This is super hard to talk about. I was a 250+ lb freakish fatass for most of my life. My family fed me tons of McDonalds, ice cream and steak and rice and chips and pizza and everything. It was how our mom and dad coped with being poor and sad. They just ate a shit ton of shit.
>THE WEIGHT LOSS BEGINS
Fast forward to 2021. I was of course alone and sad and no girl liked me. I decided to end it all. So I locked myself in my room with only water and a toilet in the corner for 2 months to starve slowly to death. I had weed to get stoned if it got painful.
But what actually happened was I walked out of my room 3 months later and 150 lbs lighter.
I went back to my old job SUDDENLY b***hES WERE ALL OVER ME
Women who didn't give a shit about me before were staring at me and trying to get my attention.
I just hate women a lot now.
Why wouldn't they show me love when I really needed it?