When did you first have thoughts that either at the time or in hindsight were signs of being trans, when I was about 5/6 I had multiple dreams where a wizard transformed me into a girl and then I went into school in a dress and people called me Ashley, realised I was trans at 12 and proceeded to rep before starting hrt at 18, wanna rope every day for that decision
I hated when my voice broke around age 13 but didn't connect it to anything.
Around 15 I started looking up pictures of boys being turned into girls and hoping that would happen to me. I started crossdressing and wanted to troon out, but was pressured by my catholic family into repping until I was 26. By that time I had gotten a fiance and was given my grandparents wedding israeliteelry and was trying for a kid. I decided "Frick this, I don't want this life" and broke up with my fiance and never returned the israeliteelry to my grandparents.
I remember being less than ten years old watching The Powerpuff Girls and Kim Possible on the TV in my parents' bedroom wishing that I was a girl. I hated seeing hair grow on my legs thanks to first puberty and started shaving it off
Looking at gender tf comics was also something I did a lot
wishing every night since at least as early as age 3 that I could wake up as a girl the next day up until I started thinking about it less and gave up entirely and locked it away in a corner of my mind by age 6
This was me too. Practically every day I prayed to God to let me wake up a girl, from the ages of maybe 5 to 10. Then I got a little older and realised I was supposed to be ashamed of these thoughts, so I blocked it all out. They’d still resurface every few months, and eventually that grew and grew until I broke down at 22 and transitioned.
I held out till 30... I had opportunities at 14 and maybe in my early 20s to come out and ask for help and actually learn more, but I was kind of willfully ignorant and too self-defeating or just plain scared of the idea
That I can remember I was probably 8 or 9, but I have a vague memory trying my friend's Hanah Montana mask in elementary school
When will you disgusting fricks stop correlating thoughts from when you were a child with thoughts you had when you were fully capable of understanding this concept. Just admit that you fricks want to harm innocent children. For the love of god livestream yourself putting a bullet in your brain. baka baka baka
I literally found a wikipedia article on Gender Identity Disorder when I was 12 years old and was telling people I knew from the internet I felt like a girl from the inside. It was a very explicit experience tbh I think in some cases it's definitely a thing.
So you were groomed at a young age? Thanks for confirming this
have a nice day
How was I groomed? I found all of this stuff by accident. I got made fun of by all my male friends, especially when I told them I would get my cis friends to lend me their clothes and buy clothes in secret from my family. I was completely shunned for being a youngshit and I gave up on HRT at 16 because I couldn't take the external pressure baka
>I got made fun of by all my male friends, especially when I told them I would get my cis friends to lend me their clothes
giwtwm
12 is not a child
Why do you care man?
i was looking for ways to grow boobs at 12
it wasn't really something i realized. just kinda was idk how to explain. transition just made sense to me.
i often played house with a girl in my neighbourhood when i was like 7 and always insisted on being the mother while she plays the father which kinda feels like a troony thing to do
i realized i wanted anime men characters to hug me alot but like, in a protective way.
all downhill from there.
Being in 4th grade and having the girls in class tell me they don't want to play with me anymore because they were scared people might think they were interested in me.
Desperately just wanting to hang out with girls but being seen as the creepy loner because I hated being around boys.
this
feeling the gap between boys and girls set in was awful especially because the boys all hated me
I loved hanging out with girls and brushing each-others hair I miss it so much, what an innocent time
after that any time I got close with girls they would fall in love with me 🙁
I can't remember what age I was when I had thoughts.
i was always a bit dorky and feminine before puberty but by the time i turned like? 12 or 13? i fricking hated it when my voice started to drop. what i hated even more was when people would comment on my masculine features and act like it was a good thing, and id have to awkwardly laugh and agree whilst i was dying inside. i remember from a young age, before puberty, REALLY not wanting to grow body hair too. started diy hrt at 17 and slowly everything started to come together and now ive fully accepted that im trans.
i always was too scared to ask my friends about it so: did anyone else larp as a girl on the internet when they were like 13/14? is that a troony thing or do normal cis guys do this as well?
I did that a lot lol. My favourite was being a runescape girlfriend, and also larping as a girl on Omegle text chats.
same! i experimented with e-dating a lot during that time and went through some very dramatic three week relationships with guys that probably thought they were chatting with a girl lol.
6, possibly earlier. I wanted to have a tea party at 5, and I'm almost certain I saw Baron Ashura from Mazinger talking to him/herself when I was 4 (the hilariously aptly named Tranzor Z dub)
had dreams about being a girl
when playing alone I'd repurpose magical spells and rituals or various villainous devices I'd seen in cartoons into some manner of sex change spell or process
and then there's the world screaming at me to do it:
my favorite vidya (StarTropics) has a crossdressing scene
my first porn mag had a letters from readers section telling their raunchiest stories as crossdressing men
gynecomastia at 11. Fun
at 15, a new therapist point blank asks if I like to wear girl clothes. First thing. I hadn't even memorized his name yet
and if I really start dissecting my life this part will take multiple posts
One of my earliest memories is wrapping a hair tie around my wiener untill it hurt more than anything I’ve ever felt. Ain’t that weird.
Most of my childhood is a hazy blur but i definitely remember stuff like feeling like my name was "wrong" for no apparent reason, and starting to hate my body and my short hair at... 12-13ish?
Followed up by years of what i later realized was heavily repressed dysphoria and "I wish i was a girl, but its not like thats possible". Didnt even know trans people existed until i was like 16/17, and continued to repress for a few more years after that before my mother figured it out and confronted me about it.
this has to be one of the first memorys i have. i was like 2 almost 3 and my little sister was about to be born and my mom said i was going to be the big brother and i said i wanted to be the little sister not the big brother
also i always hated having a penis and wanted it gone. i didnt even know what a vegana was but i hated the penis
later when i was like 4 i used to say i was a girl and want dresses
Okay, I am cis, however, when I was about five or six I wanted to grow my hair long and when I was in 2nd grade I was made fun of for purple being my favorite color because boys can’t like purple of course. Those could just be common occurrences that have nothing to do with anything.
>I was made fun of for purple being my favorite color because boys can’t like purple of course
I feel you there. My favorite color has always been pink, but you're pretty much dead if you tell anyone
seeing this fricking ad and thinking it would turn me into a disney princess https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NUAEvCt4h4o
i was a dumb fricking moron as a kid, thanks a lot trannies