you don't want this. seriously. even if you managed to speak to a woman like this and you wanted a relationship with her it wouldn't end well. women like this do not know how to function in a relationship. they can't communicate like a normal person. the obsession will not be satisfying, she will drive you insane and then get tired of you fail to live up to her fantasy. they are chasing thrills that are by their nature limited. she will ruin your life on an impulse as easily as she's willing to ruin her own for no reward. be grateful you aren't the object of their terror.
t. obsessive on-off stalker
they're there, that's all. it can be small things. attachments to little things, and then when the obsession takes hold it's like a halo surrounds them and you see everything about them as perfect. you just want to know more about them and get closer to them. you never feel satisfied.
Yeah okay can't just drop that by itself. Storytime anon, preferably through greentext.
i don't want to go into specifics.
You're just a piece of shit. You can be obsessive without ruining anyone's life. Be more self aware and figure out the issues that make (You) self destructive.
yes, i know. obsessive stalkers are detructive by nature however.
it's painful for me to discuss him. i don't want to go into details. but it started small. you don't even realize that it's happening. it begins with one tiny thing and your attention follows them a bit more. it started with hello. no, there wasn't anything special, though it felt that way. i can't say now. oh yes, i remember, it was the way he said it. he seemed so sincere, so simple. but you only see what you want to see. it's easy to get enamored by illusions of people that are in your head. i think it was because he was nice to me. i don't like impolite people. but he was polite. that's how it started. then i began to notice other small things.
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
what'd you do to him, femanon?
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
i appreciated the small things so i turned him into that- small things. that way the ugly truth behind the facade stops existing altogether, only the perfect little parts to obsess over remains
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
that isn't funny, i would never do that to him.
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
wtf femanon when you said shell of a person i didnt think you'd mean THAT you psycho im calling the cops
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
i didn't mean that, a funny anon was pretending to be me.
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
you find chopping people up funny huh
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
i didn't directly do anything to him. there was an unfortunate sequence of events. he was headed for trouble even without me in the picture, but my presence didn't make things any better. well, i don't know how to say this, but he's not the same person anymore. it's like his soul has been sucked out of him. he's just a living, breathing mindless creature now. he's not the person i loved anymore.
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
>it's like his soul has been sucked out of him.
did he sell it, femanon?
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
that's poppywiener. no, he threw it away. i wish i could go back. i wish i could do things differently. everything was wrong from the very beginning. it all could have been different.
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
>everything was wrong from the very beginning. it all could have been different.
what's stopping you now? can you still talk to him?
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
Yeah, for 62 cents.
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
is he an criminal or sumthin lol the memes really do write themselves dont they
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
no, he was never involved in criminal activity. he had functional autism but became worse. i think he might have become psychotic at one point. about a year after i began following him he did upload videos of himself screeching that he was going to kill everyone. he would delete these accounts and start new ones periodically, just of him saying nonsensical things. i thought he may have been developing schizophrenia, but he went back to being rational between these episodes.
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
how did you react after his video outbursts, were you always aware of that side of him?
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
no, he seemed sweet in the beginning. he used to talk about how he just wanted a woman to lie down and stargaze with and hold hands with. i liked reading those posts and imagining myself in them. i started to get worried when he was uploading the videos. he didn't sound right. his voice had changed and he was much more negative and focused on violence. he seemed to have given up on any dreams he'd had before like they were impossible for him. it was distressing to see it unfold. i kept observing at that point. i was afraid to disturb him, like a nature videographer watching a gazelle get hunted and eaten by lions with a principle of non-interference, i was afraid to make anything worse, to ruin my chance, and to be shut out forever. i waited and hoped he would get better without my involvement at that point.
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
oh wow it sounds like it was a cry for help but i do understand why you chose to be a passive bystander if he was talking of bloody murder. despite our best intentions most of the time we are not equipped to deal with schizo meltdowns
>obsessive stalkers are detructive by nature however.
Doesn't mean shit. I have a perfectly normal life and I've never ruined anyone else's life. It took my childhood and one failed romantic relationship to learn to not self destruct.
Ahh cmon go into specifics you pussy. If you have the drive to stalk him then you can at least vaguely talk about him and how you two met anonymously over the internet.
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
i'm not stalking him anymore. he is a shell of the person he once was. there'd be no point now. i did get the urge to try to check up his family on facebook a week ago but i was blocked from creating a new account on all my devices because they found me suspicious. they've gotten very good. i shouldn't have deleted my old fakebooks impulsively. i'll have to wait till i get a new device to make a new one.
You're just a piece of shit. You can be obsessive without ruining anyone's life. Be more self aware and figure out the issues that make (You) self destructive.
This. Relationships aren't built on fantasy, it actually needs a real foundation. it's not an ideal you want to realize, all that creates is a one-sided oneitis. It's something that builds unintentionally, beginning with mutual respect and going up from there adoration but also a level of independence.
Why couldn't it be me instead, bros?
you don't want this. seriously. even if you managed to speak to a woman like this and you wanted a relationship with her it wouldn't end well. women like this do not know how to function in a relationship. they can't communicate like a normal person. the obsession will not be satisfying, she will drive you insane and then get tired of you fail to live up to her fantasy. they are chasing thrills that are by their nature limited. she will ruin your life on an impulse as easily as she's willing to ruin her own for no reward. be grateful you aren't the object of their terror.
t. obsessive on-off stalker
What is so great about the person you stalk?
they're there, that's all. it can be small things. attachments to little things, and then when the obsession takes hold it's like a halo surrounds them and you see everything about them as perfect. you just want to know more about them and get closer to them. you never feel satisfied.
i don't want to go into specifics.
yes, i know. obsessive stalkers are detructive by nature however.
What small things so you like about them?
it's painful for me to discuss him. i don't want to go into details. but it started small. you don't even realize that it's happening. it begins with one tiny thing and your attention follows them a bit more. it started with hello. no, there wasn't anything special, though it felt that way. i can't say now. oh yes, i remember, it was the way he said it. he seemed so sincere, so simple. but you only see what you want to see. it's easy to get enamored by illusions of people that are in your head. i think it was because he was nice to me. i don't like impolite people. but he was polite. that's how it started. then i began to notice other small things.
what'd you do to him, femanon?
i appreciated the small things so i turned him into that- small things. that way the ugly truth behind the facade stops existing altogether, only the perfect little parts to obsess over remains
that isn't funny, i would never do that to him.
wtf femanon when you said shell of a person i didnt think you'd mean THAT you psycho im calling the cops
i didn't mean that, a funny anon was pretending to be me.
you find chopping people up funny huh
i didn't directly do anything to him. there was an unfortunate sequence of events. he was headed for trouble even without me in the picture, but my presence didn't make things any better. well, i don't know how to say this, but he's not the same person anymore. it's like his soul has been sucked out of him. he's just a living, breathing mindless creature now. he's not the person i loved anymore.
>it's like his soul has been sucked out of him.
did he sell it, femanon?
that's poppywiener. no, he threw it away. i wish i could go back. i wish i could do things differently. everything was wrong from the very beginning. it all could have been different.
>everything was wrong from the very beginning. it all could have been different.
what's stopping you now? can you still talk to him?
Yeah, for 62 cents.
is he an criminal or sumthin lol the memes really do write themselves dont they
no, he was never involved in criminal activity. he had functional autism but became worse. i think he might have become psychotic at one point. about a year after i began following him he did upload videos of himself screeching that he was going to kill everyone. he would delete these accounts and start new ones periodically, just of him saying nonsensical things. i thought he may have been developing schizophrenia, but he went back to being rational between these episodes.
how did you react after his video outbursts, were you always aware of that side of him?
no, he seemed sweet in the beginning. he used to talk about how he just wanted a woman to lie down and stargaze with and hold hands with. i liked reading those posts and imagining myself in them. i started to get worried when he was uploading the videos. he didn't sound right. his voice had changed and he was much more negative and focused on violence. he seemed to have given up on any dreams he'd had before like they were impossible for him. it was distressing to see it unfold. i kept observing at that point. i was afraid to disturb him, like a nature videographer watching a gazelle get hunted and eaten by lions with a principle of non-interference, i was afraid to make anything worse, to ruin my chance, and to be shut out forever. i waited and hoped he would get better without my involvement at that point.
oh wow it sounds like it was a cry for help but i do understand why you chose to be a passive bystander if he was talking of bloody murder. despite our best intentions most of the time we are not equipped to deal with schizo meltdowns
>obsessive stalkers are detructive by nature however.
Doesn't mean shit. I have a perfectly normal life and I've never ruined anyone else's life. It took my childhood and one failed romantic relationship to learn to not self destruct.
Ahh cmon go into specifics you pussy. If you have the drive to stalk him then you can at least vaguely talk about him and how you two met anonymously over the internet.
i'm not stalking him anymore. he is a shell of the person he once was. there'd be no point now. i did get the urge to try to check up his family on facebook a week ago but i was blocked from creating a new account on all my devices because they found me suspicious. they've gotten very good. i shouldn't have deleted my old fakebooks impulsively. i'll have to wait till i get a new device to make a new one.
Yeah okay can't just drop that by itself. Storytime anon, preferably through greentext.
You're just a piece of shit. You can be obsessive without ruining anyone's life. Be more self aware and figure out the issues that make (You) self destructive.
This. Relationships aren't built on fantasy, it actually needs a real foundation. it's not an ideal you want to realize, all that creates is a one-sided oneitis. It's something that builds unintentionally, beginning with mutual respect and going up from there adoration but also a level of independence.
homie, that's the police
I am a stalker girl, but the guy I used to stalk doesn't appreciate it ):
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