i feel so fricking stupid and so empty. She casually mentioned using BetterDiscord, and I couldn't resist to use the plugin that i wrote earlier to hack another person.
She is writing stories and drawing the characters so i made a plugin that pops up one of her characters randomly with scary sound-a bit of a screamer. But I clandestinely embedded a line to siphon her tokens to my telegram bot and i am in her account almost 10 days. I spend last 10 days in my room sitting in front of montior and reading all her direct messages. I can't seem to shake this compulsion. It's not rooted in insecurity; rather, an insatiable urge to delve deeper into her world. I cant help this addiction i have.
Its not the first time I hack everyone and i abuse the trust that they have towards me.
And no, before you ask, she wasn't doing anything untoward, which only exacerbates my distress. I read every single message of hers with her friends and stuff. She always admires me and tells them how HOT i am and stuff. Sometimes she talks with them about her ex girlfriend and ex boyfriend and how much they hurted her. The only thing she overshares my photos especially my body ones and tells her friends how hot and sexy i am.
She is very unique and so angelic. I feel so guilty that i broke the trust but how can i tell her that i did that. She loves me, and my affection for her only deepened upon reading her intimate exchanges. I am trying to protect her. I am doing something good. BUT DO I ????
The contrast between her purity and my deceit is crushing. Im sorry I never intended for it to unfold this way.
WHY THE FRICK I AM LYING ?? I CRAVED THE PROSPECT OF DOMINANCE. I SPEND FRICKING DAYS WAITING FOR PERFECT MOMENT TO DO THAT LIKE HUNTER WHO WANTS TO GET HIS PREY. I AM WRACKED WITH GUILT OF BETRAYING YOUR TRUST. YOU ARE THE EPITOME OF KINDNESS. YOU ARE A BECAON OF INTEGRITY AND I CHERIS YOU ALL THE MORE FOR IT. FORGIVE ME ONCE MORE
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Same
how do you look like?
6'2, metalhead hairs
are you muscular tho
picrel is my arm, sorry i found the pic from my cache directory thats why it sucks a bit.
she isnt
learn how discord token autorization works and shut the frick up
its easier to tell me the last letters and ill answer
you're so full of shit it's embarrassing you stupid little zoomie Black person
well ask me a fricking details
Oh shit, I recognize that shirt and bathroom combo. I'mma send her this whole thread, bro.
>itt homosexual narcissist with a timy hair of autism humble brags that he is a peice of shit.
Does your name start with K
Does hers start with S
Age/race? You sound of middle east descent Hassan
tl;dr
/misc/ is not your personal blog homosexual
sage in all fields
Newhomosexual sage was never meant to be put in all fields that was bait to make you look moronic and get you banned. Only newbie Black folk who don't belong here literally make their name sage. Change your ways.
Bump
I like replying to them, the ones that stick around in the thread will start crying and lashing out at me
never fricking tell her. you suffer the guilt as punishment
This.
Also my relationship is complete trust I hand her my unlocked phone like it's nothing because it is nothing I never talk bad of her.
frick off prajeet you fantasizing homosexual
Treat this the same way as if you cheated. It's your burden to bear and telling her is a selfish way of releasing your guilt. Going forward, you're going to have to man up shoulder this and carry her.
Why the frick are you hung up on this again? Pretty sure everyone does this, to some degree. The only difference is sophistication of method
How to make your girl lose any attraction to you within 60 seconds, cheers bro
your gf sounds fat
>i hacked my gf with an app i wrote
no you didn't. if you didn't phish her passwords you didn't hack shit you lying little homosexual
Suffer in order to protect her innocent world. It's what you would have done if you love her, regardless. One more mental scar and guilt to live with is your duty.
yes im gonna be with her regardless what. I dont even care if we love eachother or we break up. I dont fricking even think about that. She is such an exception for modern world. She is such an angel. Im gonna be with her forever even as a friend who protects her but i am sure i will get over from this stupid feeling of guilt. I feel like i physically cheated. I feel like i destroyed something beautiful.
>she knows because she noticed your altered behavior
>she's hyping you up on the known jacked account while keeping the other one actually hidden
>purposefully feeding you false information to seem like an angel as she stabs the guilt knife deeper, wrapping you further around her finger
Poor sap never stood a chance.
Not to get all biblical but "go and sin no more." Just accept what you've done, be glad that it reveals how kind hearted your girl is, and stop the negative behavior. No need to wrack yourself with guilt. Go forward with confidence in what you've been doing in the relationship (maybe excepting the hacking). There is nothing to gain by telling her what you did. Turn your hacking behavior outward from your relationship.
You did the crime, now pay the toll. She deserves the truth. She can judge you as you are. Confess. Tell her
This "your guilt is your punishment, it is yours to bare, don't tell her!" is an excuse and you know it. Yeah, you fricked up. But if she is as honourable as you say she is then you should be as honourable as you can be for her. Tell her how you feel about it. Exactly what you said in this thread, and how guilty you feel. Let her read this thread even, and show her how fricking cringe you are writing all this. You can point to my post so she knows that this thread wasn't a post hoc excuse of an apology and that she was never supposed to see this. If someone did this to me, I would be very upset and disappointed with them, but if I knew they felt the same way you do about it I could forgive them provided they learn from it become a better person. Maybe she won't, women can be scornful. But she might not even care that much either. I''m just saying that I would and I would appreciate them coming forward about it
That is all
Absolute shit tier advice. If she ever finds out your relationship is effectively over.
You looked at her dms and you feel guilty for it.
Good.
Stop. Don't look at them going forwards.
But know if she ever finds out either through you telling her or on her own, it's over. It may not end right away, but the relationship will never be the same
>If she ever finds out your relationship is effectively over
Then if it ends that way then so it should be if that is what she decides. You don't get it
How would you feel if your partner betrayed you and they never told you? Fine. Because you would never know
How would you feel if your wife slept with other men and all your children were not actually yours, and your whole life is a lie? Fine. You'd never know. But you should know and you should be able to judge them
OP's crime is not as severe, it is forgivable especially since the levels of guilt and remorse he feels, and that he has changed for the better
Betrayal is too strong a word. Snooped on her, sure. In terms of how far this behavior could go, what he did isn't that bad. He read her discord DMs. Discord employees do that. Those DMs were only ever semi-private to begin with. It is the equivalent of reading her journal. Gauche? Yes, probably. Betrayal? No. A little long term perspective is necessary here and extreme views will distort OPs field of options.
exactly right at this moment i am replying to this thread and i have my other browser opened with her discord because she still is sleeping. Its my obsession, i stalk everyone, i use the trust and i abuse it because its too easy. Everytime i have to help someone with computers i install my small backdoors that i wrote in C which work super fast and are super minimal and i spy on them for couple hours and then i live some txt file that says something mystical and i leave it cause it gets boring.
i just love stalking people. Yes i used to stalk at her through the window even though i didnt have any feeligns towards her and she is the one who started our relationships.
its not about trust. I trusted her, i just had to do this. I cant help it. Everytime the same and the same. Everyone has something to hide. Everyone would hate that someone got into their private space. Its normal.
Yea OP you're a fricking psycho and this won't be the last time you do weird fricked up shit to your significant other. Do you steal her families underwear too?
Is it this easy to hack someone? I don’t even know what to watch out for.
STOP USING DISCORD. DISCORD SUCKS BECAUSE OF THAT TOKEN AUTHORIZATION. I DON'T EVEN KNOW HER PASSWORD; I JUST HAVE THAT ONE LONG STRING THAT LETS ME LOGIN.
And the most bizarre thing is that it doesn't even log anything. It doesn't send notifications when someone logs in or send emails or something.
If we talk about this situation specifically, she could just feed the context of the JavaScript file to ChatGPT, and it would tell her that it sends data to Telegram. Only after if she asked 'what data,' the ChatGPT would obfuscate my code and tell her my Telegram bot ID and that it sends the token. But only and only after you specifically ask what that exact line is doing. Even with that, I could just say that it just sends some logs to me or it's not relevant, so she would run it anyway. The thing is she would never expect that because I just said that I can develop plugins for her, and she asked if I can do that scream thing for her. So she already expects to get a program from me.
If someone asks you to run an .exe file, it's much harder because no antivirus detects the script because it doesn't do anything. Your token is stored in your local files, and it's in the C:UserAppDataRoamingleveldb path. So you can write a program that sends you all the files from that directory, and antivirus will not be triggered because it's literally sending files, and then you can dump the database and get all the tokens, but that's harder. Just know who you trust and check all the active devices on your Discord account right now. But, in general, don't trust plugins because it takes one line to just steal your token and it's over.
* %AppData/Roaming/discord/leveldb/
sorry
It's easy to hack someone close to you that has already established trust. OP just shotgunned that trust in the head, and should be trying to clean and hide the body.
She is your girl stop being a pussy about broken trust. A man is supposed to control his woman, that being said it would have been better to talk to her instead of being sneaky. Now be smart and use the info you got wisely
Everyone should know who they spend the rest of their life with. If you respect your girlfriend you would tell her what you have done
But people do this shit all the time to eachother and the guilt will fade in time as what you have done becomes a distant memory
If you are planning on not telling her, then be better for her. Be an honourable man for her. Let this be a lesson. You know you trust her know, so be someone she can trust from here on out
Yes, you ARE insecure. You are also obsessive and distrusting and you seem to put down no healthy boundaries for yourself.
It's good that you are self reflecting. If/when you come clean you will transform in her eyes.
My advice is to start being a better person now, what is done is done.
You might be able to Eric Cartman yourself out of the situation but honestly, any person with a lick of sense would kick you to the curb.
I am the good guy. I am trying to protect her. She is too nice and naive for this world. She doesnt have a backbone. She needs me more than i need her. I am helping her i am supporting her i am protecting her innocent life. I am using the information i have about her exs and her life wisely. Through kicking and screaming but at the end she will realize that this is how i express my love. Yes i do this because i saw too much shit and what people are capable of doing. Yes people lie to eachother and thats perfect thats why we evolved thats why we have this big brains because we lie to eacother.
WHY I AM STILL LYINGGG NO I AM NOT THE GOOD GUY
You already know. Just accept it, then you can change if you want to. If you dont want to change, I question this entire thread.
There is some unresolved trauma lingering in you, the gear of being replaced, of being worthless and you are looking to validate this by proving that she is betraying you. You deeply believe you don't deserve her love.
You need to heal my boy.
thank you. I am an orphan. I was found with my mothers dead body. Yes i really wished i saw something that i would consider 'whorish', but there is nothing. Literally nothing almost suspiciously nothing. I wish she was texting to other 10 people so i would not feel this shitty, but no she is exception for modern world and she needs protection.
What the absolute genuine frick is wrong with you. You're like a serial killer dude. Get fricking help
THATS WHY I AM SHARING THIS WITH YOU TELL ME SOMETHING THAT I DONT ALREADY KNOW THOUGH IT HELPS ME WHEN I GIVE THE DETAILS
Whatever psycho
You can eat kiwis with the pealing. It is possible and healthy, but it tastes disgustingly bitter.
Btw, how did you get her?
I assume you ask that because you want to find out where to get a loyal girl. The thing is she is a bit mentally unstable. Most likely she has BPD but she is also very neurodivergent and isolated. She got bullied a lot in high school and she is kinda depressed type but she is always smiling and she is super happy with me and she tells me that she needs me all the time and stuff. So the point is most likely in moder world you have to get a girl who is quite on the 'spectrum' though i dont think she is.
well its not that i stalked only her, after i read her dms i found out the social medias of everyone who hurted her and everyone who betrayed her. Its funny, she literally sended me an old funny video of her when she is trying to do a worm thing on the floor but i already saw that because she sent that to her friends and her ex boyfriend is the one who is filming. They had short relationships and they didnt frick so i am happy for that. I read all her comments about her ex and i went through her private server when she keeps important files. She is naive girl so she saves ther her logins and passwords. For example i have her steam accounts login and password, her gmail accounts login and password and instagram and a photos of her ex girlfriend and ex boyfriend and stuff. She keeps my nudes there too, cant believe what would happen if someone else would hack her. Isnt it good that i am the one who is in her acc. Isnt it good that i am the one who protects this naive beautiful creature. I am in such a deep moral debate with myself. I want to read notes from underground again because being 'god' sometimes is too stressful.
Get help
Mentally discord troony detected. Daily reminder that YOU WILL NEVER BE A REAL WOMAN GO TO BERLIN (WHERE YOU FRICKING BELONG)
remember, once she gives birth to your baby, you have to arrange for her to have a tragic accident
Just stop being a homosexual, OP.
Is that easy.
>edomite jidflaggot rambling in all fields
>an insatiable urge to delve deeper into her world.
>She is very unique and so angelic.
You sound like a literal woman or homosexual.
> how can i tell her that i did that
You can’t because she will never forgive you (even if she says so, deep down her trust in you and her image of you is forever ruined). So you either will have to deal with being an butthole, or you will lose her.
Time to take your meds
Ignore this at your peril. You fricked up, but you don't have the right to unload how sorry you are and confess to her to alleviate your guilt and hope she'll forgive you, because you're going to hurt her and ruin your relationship. Now that you have solid proof she's not cheating, you can REMOVE the spyware ASAP and forget you ever did that. Unfrick yourself and trust and love the one who trusts you and loves you.
homosexual
Don't tell her anything. Just stop stalking and get over it, if you want continue a nrmal relationship. Do something good for her instead, but not like out of guilt, something genuine to show you care.
What our Hohol friend here is trying to tell
is to drone her and post the gore video on /uhg/
I did,i bought a lot for her for last 10 days and i made her feel happy because i was feeling proud that she is this kind and that she really loves me. I still cant get out from the stalking part i need time until i will get bored.
>memeflag
>total piece of shit
many such cases
kys
>siphon her tokens
Are you stealing from her? I don't know discord that well.
If you can't help yourself why don't you apply for the FBI or a police department so you can use your talents on people that deserve it.
well i dont think a 50 lined script that sends me the token is something big enough. Its more about the trust.
I was wanting to know if the token have any monetary value or is it something like a seed phrase. Also you could just come clean, and go see therapist, and the FBI would love to have you if that really is where you get your kicks.
yes there is 3 parts in the token. Discord token is base64 encrypted string and the first part is your discord id. If you encrypt your discord id in base64 encryption, the string you get is the first part of your token. The other parts change after you log out from the account. I am trying to understand how the full algorithm works and if i can write reverse function i can get tokens only from the id but thats just a fantasy.
>uses meme flag
>doesn’t actually have a girl friend
>absolutely undeniably undebatably cannot hack for shit (re: he’s using a memeflag)
>can see from verbiage that OP has an average 90 IQ (so hes a third world sub hominid)
Many such cases