reppers, how do you cope?
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reppers, how do you cope?
t. alcoholic repper
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Internet addiction, food, porn
The usual suspects
But I already know iwnbaw so That also helps.
previously staying busy with college and working at the same time, but mainly i used to smoke myself unconcious every moment i was left alone with my thoughts.
Cutting and starving myself. Also videogames
>repper
>coping
Treatment-resistant depression. Thats my cope.
>starving
>videogames
These, but im not having a lot of fun with vidya anymore.
I'm on hrt and do all 3
Glad I'm not repressing tho
I don't. I'm not pathetic.
Cringe
Excuse me, homosexual? You better take that back, Black person.
I want to make a drunk repressor feel like a girl.
i bet it won't seem so fun when you're dealing with a drunk, hairy, bloated man
Every repper has value and beauty. Don't be such a meanie :c
this is actually untrue, i know this because i am a repper with no value or beauty
sorry to disappoint :/
That's not true anon. It's ok to want to be feminine on the inside, I think that is a beautiful thing worth cherishing.
i'm a drunk and going to drop out of university
plus i'm hairy cause i don't shave cause i'm too sad
plus i'm bpd and a drunk 🙂
NTA but the inside doesnt matter.
if it did people wouldn't be desperate to pass and be happy being a hon.
You are desperate for validation. Also dont drop out.
idk, i'm desperate for something
also, i don't feel like i can keep going on uni, i'm failing classes because i don't care, i just lay in bed all day and drink and cry
>i'm failing classes because i don't care, i just lay in bed all day and drink and cry
You have depression. Seek professional help that wont pinkpill you day one but give you anti-depressants.
you entered a university of your choice. you had a reason to. When the depression does away you will see that reason return.
i did seek help, they told me i probably have depression, anxiety, ptsd, bpd, bipolar and mild psychosis (stress and drug induced)
the only reason i entered uni is because my parents wanted me to
vodka cause it's the easiest and cheapest :))
yeah, i have a bad habit of doing this
i'm a loose lipped drunk
>the only reason i entered uni is because my parents wanted me to
Alright fair enough.
I still wouldnt drop out right away.
Find some other avenue to grow. A job with prospects or one you like, some other form of education like apprenticeship or tecnical schools that teach you how to be a car mechanic or stuff of that nature.
You can do it anon.
i don't want any of that stuff, i just don't care
the only thing i really want is to never have to think again, i don't have any goals or ambitions, i'm just sad
why work? i've got nothing to work for
good for you, anonette 🙂
>why work? i've got nothing to work for
You are alive. Even if you have no ambitions you will need SOMETHING to live off of.
Isn't it better for that something to be something you enjoy?
Also education is never bad. It is medicine for a broken mind. it wont heal you completely but it helps.
And no you aren't gonna have a nice day or some other dumb shit. So why try to make yourself more miserable than you already are?
Umm, yes it it does. Girly feelings are adorable and I want to coddle the girl inside repressors. If those feelings are who you are then they should be affirmed (by me)
Ok! I'm coming over right now! 😀
>If those feelings are who you are then they should be affirmed (by me)
Stop giving me hope that a person like you exist.
You are not real.
this is a sick joke for your enjoyment isnt it? You are evil aren't you?
Not at all anon. I legitimately enjoy affirming someone's girl feelings. It makes me really happy.
Let's mix both and get wasted and scroll through pics of cute anime girls while you tell me which ones you think are cute!
>I legitimately enjoy affirming someone's girl feelings. It makes me really happy.
nta but if someone tried to do this to me irl I would panic so hard and probably leave the scene running and maybe block them on everything and then unblock them later and check if they noticed only to panic and immediately block them again
That happened to me before. It's sad, repressors really have it hard. I feel for them.
It's ok anon. You just need to rest and relax a little bit. Everything will be okay. I am here if you want to vent.
>I am here if you want to vent.
I just wanted to be a cute girl and I guess it's never gonna happen now.
People keep saying its ok and stuff but really I wasted every chance I had. I have this feeling of deja vu right now. probably cause I have being saying this stuff fr a while now. Anyway
Thanks for...giving a shit? Yeah
Thanks for caring about my sob story.
Do you really feel it is worth it to continue living this way? Why don't you want to transition?
What if I am wrong though? What if I am delusional person?
And after all it is not easy to transition. I know I will just fail at that too.
This is all just dreams and fantasy and cope, isnt it?
I am still envious of real (trans) girls who make it, but I know I could never. It just isn't meant to be.
It is up to you to make the ultimate choice, anon. But just so you know, every hard decision in life comes with all the feelings and emotions you just described. No one is going to tell you you were born having it easy. What you are feeling and experiencing is incredibly difficult. Even if you can't be a perfect 10/10 though, you can still find someone who will love and appreciate you for who you really are.
>I legitimately enjoy affirming someone's girl feelings
Then why aren't you doing it for me then? I am just so fricking SICK of living the way I do. Frick
Yeah I wish someone like you was real, so they can tell me its ok and let me rest for a bit.
Sorry, weird o coming through, just venting I guess.
>Ok! I'm coming over right now! 😀
Awesome! What do you want to drink? I've got neat vodka or cheap red wine
Come get me Anon
i dont let myself get too drunk around people incase i breakdown or say something too revealing checkmate
What's your poison anonette?
>tfw no kobeni gf
I have been doing exercises and listening binaural audios for estrogen, and i think its working my hips are getting wider aand im seeing boobs despite me doing exercises everyday. Help
when the world runs out of video games with female protagonists, i'll probably just kill myself
>when the world runs out of video games with female protagonists
That will never happen because Skyrim exists. And any game with custom chars.
true true, not having mirrors at home and not going out often also helps a great deal
IWNBAW, and beyond that don't think about. Might as well just play the cards I was dealt.
if you can /repress/ you where never trans to begin with
Starving
Smoking
Alcohol
Trying to immerse myself in something so i get distracted
Reminding myself that the only value i have is as a cis lesbian and if i transition no woman is ever gonna want me :*~~*~~