I want to kill myself but I pussy out every time. Please, give me reasons to go through with it. I just need a push. I'm a 26 year old woman, if that makes it easier. Average face, ugly body. I need to know how much I deserve it.
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>I want to kill myself but I pussy out every time.
maybe you're just not meant for it, you know?
if the situation is still salvageable, you'll hesitate
rather than seeking encouragement to end it, look for ways to improve your situation, or cope with it
if you "already tried everything" then look for more radical solutions, make it better or die trying
If you are too much of a pussy to have a nice day might as well make it your mission to make others as miserable as you. For bonus points go to your local PJs and call someone a Black person.
Anon don't do it you are suffering from a mental illness, you need medical care
I struggle with that too. I assume you've made attempts before but chickened out? Or they just didn't work?
I've tried several times. Overdose on benzos, tried to drink myself to death, tried combining the two. Tried hanging myself but I can't even tie a fricking noose right, apparently.
Anon, I'm so ugly that 2/10 men reject me. Not a Stacy "2," I'd date a fricking burn victim. I've never fricked a man in my life. If you're projecting, I'm sorry someone put you through that. And god, I wish I could afford a boob job. I go to the gym, I'm 106 pounds. Lost 80 pounds real quick and it fricked up my breasts, covered me with stretch marks. Face is super mannish and odd-looking. In a strange, difficult-to-explain way, you feel like a kind person, if a cynic. Would've been just as easy to tell me to do a flip off a parking garage. I wish you the best.
I mean you don't have to die right now unless you're in danger of something truly worse happening to you.
Benzos aren't going to kill you and if you had done a little research you would know that, even with alcohol.
Get a plant, maybe a cat, something that needs you but can mostly take care of itself. Nurture it. If you can't live for yourself then do it for them.
>Anon, I'm so ugly that 2/10 men reject me.
you're the one that described your own face as average attractiveness. You just need to be thin and tone up your ass to have an average to attractive body.
>Lost 80 pounds real quick and it fricked up my breasts, covered me with stretch marks.
losing weight doesn't give you stretch marks. gaining weight does. If your breasts are sagging use the fricking BENCH PRESS and take your shitty tea tree oil and lavendar or whatever. I'm not going to explain to you how musculatures interact with the anatomy, or how artificial estrogen hormones and progesterone work, do what i'm telling you and read the conclusions yourself.
>I'm 106 pounds. Lost 80 pounds real quick
Did you starve yourself? eat more protein and salad. Frick the carbs, keto only. Protein is important because it makes your body heal.
>I wish I could afford a boob job.
they're 4 grand, i'd tell you to get a loan but you interest rates are too high rn, save and do it out of pocket.
>Face is super mannish and odd-looking.
>Average face,
?
>In a strange, difficult-to-explain way, you feel like a kind person, if a cynic. Would've been just as easy to tell me to do a flip off a parking garage.
Yeah, everyone tells me i'm a peach. Do your best.
>losing weight doesn't give you stretch marks
not her but this is not true. When somebody loses a significant amount of weight first the skin becomes loose, and after a while it gives you brutal marks. She is still moronic, because having stretch marks is still better than being a landwhale
There is literally zero chance you couldn't find a date on Tinder, I don't care how ugly you think you are. Your virginity is entirely your own choice.
>>Face is super mannish and odd-looking
face
I mean... I guess androgynous would be a better descriptor than "mannish." Regardless, I lack the femininity that the majority of men find most attractive, and my makeup skills are still poor even after years of practice. I'd even argue it just makes me look worse.
Stopped being fat, and wore clothes that actually fit. Started religiously using tretinoin, moisturizer.
I'm not posting a picture on /NSFFW/, of all places. Isn't that explicitly against the board rules, anyway? Or has this become /soc/ 2.0 in the time since I was last active here?
I mean... Are you actually serious? Do you live in the US?
I tried. Live in a major city. Had the app for a month and got zero matches.
I'm lonely, too. I know a good portion of you are lonely people. I'm not sure if I want to die, or be understood. I'm not sure if love is even real. I won't tell you my life story any further than I have already. Thank you for the sympathy, even if it was wrapped in a layer of thorns. I expected nothing less, but I appreciate you all being real with me.
>I mean... Are you actually serious? Do you live in the US?
I am but I don't.
> I tried. Live in a major city. Had the app for a month and got zero matches.
Considering most guys just spam swipe left this is literally impossible.
It is. It's probably a bait thread
I spam swiped right. Or frick, whatever direction you swipe when you're interested, whatever. Maybe got shadowbanned or something moronic for that, Maybe picked bad pictures. Maybe had a bio that sounded too autistic. I don't know. Not really looking for one night stands anyway, does anyone ever actually find a relationship on tinder?
Oh yeah, and this isn't bait, but this is probably the dumbest fricking thread I've ever made. So be it, I guess.
If you can imagine a much less attractive Milla Jovovich without any makeup, I guess that's vaguely reminiscent. I can't really think of any women off the top of my head who look like me, and honestly even comparing myself to a celebrity feels laughable. But, I'm very angular and not very "cute," and kind of masculine/yang in a similar way. If that makes sense, I guess.
fun fact:
Tinder is a scam, and if you dont look like a 10 out of 10 and dont buy premium you wont get matches.
t.someone who has been using tinder for 2 years, and as soon as I treid premium I started to get matches
To the other stuff, stop being a b***h and try. Going to a gym and buying clothes wont do miracles if you neglected yourself for ages. Start having a makeup or go to a specialist, go to a hairdresser regulary, work on your nails, and socialize with people instead of attention b***hing on fricking NSFFW
b***h you made me so fricking mad
that seems perfectly serviceable and I'm sure a lot of guys would find you attractive
>I'm angular and not very cute
you should be old enough to remember that this was hot in the early 2000s.
ignore all the weebshit today, it still is.
what's wrong with your body again, do you have previously-obese syndrome?
Post a face pic OP, you can't lose, either you get compliments, or you get some of the encouragement you're asking for.
>I spam swiped right.
Kek, you spam rejected everyone. Are you sure you're not a stacy? That's definitely how they use tinder.
>I lack the femininity that the majority of men find most attractive
im genuinely curious what you mean by this because the bone structure i like in girls is what some people say is too masculine. post a pic that is related
he means he's a delusional freak who uses the wrong words on purpose
>Had the app for a month and got zero matches.
Just swipe on every profile you see. There are deformed women that get hundreds of matches from real people online
>Did you starve yourself? eat more protein and salad. Frick the carbs, keto only. Protein is important because it makes your body heal.
This is moronic advice, you have said some good shit but this is just fricking stupid, carbs should make up 45-50% of your diet, protein should only represent around 20%.
NSFFW diet is decent, or better yet go for https://www.eatforhealth.gov.au/
>I'm so ugly
What did you do to change that?
>Anon, I'm so ugly that 2/10 men reject me. Not a Stacy "2," I'd date a fricking burn victim. I've never fricked a man in my life.
I would do it.
You will never be a real femcel. I bet if I dropped my discord you would either ignore it or eventually stop replying to my messages.
if you keep pussying out last second it means you arent at the point where youve fully wanted to go thru with it yet. please try to find help if you feel so on the fence. otherwise, you need to research, look into more fatal attempt methods and do a lot of real life death preparation if youre serious
>Average face, ugly body.
? what does that even mean? take some tea tree oil, get a tit job, and go on a jog/diet. It's not that hard. go to the gym and do a bunch of heavy weighted squats and bench press and you'll be attractive enough to get pumped and dumped by all the chads your frustratingly stupid little brain could ever want. Go finda beta boy to write you poems and send you flowers and pay for your dinners only to find out you're actually a stupid psycho b***h that can't be happy and crawl back to that druggy loser you met at a bar one time whose dick you sucked in the bathroom because he had tattoos
>I want to kill myself but I pussy out every time.
Take an incel's virginity before you die.
Post pic to allow us to better assess the situation
honestly even god or whoever made us hates your gender to the point where yall are tormented by a bodily function at least once a month, and that's if your physiology is working PROPERLY, read that again, that is your PROPER default state of being for all of 60+ years out of the maybe 80 years you have on this already hellscape of a world.
imagine being shat upon this planet as a punishment, and then on top of that you were born a woman lmao an ugly one at that i cannot even
>he doesn't know about menopause
nona send me your face, i am not a moid or even a man at that. i am able to pull men, i WILL help give you a makeover if its what you wish. i maintain my hair, body and nails, know lots about fashion and makeup and even tho my face looks better suited for a masc lesbian sometimes, i make it work. post disc on /soc/ and link me 🙂
>post disc on soc and link mee :))
>op has tons of random guys AND soc defense adding her
honestly would think you're not even female, nice one dude
i am female, anon. believe what youd like, but some girls just genuinely like helping other girls. i have plenty of gal friends and we all give each other advice like what i am offering to op tbdesu
how long have you wanted to have a nice day for? is there other reasons than your appearance and loneliness?
>I need to know how much I deserve it
Well it sounds like you think death is a harm, a "bad", a negative thing. Then obviously, why die? I've been suicidal before and my thinking was different - I saw death as a curative to a negative existence. An end to suffering. Not a harm I "deserved" (for being a bad boy!) or whatever. I don't understand your logic.
You don't deserve anything. There's no such thing as "deserves" in this world anyway, beyond subjective judgments. No karmic force or God's moral judgment. You deserve nothing - good nor bad. What do you want though? From the thread it sounds like you want a boyfriend. Okay Firstly that's a mega cringe reason go kys. Please don't have a nice day from tfw. Very cringe. But secondly you could get a bf pretty easy. Just post yourself on soc saying you want a bf.
intense fedora tipping
but i agree with you, op could easily find a bf, all she has to do is post her discord
Hello, femanona. I used to have suicidal thoughts too. Give breathing meditation a try, it remove my suicidal thoughts.
You have nothing to lose, try it
Come live with me and I'll make you miserable enough to end yourself.
yes you should have a nice day
dumb attention prostitute you posted here not for people to give you reasons
but as a cry for help and comfort. have a nice day worthless scum