyle even though i participate in the lite version of it. I'm a hypocritic moron who doesn't deserve to live

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      Virgin, addicted to internet, depressed since childhood using porn as an escape. Probably going to kill myself shortly because I can't live as a gay, even if i'm somehow Bi.

      Force yourself to jerk off to solo girls/lesbians until you're not gay anymore. It's literally that simple. If you "turned yourself gay" by watching too much homosexual porn, you can turn yourself straight again by watching straight porn.

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        I don't think lesbian is going to work. I can get a boner but it doesn't make me cum. When i first started watching porn I could, but it's been an addiction for 5 years

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          If you completely quit watching degenerate homosexual troony porn, and switch to solo girls for a while, you will be able to cum from lesbian porn after a little while.

          don't encourage him to watch any porn but yeah he gotta counteract this by watching some lesbians lmao

          [...]
          who? gays? stop being schizo you did this to yourself and you can still stop yourself. quit acting like a fricking moron and making yourself helpless

          >don't encourage him to watch any porn but yeah he gotta counteract this by watching some lesbians lmao
          I used to be addicted to troony porn ever since I was exposed to it at a young age, and I almost entirely cured myself by doing the exact things that I recommended him to do. If I went on nofap I would just relapse to troony porn. Rewire your brain to like real women, then go on nofap and if you relapse, do it to real women, to further rewire yourself.

          I'll try but if after 30 days I still get hard to it i'm ending my life

          You will probably still get hard to it for a long time, but stop exposing yourself to it, start jerking off to porn with no dicks involved whatsoever (lesbian or solo girls), then once your porn addiction switches to being addicted to that type of porn rather than weird degenerate porn, go on nofap and quit porn. After a long while, if you come across it, you will probably find it as disgusting as the average normie would. But DON'T seek it out to test yourself. You will end up relapsing, and you will feel horrible.

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            >I used to be addicted to troony porn ever since I was exposed to it at a young age, and I almost entirely cured myself by doing the exact things that I recommended him to do. If I went on nofap I would just relapse to troony porn. Rewire your brain to like real women, then go on nofap and if you relapse, do it to real women, to further rewire yourself.
            god damn i've never went as far as to watch troony shit. did you guys just have unlimited access to this shit as kids? i do think it's a good idea for him to do that and then after he cums from watching women then he should quit

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            Yes i can remember one of the first ever porn videos i watched being a troony because someone at school called someone a troony granny for some reason as a joke at school and i looked it up. I can remember looking at it but cant remember if i got hard. I feel like i was sexually abused thru a screen

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            yeah you literally were and the fact that children can stumble upon this shit so easily is not normal and a big fricking problem. i was lucky enough to not see that shit even if i found porn when i was young too. this is the result of parents not caring about or showing their kids attention and it's sad

            I wish it were illegal. It has ruined my mental health my entire adult life. Not a day goes by where im not worrying about it.

            so find other things to distract yourself and be more productive as a human. there's way worse shit out there and way worse people and i've seen other anons go through the same shit. realize that it's human to make mistakes

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            But no one in real life cares or knows what im going through because its so rare and taboo so they could never understand and sympathise. Ill always be a sexual freak unfortunately if i ever muster up the balls to tell someone

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            i mean it's not like they can read your mind or that youre going around telling everyone what you've jacked off to. there are people who do go through this no matter how taboo it is and i mean look at this very board and you see similar shit constantly.

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            Yeah but i hate keeping secrets its not who i am. I have no other secrets except this cancer

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            if you do find a decent woman she would be more than happy to work through your issues because you're being vulnerable with her

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            Yeah but this is worse than some normal problem. Women dont like bisexual men. The only ones who do probably are bi themselves

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            well yeah but what's wrong with bi women? there are straight women who do date bi men but they tend to be a certain way. people have all sorts of vices and this is yours. see it as a addiction like any other because it's not like you harmed anyone beyond yourself

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            Dude, its like getting your dna test after 25 years and finding out your dad isnt even related to you. Its like my whole life has been a lie. Ive been a religious person with all kinds of views and now its like im a complete hypocrite. I stand for nothing, im a fricking loser who cant practice what they preach. I want a religious woman, what fricking religious woman wants a hypocrite freak like me???

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            well if you're religious then you can always repent and go to church or whatever and show those around you that you've reformed. you don't even have to divulge everything to them since this is between you and god and nobody else. i'm not exactly religious myself but i do know that shit like this can torment those who are but i mean everyone sins and you can still move past it since it's not like its the end of the world

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            Repenting wont end my shame. It has nothing to do with religion, i cant live on this earth if im actively attracted to gay sex

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            just stop thinking of being gay and focus on women only if you can it's not that hard

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            I literally cant visualize a vegana on a woman in my mind, its always a woman with a penis. Do you know how tormenting that is?

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            you've never even fricked a woman before so of course the only thing you can imagine is the shit you've constantly been watching. stop that and go pursue women

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            I cant because of this looming shit on my mind. feels disingenuous having sex with a girl just to try to cure my problem. I dont want to use a girl for sex

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            but you literally aren't because you want to frick a woman? stop making this complicated man and just go get pussy and you wouldn't be all in your head like this

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            I dont like the idea of casual sex man. you make it seem so easy

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            i feel like that's the only way to cure this and change the way you think. casual sex is soulless but it's how people do it nowadays. you did say you're religious so go find a religious woman to settle down with

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            i refuse to do that without solving the problem. I dont want to give someone else my problem to deal with and ruin their life aswell

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            and so how are you going to go about that? you act like this problem isn't fixable so i'm just giving quick solutions. but you do seriously need to work this out before even thinking of someone else

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            i appreciate it and i appreciate how you think it's fixable, but everyone online i can see is saying i actually just discovered a part of myself and im just in denial. i dont know what to believe

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            well you might in denial to an extent but you saying you're bi doesn't mean you're fully gay so you can always just date women exclusively. i think this is clearly a result of porn brain rot and it isn't the first time i've seen a man thinking he's gay because of how much of a coomer he's become so i don't think your an actual gay tbh

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            Well im going to try jack off to only lesbo / straight stuff strictly, then go nofap like that other guys said. if it doesnt work i have no other option but to end my life. i know you think its pathetic but i cant live like that sorry.

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            do that since that's a good idea and make sure you can only cum from lesbian and then go nofap and try to go out and date and hopefully you can come back from this. killing yourself won't do anything and you're going to die anyway so it is pathetic to end it because of this. this entire convo was crazy but you aren't the first i've seen like this so just take care anon and don't ruminate on this constantly because it'll drive you insane lmao

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            ill try to not ruminate but ive been doing it for the last 6 months when i realised i was no longer aroused by the vegana. do you know what that does to a mans mind?

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            because like i said earlier, this is clearly a result of porn brain rot because had you actually been gay you would've thought about wiener since you were young which isn't the case

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            well hopefully it works. i literally started crying when i finished to that gay shit

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            don't worry anon you will make it just don't watch gay shit again and i hope you can rise from this

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            thank you for your kind words you make me not feel alone

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            no problem man i always like helping anons and giving them words of encouragement no matter what they're going through. you aren't as alone on this as you think so just know that

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            once i turn this screen off I am

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            what do you mean?

            originalllo

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            as soon as i turn the computer off im alone

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            you aren't tho even if i'm talking to you through a screen on some forum you still have to know that there's people around the world in your shoes going through the same shit. it's not about having someone right next you at the moment

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            I honestly really do appreciate you trying to help but for some reason it isnt resonating with me. i truly do feel like the only person going through this exact scenario. all the other people ive seen are saying shit like porn made them start feeling submissively gay or porn started making them trans or wanting to suck wiener. i dont feel like that at all, i just watched gay porn. i personally spoke with a guy who claimed it made him feel like a beta and he has been actively cheating on grindr on his wife by sucking random dicks. thats not what im going through at all

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            why doesn't it resonate? i mean there's definitely someone out there with your exact scenario like it's possible statistically even. cheating on your wife by doing random hook ups on grindr is crazy and that man is gay as frick. if you don't even feel the desire of wanting dick then how can that make you feel so worked up and think you're a homo?

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            because i jacked off to it. how can u jack off to something that isnt arousing

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            There is no problem with bi women but its not what i want personally, another hypocritical demand by the wonderful me.

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            beggars can't be choosers anon

            originally

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            I know, and im not the begging type, so i wont settle for anything but the best i can get

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            So youre still attracted to it? You say you nearly cured yourself. What happened?

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            >So youre still attracted to it? You say you nearly cured yourself. What happened?
            I find it more disgusting than I did before, but some of the tamer stuff is still appealing, even though I never watch it anymore. I wasn't able to coom to anything other than troony porn at one point, and by curing myself I mean I coom exclusively to straight porn now. And I don't know if this counts since it's arguably straighter than regular straight porn, but I still find troony-on-girl hot.

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            It is more straighter. Thats undebatable. I cant watch the gay porn if i see above their chest because i have to pretend they are a troony and if i see the face i instantly become disgusted

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        don't encourage him to watch any porn but yeah he gotta counteract this by watching some lesbians lmao

        because they did this to me, and if they did this to me they can do it to anyone. I wish they never existed

        who? gays? stop being schizo you did this to yourself and you can still stop yourself. quit acting like a fricking moron and making yourself helpless

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          I'll try but if after 30 days I still get hard to it i'm ending my life

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            killing yourself because of this is so pathetic and moronic. go outside and grow up instead of wallowing in your own pity. it's not always about your dick dude focus on other shit and work out whatever issue you have going on because you clearly aren't mentally healthy

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            i've tried everything, I have hobbies, a good job, good level of fitness, happy about my looks and all that, but for me it's all pointless if i'm not purely attracted to women. The only thing I haven't tried is quitting porn.

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            so you're telling me you're also a borderline normie? dude get tf out of this place and stop looking at porn altogether. you're at a better place than many here and you're letting this get to your head. this is literally what no pussy does to a mf

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            Im still an incel dont get it twisted

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            so how does being an incel suddenly mean you watch all of that? there's plenty of incels who don't get off to whatever the frick you do

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            Idk different environments i guess. I was dealt a bad hand

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            i do truly feel for you and watching this shit from a young age can damage anyone. don't beat down on yourself this bad man you can still turn a new leaf. this is life after all and people frick up

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            I wish it were illegal. It has ruined my mental health my entire adult life. Not a day goes by where im not worrying about it.

  5. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    you need her to peg you like she is the man in the relationship

  6. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    Damn this thread hit me hard, going thru similar shit rn, started doing it at 11-13, but had a thing for bondage ever since I was a kid, kept doing it for a while to it, but then they removed a lot of porn videos I think? On 2020-2021, so I lost my fav vids and couldnt find any more good ones, moved on to rule 34, found my hits and all was good for a while. But that site has no restrictions, so u find other shit, and I started doing it to futa shit, not too much, wasnt my thing but enough to have an impact. Because of loneliness and touch starvation I developed a thing for pegging, now for the most moronic part, I always read about prostate orgasms and I even saw a few vids of how its like, wanted to try it out on my own (failed but w/e), I didnt pull it off but im pretty sure I activated some muscles/receptors or w/e down there and I can actually make myself feel good by touching my rectum or taint. All the seeds, were planted, and I slowly lost my attraction to normal porn from jerking off too much, and when I saw a twink femboy I got rock hardest I got in a little while. Now since new year I cant really get it up normally but i get a funny dick tingle when I see a funny looking man. I need to take nofap seriously or i am seriously fricked. But its good to know that people went thru similar shit

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      i guess our stories are similar but ive never wanted to ever be the receiver, only the giver. hopefully you can recover bro

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      wow man, i'm sorry about that and i think what you and the other anon are going through is a big problem affecting men that isn't talked about enough. you should do nofap but you should also slowly wean yourself off porn by watching more normal stuff

      because i jacked off to it. how can u jack off to something that isnt arousing

      i'm sure you don't find animals attractive yet you still got off to bestiality. it isn't the actual subject you like but the idea of finding more extreme shit because you got desensitized. it's all instant gratification and that's exactly what porn does to the mind

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        yes that is true i suppose, good point. i also jacked off to incest but it was never about my own family, it was about the story of someone else doing it. i still did it though which is the part im ashamed of, that can never leave my history

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          a lot of people get off to weird freaky shit in porn but that doesn't necessarily mean that they want to do it irl. you just need to stop venturing deep into porn and stick with normal shit or else you'll become out of touch with reality.

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        >wow man, i'm sorry about that and i think what you and the other anon are going through is a big problem affecting men that isn't talked about enough. you should do nofap but you should also slowly wean yourself off porn by watching more normal stuff

        Thanks and I am yea, I dont seek gay shit, and I can still get hard if I touch myself to normal porn, just need a little effort, but its becoming too big of an issue and ye I need to watch myself or im fricked

        i guess our stories are similar but ive never wanted to ever be the receiver, only the giver. hopefully you can recover bro

        Nah, I mean id prob let my future wife peg me if thats what you're thinking but only if she asks coz I wont

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          im the same. i can get off to lesbian porn right now but it takes probably 3x as long as apposed to troony shit. the worst part is 90% of them are ugly as shit but i apparently dont care

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            The human brain is an adapt machine, and it gets bored of old stuff really quickly. But your body/mind can move on and forget easily if you try hard enough, see muscle memory example, move an app from ur usual location and it'll feel weird at first but you'll recover quickly to its new spot, same here, in with the new and out with the old, u just need to let go of this and etiher stop jerking off, dont edge, dont use or imagination (cold turkey) or rewire urself and do it to normal porn. Return to ur roots basically, and remember that straight stuff is written into every human's dna, so it is possible to return to maker (if that makes sense) just need to try. A lot

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            i hate that i have to do all this work just to be normal by something i thought was harmless. everyone said porn was fine but its clearly not

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            No other way anon, other you do it and move on or keep complaining and stay at the same spot where u at. And trust me NEVER listen to the media for quick advice, do deep research and see both sides of the story or you'll end up here again falling for the bait. Unironically the israelites are always at it again

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            Its always the israelites. They want to put porn into our society to ruin everyone

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          you still haven't lost yourself anon so don't let this get into your head. just try to not watch porn as much and focus on other things that can occupy your time since porn is so time consuming

  7. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    Detox from porn and jerking off it fixes itself out. There was a period in my life where I could only get off to fatter women with big asses. I go 5 months off porn and jerking off and I get hard to all types of women easily. Also, makes my erections so much fuller and larger. This was my experience with NoFap with other countless benefits, too bad I lack willpower now and am a full-blown coomer who can't go a week without jerking off.

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