>try to watch porn. >"you know that female coworker that's a horrible person?

>try to watch porn
>"you know that female coworker that's a horrible person? this is what she comes home to everyday despite her immorality"
>"you know that crush you had? she knew you liked her but deemed you too ugly and worthless to ever do this with"
>"you know that girl who claims to be mentally ill and lonely just like you? this is what she does with other men after talking to you like a therapist."
it's getting worse

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  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Delusions of mediocrity.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      they're not delusions. being below average in a world where even average people are deemed ugly will do this to you.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        If you have the brainpower to recognize your problems, you're not below average. That is very, very low standard.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          steven hawking is average in your world?

          you could do this with a woman too if you stopped watching porn

          you have the order wrong. i use porn because women are creeped out by me.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Stephen hawking is exactly average, moron. Corruption is a massive problem across the baord and you are personally enabling it. Deal with it. Next you'll suck mike degrasse tyson's dick.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            what are you talking about? i'm talking about attractiveness, not ideology.

            Just sounds like there wasn't enough violence, rather than too much. Think, reddit, think.

            you're wrong. also the people who need the most attention are outliers which naturally means that they are outnumbered. random attacks would increase the amount of radicalization and paranoia like i said, and a "battle" would get shut down instantly. violence benefits no one.

            Do you consider this troubling?

            extremely troubling. i've always had insecurities about how i look, attachment issues, etc so finding out that i'm worthless to most women hurts a lot. it is what it is.

            try audioporn. there's no guy in it so you have no one to be jealous of.

            it's not only the visuals, it's the whole experience. a woman would never partake in anything sexual with me, so the whole thing feels like being slapped and laughed at. i get so sad and angry now that i go soft as soon as i think about it.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            It's natural that you have fomo, and it sucks to be locked out of fulfilling a very primal physiological process, but if you realized how those people really live and what their lives are like you probably wouldn't envy them.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            you're probably right. i've never played any of the social games and having a life like that requires some participation. still, i wish i could find someone that both loves and desires me

            You need to get off of the internet, unironically. For your mental well-being. This isn't a healthy train of thought. Try meditation.

            it's not healthy but it's reality. i was in therapy for years, so i know all of the breathing exercises and copes. i was in the typology community for years, so i have a general idea of how to healthily process things. the thing is, that only works for so long before it starts to feel like you're just lying to yourself. i would rather be honest and suicidal than happy and oblivious. it's why i don't take medication. you're not even a person anymore if you have to manually dismiss 90% of your thoughts.

            Sexworker max and then you realize that pussy really isnt all that

            i'm not a virgin, so i understand that sex isn't some magical cure. i want someone who loves and desires me, but i only attract either or (very rare too).

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            90% of my thoughts are useless or destructive. whats so bad about being happy and oblivious?
            i genuinly dont understand

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            because you aren't living in reality. if you allow yourself to sink into that fake happiness, problems never get changed or even recognized. you don't recognize problems as problems until they directly affect you. maybe not even then because again, you're not living in reality. having an obliviously happy population is any government's wet dream.

            >i've never played any of the social games
            It's not a game to those people, it's life and death. That's why they "play" it. That was sort of my point anyways. Imagine if you were playing a video game and you thought it was kinda boring, but everyone else you played with try harded like their lives depended on it. Of course you will be bad at that game and won't get the rewards of doing well in that game, but at least you won't be compulsed to play a game you don't like.

            sounds like my relationship with league of legends which fits well honestly. i'm not sure what to do after realizing that though, because the desire to be loved and desired back is still there. is it just coping with loneliness from this point on?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >is it just coping with loneliness from this point on?
            I think it's easier to deal with if you're not simultanously having to deal with resentment and envy towards other people, but the only advice that has worked for me is just don't think about it.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            that's unfortunate. thanks for the perspective anon

            >i'm not a virgin, so i understand that sex isn't some magical cure. i want someone who loves and desires me, but i only attract either or (very rare too).
            so you don't suffer

            maybe not as much as a full on incel (depending on the person), but i'm not some tall or fit guy having sex monthly. i haven't had sex in 7 years despite having a girlfriend for one year of that (was also a mute in school). nothing has ever hurt me more than not being good enough to be fricked by the person who loved me enough to stay with me for a year. that does something to your brain and self-esteem.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            so how did you get a female to select you?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >i've never played any of the social games
            It's not a game to those people, it's life and death. That's why they "play" it. That was sort of my point anyways. Imagine if you were playing a video game and you thought it was kinda boring, but everyone else you played with try harded like their lives depended on it. Of course you will be bad at that game and won't get the rewards of doing well in that game, but at least you won't be compulsed to play a game you don't like.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >i'm not a virgin, so i understand that sex isn't some magical cure. i want someone who loves and desires me, but i only attract either or (very rare too).
            so you don't suffer

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >the thing is, that only works for so long before it starts to feel like you're just lying to yourself. i would rather be honest and suicidal than happy and oblivious

            hearing this makes me kinda demotivated, did therapy help at all? cause i've always considered it remapping your brain out of defeat, but most of my friends tell me i should try it. but if i'm gonna be an unfrickable loser with no money for the rest of my life, what does it matter?

  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >this is what she does with other men after talking to you like a therapist."
    I wouldn't mind if talking to me like a therapist included telling me how she gets railed. I will be any woman's free therapist if they tell me about them having sex

  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    feel stressed? don't worry, everybody feels that sometimes
    Except they get to go home and rub genitals with someone they love and wash all of that stress and anger away. Things that bother you all day long don't last in their heads longer than 20 minutes.

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    you could do this with a woman too if you stopped watching porn

  5. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Why hasn't anyone blown up a porn studio yet?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      because violence is stupid and ruins the reputation and perceived validity of issues. for example, columbine made people push those who were mentally ill and bullied further away. another example is how people associate male dating problems / loneliness with inceldom and misogyny because of elliot rodger. violence is bad all around and just radicalizes people.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Just sounds like there wasn't enough violence, rather than too much. Think, reddit, think.

  6. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Do you consider this troubling?

  7. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    try audioporn. there's no guy in it so you have no one to be jealous of.

  8. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    You need to get off of the internet, unironically. For your mental well-being. This isn't a healthy train of thought. Try meditation.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >Try meditation.
      will do him exactly nothing, 0
      he needs to be appreciated for what he is and he will then heal

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        depending on external factors to fix your internal mind movement is a sure way to hell and poor decision making.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          >your internal mind movemen
          this is meaningless bullshido
          >>>/x/

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      It's not healthy, but it's reality and it needs to be dealt with.
      There's nowhere on this planet or in your mind you can run or hide from it.

  9. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Sexworker max and then you realize that pussy really isnt all that

  10. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >tfw never talked to a woman in an informal settings
    >have none of these problems
    Lol get rekt normalgay fakecel

  11. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Female girls are evil creatures and they make me want to kill myself

  12. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    sauce is very much required my neegro

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      idk anon i just googled amateur doggy porn

      so how did you get a female to select you?

      i was trolling on grindr one day (im bi) and met her doing the same thing. we talked for a couple of weeks before moving to discord and even meeting up at the park. we became good friends which turned into a relationship. she was a really inexperienced person (virgin, same 4 friends since kindergarten, anxious and shy stem nerd, etc) so i think she mistook her curiosity and loneliness for love. it is what it is but i can't move on. i have so much hatred and resentment for her it's scary.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Wow you're so lucky
        You really hit the 1/100000000
        Wish that were me

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >sauce
      https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph601861ba2e88c

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        imagine how good that felt for the male

  13. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Ironically I recommend you to limit your fapping to 1 every 7 days. The less you fap the less you think about sex. Worked for me and I was fapping daily 3-4 times.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      true. i feel a lot better when i fap less, but my sex drive fluctuates. i regularly go weeks without fapping without noticing, but then other times i go 6 times a day.

      Wow you're so lucky
      You really hit the 1/100000000
      Wish that were me

      until you realize she never really loved you. she was my number one priority in life, and she apologized for not prioritizing me at all when we broke up. we'd make plans and she'd cancel last minute, then fake regret before doing it again (sometimes multiple times in the same day). until she's telling you she needs a perfect disney scenario to have sex with you. that you need to meet her whole religious family before she can go out with me. she hid me from her parents for the majority of our "relationship". her parents tracked her phone at 20 years old. she wouldn't let me look at her car for the first 6 months because she thought i would stalk her. i told her that my birthday meant nothing to me, but she convinced me to celebrate it with her because she cares about me. my birthday comes and she pushes it back a few hours before cancelling again. just a fricking disgusting b***h of a person. my therapist said that her entering my life is the worst possible thing that could happen to me other than my mother dying. i have so much fricking hatred for this woman. i don't understand how you could do that to someone.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        but she selected you

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          she was inexperienced and thought that love was just a friendship. in reality, she never selected me. she only thought she did because a lack of self-awareness. if she knew how to use her mind at all, she would've never labeled it a relationship. it is what it is.

          I have no words of consolation for you anon. But it is for reasons like you posted that I am looking forward to future robowaifus and never look back again.

          i hope they come soon. they don't even have to be sex robots. just give me someone sweet to hold onto

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            No girl would value me enough to do anything like that

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            she didn't value me. i just had a rare encounter. she would've "fallen in love" with anyone who consistently spent time with her and was kind. you're better looking than me, have a better voice, are probably taller, skinnier, etc. so maybe she would've actually valued you. she is probably fricking men that are better than me using the newfound confidence that i gave her. it is what it is.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >you're better looking than me
            I'm fat
            >have a better voice
            I sound autistic
            >are probably taller
            I am only 180 cm (5'11'')
            >skinnier
            I'm fat
            > is probably fricking men that are better than me using the newfound confidence that i gave her.
            That's not true. Women don't get confidence from the men they date.
            I talk to a girl and she's kind but she would never date me, I can just tell. Women need a 10/10 to ever select someone these days. Maybe it was different before, and I would settle for before...

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            i'm 5'7 and was around 235lbs when i was with her. like i said, maybe she would've actually valued you and i don't blame her. i wish she would've just told me what was wrong with me. it is what it is. i can't speak on the current dating game though. i've been checked out for years.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            You are lying, no female would select male at 106 kg

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            see what i mean? she never "selected" me. she misunderstood her feelings and hurt my feelings in the process. it would be all good and dandy if she went through with the closure call, but guess what happened? "aaa sorry something came up but i can call at 9". then "aaa im soo sooo sorry, i forgot i had xyz to do! i know you told me about your abandonment trauma, but i can call you tomorrow teehee!" then she says she's tired of talking in circles when i try to talk about how i feel. frick this fricking c**t. how can someone be so evil and horrible? it is what it is.

            >the thing is, that only works for so long before it starts to feel like you're just lying to yourself. i would rather be honest and suicidal than happy and oblivious

            hearing this makes me kinda demotivated, did therapy help at all? cause i've always considered it remapping your brain out of defeat, but most of my friends tell me i should try it. but if i'm gonna be an unfrickable loser with no money for the rest of my life, what does it matter?

            it depends on so many things that i can't answer that for you. therapy definitely helps you gain a greater sense of where your thoughts and behaviors come from, and for some, those are easy things that they were completely oblivious to. for some, it's tough but they improve and have the motivation to keep going. for others though, it feels like you're doomed. i'd give it an honest shot for a few months anon

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            But you had sex with her. No girl would ever choose someone like me and have sex with me.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            not OP, i doubt that. you can find someone. not that blackpill shit doesn't have some gravity to it, but its probably mental in your case, you can't be that fricked up.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            i do not know
            i have avoidant personality disorder according to psychologist
            in my case I am too scared to go into the kitchen when there are people there (it is a student dorm)

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            have a friend with a similar diagnosis, he said it kinda sucks but hes doing good for himself i think. keep pushing thru, you got this.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            no actually, we never had sex and that was a big strain on both of us. she thought she was asexual at first, but then realized it was instead religious shame after she lost a bet and had me feel her up. she'd make me feel like a creepy rapist one second, tease me for being horny another, then blush while i felt her up another. broke up with her after a few months because it was too much for me to handle mentally. then she begs me to get back together and suddenly she's okay with me grabbing her ass whenever we hug. then she acts like i'm the most disgusting thing ever when we kiss. it's just constant mixed signals and it got to a point where i didn't want to manipulate a virgin into fricking me. i gave up. it is what it is. i'm not good enough for sex, and i understand that now. can't magically make someone want to frick you despite your ugliness.

            sadly i don't know if i can afford therapy, but i'll look into it. i'm sure its nice to externalize some thoughts, but everytime i've said this shit to friends, i feel like i'm getting brickwalled and they're saying every single empty platitude in the book. i know its a problem with me and the way my fricked up brain works but it'd have been mostly fixed if just one time a girl i liked, liked me back and wanted me. the longer it goes on, the more i feel defective and this cycle plays out. at my age, its getting too late to be this quiet virgin loser, its not cute.

            thats been my experience with past friends too, but therapists aren't like that. therapists understand that most thoughts originate from something, so there's always more to analyze and understand. you're not crazy for feeling the way you're feeling about yourself, but it is unhealthy. there is probably some core trauma or issue that a therapist could help you work on.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >she thought she was asexual at first
            I can relate
            >and had me feel her up
            I can't relate, no girl would let me do that
            >then she begs me to get back together and suddenly she's okay with me grabbing her ass whenever we hug
            Definitely cannot relate. No girl would let me touch any part of her buddy, not even a hug
            >kiss
            I never kissed a girl, I'm not good enough.
            >it's just constant mixed signals and it got to a point where i didn't want to manipulate a virgin into fricking me
            That sucks 🙁

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            yeah i guess i should just be happy that i got lucky enough to find someone like her in the first place. i probably wouldn't have touched another woman for the rest of my life. then again, i've never been lower. maybe you can find a rare encounter too, but it's definitely once in a bloodline levels of luck.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            you should not fall into my unhappiness
            comparing yourself to others is only something a loser like me should do, not you
            you are better my friend 🙂

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            our "relationship" was unfortunately just a break from loserdom. i appreciate the kind words though, we all gonna make it! and if not, we just have to hold on for a few more years til robot wives become a thing.

            The really sad thing is guys, no matter what we get, it's not the same as what Chad gets. The way a woman interacts with a guy she really loves and the way she treats him can't be faked, it's a world of difference compared to how she just placates a guy she isn't really into to maintain the "relationship". Once you notice it, you can't unsee it. There are a lot of guys out there with women who don't really love them.

            true anon. i think it's all in the eyes. when women are absolutely mesmerized by someone, you can literally see the sparkle in their eyes when they looks up at them. very brutal. cheeks soften, mouth slightly curved upwards or agape, sparkly doe eyes.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            maybe one day a girl will do something with me
            probably not
            but I will probably kill myself soon so it's ok
            but I still hope you are okay, you deserve it my friend 🙂

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            i don't know you so i can't really comment on much of your situation, but try to hold on for a bit longer. even if things don't get better for us as individuals, i think the world's going to be very entertaining soon. it feels like the pendulum is slowing down which means some crazy shit is coming. stupid shit aside, i hope you find some peace in the future anon.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I agree, the world will become insane very soon, but I don't really care about excitement. I really just don't want to exist.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            i understand and can relate when i'm at my worst mentally. i've always coped with drugs that make me forget i exist because hurting the people i care about would be cruel. what do you think keeps you here personally?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >i understand and can relate when i'm at my worst mentally. i've always coped with drugs that make me forget i exist because hurting the people i care about would be cruel
            For me it's alcohol. Whenever I drink alcohol (like now) I get suicidal and want to jump out of my window.
            >what do you think keeps you here personally?
            Do you mean in NSFFW or in the world generally? Well, I never post on NSFFW ever, I'm an NSFFW-idiot. But in the world? Well, When I sober up I don't want to hurt my mom by killing myself. Other than that, I don't really have many reasons. My medications don't work, nothing in my life goes right. Idk, man

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            oh that was my vice too. i would drink like a handle and a half a day to numb out, but then you realize you're only numbing your own emotions, not others'. i thought i was protecting my mom and doing her a favor by drinking, but it was the exact opposite. now i just smoke weed and fight off the cravings. hmmm what are you treating with your medications, and why do you feel that way?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >i would drink like a handle and a half a day to numb out, but then you realize you're only numbing your own emotions
            That's me
            >now i just smoke weed and fight off the cravings.
            My country is crazy so weed would put in prison immediately
            >now i just smoke weed and fight off the cravings.
            I am only taking antidepressants (escitalopram) but it doesn't really work. I am taking it to treat my depression, anxiety and "avoidant personality disorder" as my psychologist calls it

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >My country is crazy so weed would put in prison immediately
            aw dude that fricking sucks. the thing that's helped me the most with alcoholism is "downgrading" to less potent, less dangerous drugs (weed, kratom, gabapentin, etc). hell, even cigarettes helped take my mind off of vodka.
            >depression, anxiety and "avoidant personality disorder" as my psychologist calls it
            ah i have bpd so it's a little different, but similar in ways. i would try finding a mental health professional who leans more into talk therapy rather than treatment honestly. psychologists and psychiatrists have been impersonal in my experience, when what i need is personal understanding.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >downgrading" to less potent, less dangerous drugs (weed, kratom, gabapentin, etc). hell, even cigarettes helped take my mind off of vodka.
            I smoked cigarettes while drinking. Didn't help anything. Weed, kratom, gabapentin are all off limits.
            >ah i have bpd so it's a little different
            Wow, I had a friend who had BPD. He suffered and struggled a lot. He was my best friend ever. Even though we were online friend, I did meet him IRL a couple of times and we were very supportive of each other. Never been that close to another person, I don't think. He died of a drug overdose in september last year 🙁
            >psychologists and psychiatrists have been impersonal in my experience
            For me, they just can't relate to me at all, so it's just bullshit to talk to them.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            shit i'm not sure how i'd cope in your situation then. dxm is probably legal but that's arguably worse than alcohol. have you tried any other copes or activities that worked, even a little?
            >BPD
            yeah it's truly a fricking struggle. it's like your emotions come first and your personality and memories adjust to them as they change. i'm sorry about your friend man, having close ones die is one of the most hurtful things you can experience. may he rest in peace
            >For me, they just can't relate to me at all, so it's just bullshit to talk to them.
            i have been to maybe 10 different therapists and felt that way about 8 or 9 of them. the search is horrible, but finding someone who genuinely gets you makes it worth it.

            Oh I got one
            >That girl you loved with all your heart but you thought she wasn't interested ended up fricking and sucking that guy you hate even though he was married with kids and a deadbeat
            And that was the day I seriously considered killing myself and spent like 3 hours just staring at my shotgun asking myself if life was still worth living. I decided that it isn't but I'd stick it out anyway because who knows what will happen.

            jesus anon, how did you get through that?

            The funniest thing about all of that shit? Most of your worries are true. females are in fact fricking high T Chads while betas slave away for crumbs of pussy

            Alpha fricks beta buxx

            400 weeks vs 1 meeks etc etc

            i think the terms are cringe and you are exaggerating a little bit, but sort of true. it's not about high T as much as it's about how attractive they personally find you. some people are sadly ugly to most people though.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Physical desirability is quite literally set in stone hence I specifically mentioned Chads you absolute moron

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            most of it is, but there are things that can hurt and benefit you.

            >shit i'm not sure how i'd cope in your situation then. dxm is probably legal but that's arguably worse than alcohol
            bro, I live in Norway, which is like Saudi Arabia when it comes to drugs. idk wtf is legal here, but it's probably all illegal
            >have you tried any other copes or activities that worked, even a little?
            I exercised today. Felt good for a moment, but here I am drinking again...
            >yeah it's truly a fricking struggle. it's like your emotions come first and your personality and memories adjust to them as they change
            His emotions came first, and when I visited him last summer, there were several times where he wanted to dispose of me, get rid of me and get me the frick out of his life, but it wasn't his fault. In the end, he was happy I came to visit him, and he enjoyed it. We went hiking to Ulriken, and it was fun.
            >i'm sorry about your friend man, having close ones die is one of the most hurtful things you can experience. may he rest in peace
            Thank you anon. I still think about him every day. He was a great person, just struggled with demons I can't pretend I understand. He was a bit like you, he could get girls but he didn't care and just rejected everyone. I miss him, he was the only one who could understand me and I was the only one who could understand him.

            rip i have no clue what norway's like so i can't help. maybe obscure nootropics or kava. hmmm the obvious advice is to try to consistently exercise and try to find a group of friends that GET you, but wayyy easier said than done obviously.
            >His emotions came first
            it sucks because you KNOW you don't actually feel that way, but the emotions are just as powerful as real emotions. i'm glad you two had fun though, sounds like a sweet friendship!
            >he didn't care and just rejected everyone
            for me personally, it's hard to tell whether or not what i'm feeling or experiencing is real. not reality itself, just how i'm perceiving it. that person may be my friend, but what if they're just trying to get information to embarrass me with? maybe she's looking at me because she likes me, or maybe she's so disgusted by me that she can't look away. maybe that person is smiling because they're having fun with me, but what if they're laughing at how pathetic i am? that sort of shit. it's a blessing to be understood when you're hard to understand.

            >jesus anon, how did you get through that?
            Alcoholism, drug use, porn, video games, binge eating, then a long bout of depression. After I got my bad habits under control I just settled into a sort of apathy at life and a lingering sense of bitterness and hatred. Overall it's not an experience I would recommend.

            >Alcoholism, drug use, porn, video games, binge eating, then a long bout of depression
            my life

            it's sad that so many of the lonely men i've talked to cope in such unhealthy ways, yet still nothing changes. no change in perception from society, no government systems or programs to help, etc. i hope things change soon

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >that person may be my friend, but what if they're just trying to get information to embarrass me with? maybe she's looking at me because she likes me, or maybe she's so disgusted by me that she can't look away. maybe that person is smiling because they're having fun with me, but what if they're laughing at how pathetic i am? that sort of shit. it's a blessing to be understood when you're hard to understand.
            That's the way I think, but it's strange. I don't have BPD, I have AvPD. Maybe the two are similar, but in psychological literature they are definitely not.
            What caused you to be diagnosed with BPD?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            hmmm i think they can look the same behavior-wise, but they come from different places. people with avpd seem to be ashamed or scared of being incompetent or not liked, and so retreat into themselves. for me, i almost want to be disliked and hated as to scare off people. i just don't want to get attached because i know things will go wrong. i look at a potential attachment and see future abandonment. they might like me when they first meet me, but what about when i get angry or sad over stupid shit and start isolating? people do not care as much as they say they do, so it's better for me to get better at being alone. on top of that, little things make me absolutely furious which changes my entire perception of them. for example
            >talking to female coworker for the first time while on a smoke break
            >actually connecting really well, share music as a hobby
            >guy who flirts with all of the women in the workplace comes over and introduces himself
            i make an effort to not perceive that person anymore out of pure hatred and spite. he was probably just introducing himself to a new coworker, but that doesn't matter to be. it's that sort of shit. extreme hatred, unstable relationships, black and white thinking, impulsive behavior, etc etc etc.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >shit i'm not sure how i'd cope in your situation then. dxm is probably legal but that's arguably worse than alcohol
            bro, I live in Norway, which is like Saudi Arabia when it comes to drugs. idk wtf is legal here, but it's probably all illegal
            >have you tried any other copes or activities that worked, even a little?
            I exercised today. Felt good for a moment, but here I am drinking again...
            >yeah it's truly a fricking struggle. it's like your emotions come first and your personality and memories adjust to them as they change
            His emotions came first, and when I visited him last summer, there were several times where he wanted to dispose of me, get rid of me and get me the frick out of his life, but it wasn't his fault. In the end, he was happy I came to visit him, and he enjoyed it. We went hiking to Ulriken, and it was fun.
            >i'm sorry about your friend man, having close ones die is one of the most hurtful things you can experience. may he rest in peace
            Thank you anon. I still think about him every day. He was a great person, just struggled with demons I can't pretend I understand. He was a bit like you, he could get girls but he didn't care and just rejected everyone. I miss him, he was the only one who could understand me and I was the only one who could understand him.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >jesus anon, how did you get through that?
            Alcoholism, drug use, porn, video games, binge eating, then a long bout of depression. After I got my bad habits under control I just settled into a sort of apathy at life and a lingering sense of bitterness and hatred. Overall it's not an experience I would recommend.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >Alcoholism, drug use, porn, video games, binge eating, then a long bout of depression
            my life

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            sadly i don't know if i can afford therapy, but i'll look into it. i'm sure its nice to externalize some thoughts, but everytime i've said this shit to friends, i feel like i'm getting brickwalled and they're saying every single empty platitude in the book. i know its a problem with me and the way my fricked up brain works but it'd have been mostly fixed if just one time a girl i liked, liked me back and wanted me. the longer it goes on, the more i feel defective and this cycle plays out. at my age, its getting too late to be this quiet virgin loser, its not cute.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I have no words of consolation for you anon. But it is for reasons like you posted that I am looking forward to future robowaifus and never look back again.

  14. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    The really sad thing is guys, no matter what we get, it's not the same as what Chad gets. The way a woman interacts with a guy she really loves and the way she treats him can't be faked, it's a world of difference compared to how she just placates a guy she isn't really into to maintain the "relationship". Once you notice it, you can't unsee it. There are a lot of guys out there with women who don't really love them.

  15. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Adults have consensual sex with one another and
    form relationships where more sex happens
    are you writing this down anon

  16. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Oh I got one
    >That girl you loved with all your heart but you thought she wasn't interested ended up fricking and sucking that guy you hate even though he was married with kids and a deadbeat
    And that was the day I seriously considered killing myself and spent like 3 hours just staring at my shotgun asking myself if life was still worth living. I decided that it isn't but I'd stick it out anyway because who knows what will happen.

  17. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    The funniest thing about all of that shit? Most of your worries are true. females are in fact fricking high T Chads while betas slave away for crumbs of pussy

    Alpha fricks beta buxx

    400 weeks vs 1 meeks etc etc

  18. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I came in my wife yesterday. Was neat.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      that must have felt good. but why are you in NSFFW when you have such an easy life?

  19. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Me on the original left

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      you are putting penis in vegana?

  20. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Yeah, I get what you mean and is not necesarility porn related.
    Women have indeed become more despicable these recent years. Have you noticed how in 2013 women mocked the "neckbeard nice guy" into oblivion, then 10 years later they want a "nice guy" all of sudden? Not realizing that the same mocked men have already self-improved and are never going to become "nice" ever again.

    I, too, sort of recommend to not become porn addicted. But also, if you're that kind with women anon, I think you should stop that for the sake of your mental health.
    Be more friendly with men instead, just not the homosexual-looking ones with colored hair. Who knows if you'll network with an important person that way, as I have personally even got offers to work in a F100 company once because I was kind to one HR guy from a company.
    Kindness goes long between men, but with women it is the worst thing you could be doing these days, OP.

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