doctor wanted to check up every few months in order to continue prescribing it to me, i missed an appointment, lost my prescription, now i dont have the energy or ways/means to show up to his office, without adderall to motivate me to get up, i didnt get up and sold my car to make ends meet and lost my apt
I got up to pre and cleaned the toilet bowl and shaved my face but now I'm back in bed. I think I might just lay here today, my bf dosent want to be in the same room as me rn and he just left to buy weed
>but now I'm back in bed
I combat this by sitting down in front of my pc instead of going back to bed.
Sometimes it's just one of those days though and I lay in bed most of the time.
I'm so fricking pathetic I NEED to be on page 1 I fricking hate this place I should just get banned again and try to read. But every time I do I just lurk here instead and get mad at myself for not reading anymore
i got up yesterday because i wanted coffee and gingersnaps. i’m out of coffee now and gingersnaps don’t sound exciting on their own so i’m just laying here
I have to go to work, so that's what motivates me to at least get my feet on the floor. Then my cat hears me and tries to herd me towards the dining room where I can feed her / let her outside. That helps get me moving.
You're one of my least favourite posters but I don't want you to kys. Chronic depression is hard and you really need to hit the nail on the head, good choices early on like having a therapist and meds and supportive friends leave doors open in the future
stimulants 🙂
>how do you get the energy to get out of bed?
i dont ive literally stayed in bed all day every day for the past year
>stimulants 🙂
this
adderall was my lifeline and now my prescriptions gone i might as well just rope
caffeine is garbage just do cocaine or ampetamines
>and now my prescriptions gone
what happened?
doctor wanted to check up every few months in order to continue prescribing it to me, i missed an appointment, lost my prescription, now i dont have the energy or ways/means to show up to his office, without adderall to motivate me to get up, i didnt get up and sold my car to make ends meet and lost my apt
These the night before and cute girls like you make it worth it. Plus, I like cooking breakfast
>guy here
A full bladder.
I got up to pre and cleaned the toilet bowl and shaved my face but now I'm back in bed. I think I might just lay here today, my bf dosent want to be in the same room as me rn and he just left to buy weed
*pee
I'm also wearing my signature bear jammies tbh
>but now I'm back in bed
I combat this by sitting down in front of my pc instead of going back to bed.
Sometimes it's just one of those days though and I lay in bed most of the time.
Waking up with energy is a lie
i just use adderall :3
by reminding myself its time for my morning smoke and energy drink
I'm so fricking pathetic I NEED to be on page 1 I fricking hate this place I should just get banned again and try to read. But every time I do I just lurk here instead and get mad at myself for not reading anymore
i got up yesterday because i wanted coffee and gingersnaps. i’m out of coffee now and gingersnaps don’t sound exciting on their own so i’m just laying here
omg twinsies
god reese. you. need. sex.
I don't want any.. I always cry and its too exhausting
I have to go to work, so that's what motivates me to at least get my feet on the floor. Then my cat hears me and tries to herd me towards the dining room where I can feed her / let her outside. That helps get me moving.
i don't have any advice but reese i want to remind you that you're loved by many people here 🙁 hope you're okay <3
thank you anon. As pathetic as it sounds sometimes you people feel like my only friends
I've been there. I hope things get better for you, dear.
>As pathetic as it sounds sometimes you people feel like my only friends
Relatable.
I just do it and get it over and done with.
Then I do 20 press-ups to wake myself up a bit.
Ask one of your alters to take over your life instead of your miserable sack of shit
your a fricking idiot
every day I start the morning with my THC and caffeine breakfast
I love va11halla so much I got every achievement, own the jill fumo and even got the bawd shirt
>even got the bawd shirt
i wish
t. omegahon
homework, video game addiction, or i need to get up before my sleep schedule gets worse than getting up at 4am
otherwise, i just go back to sleep
>I love va11halla so much I got every achievement, own the jill fumo and even got the bawd shirt
actually based reese
sure starting to grow on me, ngl
adderall
managed to get out of bed with the help of my good old friend Modelo and now we're gonna play tekken 7 and third strike for a while
I don’t, I’ve been in bed since 8am, it’s now 5pm
Checked
quad feed
quaaad feeeeed
by being in love
euphoric music is helpful too
progressive vocal trance and Vocaloid songs 🙂
also dashing taco bell helps me <.<
alcohol is making me better at tekken I can feel it
Before I go to sleep a drink so much water that as soon as I wake up I immediately have to get out of bed otherwise I would piss myself.
The only time I have emotions are in therapy sessions, or when im venting online. All other times im disassociating from life and my body.
devoting your life to something else, get pregnant and se-... oh wait lmao
By being a biological, heterosexual male with a firm knowledge of my place in the world.
You should try it sometime.
You're one of my least favourite posters but I don't want you to kys. Chronic depression is hard and you really need to hit the nail on the head, good choices early on like having a therapist and meds and supportive friends leave doors open in the future
I forgot how much I like being drunk
adderall