i feel so fricking stupid and so empty. She casually mentioned using BetterDiscord, and I couldn't resist to use the plugin that i wrote earlier to hack another person.
She is writing stories and drawing the characters so i made a plugin that pops up one of her characters randomly with scary sound-a bit of a screamer. But I clandestinely embedded a line to siphon her tokens to my telegram bot and i am in her account almost 10 days. I spend last 10 days in my room sitting in front of montior and reading all her direct messages. I can't seem to shake this compulsion. It's not rooted in insecurity; rather, an insatiable urge to delve deeper into her world. I cant help this addiction i have.
Its not the first time I hack everyone and i abuse the trust that they have towards me.
And no, before you ask, she wasn't doing anything untoward, which only exacerbates my distress. I read every single message of hers with her friends and stuff. She always admires me and tells them how HOT i am and stuff. Sometimes she talks with them about her ex girlfriend and ex boyfriend and how much they hurted her. The only thing she overshares my photos especially my body ones and tells her friends how hot and sexy i am.
She is very unique and so angelic. I feel so guilty that i broke the trust but how can i tell her that i did that. She loves me, and my affection for her only deepened upon reading her intimate exchanges. I am trying to protect her. I am doing something good. BUT DO I ????
The contrast between her purity and my deceit is crushing. Im sorry I never intended for it to unfold this way.
WHY THE FRICK I AM LYING ?? I CRAVED THE PROSPECT OF DOMINANCE. I SPEND FRICKING DAYS WAITING FOR PERFECT MOMENT TO DO THAT LIKE HUNTER WHO WANTS TO GET HIS PREY. I AM WRACKED WITH GUILT OF BETRAYING YOUR TRUST. YOU ARE THE EPITOME OF KINDNESS. YOU ARE A BECAON OF INTEGRITY AND I CHERIS YOU ALL THE MORE FOR IT. FORGIVE ME ONCE MORE
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tfw no bf to hack me
I'd hack your ass but you are too anxious to be happu
i could stop being anxious one day
Bad english aside you seem to have a problem with obsession and relationships where one party is this way typically never end well. I personally would not confess to doing it but she might find it arousing if she's mentally ill.
thank you most likely she has bpd and i have npd
>npd and bpd
This combination never ends well but yeah, she'll find it hot. If she doesn't and she leaves, she'll come back within a week having changed her mind.
its not about that. i really feel empathy for her. She doensnt deserve what happened to her. She doesnt even deserve what i did to her. Its awful and fricking disgusting. I fricked up everything and while i am fricking replying i have the other browser opened with her discord because she is taking nap now.
thank you i thought about that but i doubt that she will find out if i dont give too much signs. But yeah i understand you i have to think about that.
absolutely do not fricking tell her assuming your gay larp is real, just stop doing it and be less of an insane homosexual moron pussy from here on
you should tell her, if you do she might be upset but she'll appreciate your honesty and love for her. if she finds out on her own she'll hate you for hiding this from her.
t. bpd
wheres she from? does she shave? does she do anal? does she swallow cum and piss? how often do u frick? is she kinky? how fast does she cum? greentext your first time fricking
she does swallow the cum and yeah she is kinky she shaves only when i ask her but i prefere body hair on women
how kinky? where is she from? How often do u frick? Does she cum quick?
Damn I wish I could see what other people say about me. I had a golden occasion to spy on a female friend on discord once after i sent her some tavernai files but I was too lazy to code something to make it send data back to me and I was worried she'd find out if I made a keylogger. I kinda regret it now, the curiosity is killing me. Same with a male friend but he wouldn't have downloaded or installed anything coming from discord and I had no excuse to convince him. Social engineering is hard for a sperg like me.
i hacked other people before because of the BetterDiscord. The easiest way is to get closer to them and casually ask them OHH DID YOU HEARD ABOUT THAT I AM GONNA MAKE PLUGINS AND STYLES FOR US. Females fell that trap 10/10. But does it worth it really ? I should read the notes from underground again. I have problems with being 'god'.
Based. Thanks for the tip. Personally I'd say it's worth it if the other person is of interest to you. But I'm kind of a voyeur so I guess it depends.
> if the other person is of the interest of you
of course she is. this the first person that i really love. i can go through anything with her. But does she worth someone like me who violates her privacy like nothing and tryes to sneak into her private space. Its too much. I never felt this disgusted from myself and i feel like that because she is clean. She is the cleanest person. She stoped to text with other people right after we met. She loves me so much but i just fricked up. I still have her fricking account opened cause she is stil sleeping but the idea of closing it seems so boring to me. I just like that i am there. I just want to protect her. I want to be closer. She deserves the best. She is so nice and so kind and so sweet.
yeah maybe but at some piont you realize that its too much. Its as if you know what people will text you even before they texted you that. Its too much. There is no fun and it doesnt worth it. I am fricking awful and so fricking disgusting. How could i use the trust that she have. I wish she was a fricking prostitute texting to other people so i would not feel so digusted that i touched such a beautiful and innoccent creature. She is suspiciously clean. She really loves me and i cant believe that someone can really love me.
You sound cool as heck. Hacking sounds so fun wish I could get into it
even if this is larp, it's an interesting prospect all the same
having to choose between the guilt of violating someone's privacy or satiating your own need for control, i'm not sure which is worse
do you think it was worth it to find that out?
is your guilt a fair price to pay for your intrusion?
no its not larp you can ask more details if you want because i really want to share this with someone cause the past 10 days were too stressful. I didnt do anything else than just browsing through her messages.
>do you think it was worth it to find that out?
Its so difficult to answer. I loved her even more for sure. Much more. I started to tell her that she is so nice that this world doesnt deserve someone like her and stuff. I would say that it made me sure that i found the right person and this is the creature that i want to spend the rest of my life. Yes she really loves me but why i couldnt see that before this. I just made me feelings to her so much more and i want to hug her for eternity and protect her. Its not about me anymore, its about her. She is truly to nice for this world and she got betrayed and lied so much. She is truly unique person and she is marginalized from society a bit.
I had to. I dreamed about that. I literally saw dreams about reading her messages because it took me few days to make the script perfect and to find the perfect moment for that. I was desperate to get closer to her and now i promise to myself that no matter what i will protect her for the rest of her beautiful life. She really doesnt deserve all of us people. She is so above from animalistic urges.
>is your guilt a fair price to pay for your intrusion?
i feel i deserve more. I want her to hug me and tell me that its okay but how. I cant imagine if someone did that and for sure she iwll think that i was insecure or something but i really didnt, i just wanted to be so close to you, so one with you, know every single thing in your beautiful and pure mind.
Yes i think i deserve this pain. I think i deserve to be disgusted and the thing is i feel like this only for last 3 days because i was just trying to find something that i could considere whorish behaviour but there is nothing. Maybe its just the bare minimum that she didnt do anything behind my back.
lots of things that could be gleaned from this post alone, you seem like you really do have a lot in your mind, anon
tell me, do you think you'd be okay letting her snoop through your stuff? in other words, do you have anything to hide?
none of this will have any meaning if it's not a two way street, mind you
>i promise to myself that no matter what i will protect her for the rest of her beautiful life.
measure your words carefully, anon
you might feel this way right now, and it's easy to project that into the future, but take your time, don't live too fast
if you still feel this way about her a year from now, you can make that promise safely, but just keep in mind it also entails the possibility of her leaving you
would you keep your promise if she did? in other words, are you willing to fully let go of yourself for her sake?
>i feel i deserve more.
keep it this way then
guilt, in my experience, slowly eats away at you, until it shatters your spirit
just make sure you stop before you break, or you'll end up with a bad future ahead of you
>Maybe its just the bare minimum that she didnt do anything behind my back.
you're right, but we do live in times when common sense is out of stock, for starters
basic, bare minimum things like that have become luxuries that not everyone gets
i don't need to tell you twice, but cherish that
and tell her some random tripgay in a doomer board appreciates her for being kind, if you don't mind
how do stop anyone form doing this to me, what should I be careful of?
STOP USING DISCORD. DISCORD SUCKS BECAUSE OF THAT TOKEN AUTHORIZATION. I DON'T EVEN KNOW HER PASSWORD; I JUST HAVE THAT ONE LONG STRING THAT LETS ME LOGIN.
And the most bizarre thing is that it doesn't even log anything. It doesn't send notifications when someone logs in or send emails or something.
If we talk about this situation specifically, she could just feed the context of the JavaScript file to ChatGPT, and it would tell her that it sends data to Telegram. Only after if she asked 'what data,' the ChatGPT would obfuscate my code and tell her my Telegram bot ID and that it sends the token. But only and only after you specifically ask what that exact line is doing. Even with that, I could just say that it just sends some logs to me or it's not relevant, so she would run it anyway. The thing is she would never expect that because I just said that I can develop plugins for her, and she asked if I can do that scream thing for her. So she already expects to get a program from me.
If someone asks you to run an .exe file, it's much harder because no antivirus detects the script because it doesn't do anything. Your token is stored in your local files, and it's in the C:UserAppDataRoamingleveldb path. So you can write a program that sends you all the files from that directory, and antivirus will not be triggered because it's literally sending files, and then you can dump the database and get all the tokens, but that's harder. Just know who you trust and check all the active devices on your Discord account right now. But, in general, don't trust plugins because it takes one line to just steal your token and it's over.
*%AppData%Roamingdiscordleveldb
holy frick. and even then its super easy to say that the extension needs token auth. god I hate my life im a huge schizo and I want to rip my eyes off when I read things like this but I need to know or Ill rip my eyes off - ok, I'll NEVER ask my programming friend for anything or click any weird links if I can avoid it FRICK - im so sure I was hacked in the past I want to wash my skin off
its okay be more critical about your 'programming' friends for future.
>used goods
>her purity
HAH
There was this bawd prostitute with whom I was video chatting a couple of months ago.
hat was only when we just started to talk, and we didn't date, but I already knew that we would love each other. However, I kept doing that, and even when I was screen sharing once, she asked who was in my DMs, and I just lied something.
But I blocked her and removed her after I really loved this girl. I mean, I blocked her after three days that we met, and I hacked too before and knew that she is a prostitute and she's sexting with other people. But she was prioritizing me as her favorite digital dildo. I didn't think that I would love this girl so much. But if you conclude that I sneaked into her life because I am a cheater myself, it's wrong.
I do this to everyone. I have big trust issues. I have to literally know what you are doing, but I would never ask you directly because what's the point if it will make me more paranoid? I do this even to older people I know. I volunterly help people and i install small backdoors that i wrote myself to just know what they are doing. Stalking people i know is my biggest addiction. I am literally fricking obsessed with that I social engineer every single one, and I spend a couple of hours in their personal life, then I leave because I don't consider those people close enough to me. Yes, I can freely let her do that because at this point, I don't have anything to hide. She is literally the only person I hang out with, and a couple of other chess teammates. Of course, I would feel awful if she would read this thread, but I will show her after I confess to her. SO HI BABY FROM PAST.
>Measure your words carefully, anon.
Yes, that's what I meant. Even if we break up, I think that's my duty to protect her because she is too naive and too nice for this world. I will be with her forever and be super happy for her life even if we break up. I would love to be friends with someone who is this exceptional for the modern world."
i hacked my entire friend group because i was bored and reading their secrets turns me on because i dont like them
i lied about everything and i even manipulated one to be paranoid about chinese people
ama?
sounds like bpd issues
i am orphan so yeah that might add to all of this
wait so, If I use matrix, those group chats also use extensions, can they plug in some spyware there ?