How do I get out?

I need to let this out. I hate the fact that I might have fallen in love. I want to kill myself for feeling the way I feel.

"I'm worth it." he says, "please don't I love you" all that.. is driving me over the edge. I want to love him, I really do.

But the overwhelming feeling of love scares me, more than anything else to have walked on Earth.

Isaiah... I'm sorry that I cannot be the girl that makes you happy.