I like someone three years older than me. He's... different. He's handsome and dorky and weird and clumsy and smart and he can make me laugh. He's absolutely perfect in my eyes. He's a bit shy and awkward and insecure. He's a perfect gentleman and very gentle and sweet. He thinks I'm cute which I disagree with, but I just can't fight with him because I'm worried that I'll mess everything up. He said he would date me if I was older...
Oh and there's another thing. He likes this other girl.. who lives in Missouri (we live in Florida, so they're sixteen hours apart.) It bugs me. I shouldn't like him. We're different in a few ways and the age difference and the fact I know he likes another girl... it's obvious it isn't meant to be.. but everyone says we would be perfect together and that we should date and that we have this fantastic chemistry.. but I'm a cold person. I don't let people in. I don't know how to love anymore.
I don't know what to do. I'm very scared of these feelings. I don't want to feel them... but they're there.
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