i don’t want to. i want to die now. i am a terminal fick up and this won’t get better and the sooner i’m off this earth the sooner everybody who knows of my existence will have peace
A surprising amount of people who are doing terribly built up some kind of aversion to things that would make them get better, especially in the long to medium term. Your feelings are, for better or worse, natural. They are however equally unreliable cause they were bred in part from what got you this low to begin with.
2 years ago
Anonymous
that’s cool and all, but how do i fix it?
2 years ago
Anonymous
Well, from the ground up? I'm not a shrink, not by a long shot, but the very first step is to check what your foundation is like. The start is always super routine. Your environment, your health, that stuff. Do you have some friends, emotional support, ideally close by? Are you feeling well physically, eating enough (normal BMI), getting enough nutrition, spending enough time outside? Are there any sources of pressure or existential threats in your life?
2 years ago
Anonymous
i don’t really have any friends, because i dropped out of college and most of my high school friends are gone studying somewhere else. at the moment i’m just working and sleeping basically.
2 years ago
Anonymous
Well I have good news then, cause pretty much every direction is up for you, then. First, it is good you have a daily schedule. Use it as a skeleton to ritualize self care routines. Do you eat proper meals? Do you get enough sun? Do you have any hobbies or interests you gave up pursuing? Is your room well kept? Just rattling off standard fare, please try to answer all of them.
2 years ago
Anonymous
I'm the other one u talked to earlier OP I was out at dinner. I was reading your thread. If you have no frens would you like one? I'd like to help, at least listen to u. There's a reason why 41% of us commit suicide. Our pasts are generally insanely miserable and often traumatic
You wanna be frens?
guys i’m just gonna some hydrocodone tn but thanks for the help
2 years ago
Anonymous
You can get better. But you really need to actually seek out things that make people happy even if you don't feel like doing it. It is only gonna get worse if you don't fight back, even getting out of bed can be a challenge, but you must try.
2 years ago
Anonymous
whatever i’ll give it a shot tomorrow. tn i’m gonna have some fun
2 years ago
Anonymous
Good luck anon, have fun
2 years ago
Anonymous
Good luck. Just as a TL;DR: Try to make friends, practice self care, work on your other issues from there. Therapy cannot fix wallowing in your own shit and never leaving the house.
2 years ago
Anonymous
for the time being i feel stuck where i am. i am gonna go back to college in the spring and that will involve moving to a different country so i’m counting on having a chance to reset, try and make friends, and get some distance from my parents. for the time being tho i feel stuck living with my dad who doesn’t really say transphobic shot to my face but deadname me and just will not acknowledge the fact that i’m transitioning
2 years ago
Anonymous
Yeah, an unsupportive environment like that can do a lot of harm. I'm sure you will get better once you are out of there, and I'm glad to hear you have an immediate next step to resolve that planned. Godspeed, anon.
2 years ago
Anonymous
I'm the other one u talked to earlier OP I was out at dinner. I was reading your thread. If you have no frens would you like one? I'd like to help, at least listen to u. There's a reason why 41% of us commit suicide. Our pasts are generally insanely miserable and often traumatic
5 years plus surgeries
about 10% of fat cells die and are replenished each year. This should give you an idea how slow fat redistribution is.
5years for physical body
Whenever you want for brain since it will never get better anyway
this.. give it your best shot before giving up OP
i don’t want to. i want to die now. i am a terminal fick up and this won’t get better and the sooner i’m off this earth the sooner everybody who knows of my existence will have peace
A surprising amount of people who are doing terribly built up some kind of aversion to things that would make them get better, especially in the long to medium term. Your feelings are, for better or worse, natural. They are however equally unreliable cause they were bred in part from what got you this low to begin with.
that’s cool and all, but how do i fix it?
Well, from the ground up? I'm not a shrink, not by a long shot, but the very first step is to check what your foundation is like. The start is always super routine. Your environment, your health, that stuff. Do you have some friends, emotional support, ideally close by? Are you feeling well physically, eating enough (normal BMI), getting enough nutrition, spending enough time outside? Are there any sources of pressure or existential threats in your life?
i don’t really have any friends, because i dropped out of college and most of my high school friends are gone studying somewhere else. at the moment i’m just working and sleeping basically.
Well I have good news then, cause pretty much every direction is up for you, then. First, it is good you have a daily schedule. Use it as a skeleton to ritualize self care routines. Do you eat proper meals? Do you get enough sun? Do you have any hobbies or interests you gave up pursuing? Is your room well kept? Just rattling off standard fare, please try to answer all of them.
guys i’m just gonna some hydrocodone tn but thanks for the help
You can get better. But you really need to actually seek out things that make people happy even if you don't feel like doing it. It is only gonna get worse if you don't fight back, even getting out of bed can be a challenge, but you must try.
whatever i’ll give it a shot tomorrow. tn i’m gonna have some fun
Good luck anon, have fun
Good luck. Just as a TL;DR: Try to make friends, practice self care, work on your other issues from there. Therapy cannot fix wallowing in your own shit and never leaving the house.
for the time being i feel stuck where i am. i am gonna go back to college in the spring and that will involve moving to a different country so i’m counting on having a chance to reset, try and make friends, and get some distance from my parents. for the time being tho i feel stuck living with my dad who doesn’t really say transphobic shot to my face but deadname me and just will not acknowledge the fact that i’m transitioning
Yeah, an unsupportive environment like that can do a lot of harm. I'm sure you will get better once you are out of there, and I'm glad to hear you have an immediate next step to resolve that planned. Godspeed, anon.
I'm the other one u talked to earlier OP I was out at dinner. I was reading your thread. If you have no frens would you like one? I'd like to help, at least listen to u. There's a reason why 41% of us commit suicide. Our pasts are generally insanely miserable and often traumatic
You wanna be frens?
5 years (with good levels) + ffs + vfs +ba
if you did all that and still don't pass then it indeed might be over
and that was the last we ever saw of her
Good job bumping it to 43%, everyone
Detrans and embrace masculinity
5 years + at least 15k in surgeries.
If you still aren't happy you have my permission to die.
ok gonna mark my calendar.
it’ll be the best birthday ever