I get really nauseous and a headache I think it’s high blood pressure or something.
Recently I found out he is attracted to Indian and Chinese women despite us meeting on pol and posing as a racist (turns out he only dislikes black people, if that’s even true).
Anyways he is also flirting with some girl for many months or years and she cheated on her boyfriend and left him for another guy and she sent my bf a bunch of selfies and my boyfriend told her she’s really hot and sexy and looks like a Barbie. He also asked her out a bunch of times and they constantly flirt. He said it’s not cheating because the flirting is a joke.
Also ever since I started dating my boyfriend he has been saving pictures of random naked women with ginormous breasts and none of them even look remotely like me at all, so it’s very clear I’m not his type. Also most of these photos look like 16 year olds in the face but with the bodies of extremely curvy women (we are both almost 30).
I’m not really sure what to make of any of this, would appreciate some detailed advice. I feel physically sick. Photo was most SFW and normal one i found.