what age did you start transition?
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18 and 25
28 lol lol lol haha lol aha lol lol
heyyy me too <3
let's be latehons together
26 lol
sames
30
I don't recommend waiting but you can't just really not do it either
17 to get drs and psych evals and everything then 18 to start hrt i knew when i was 14 but whatever do what you can ig
19
kill me
23, I want to die everyday.
24, thought about it since i was like 8 but didnt think i could pass or afford surgeries.
turns out i was wrong
24
20-22 and then 24-present.
16. Get fricked.
bye
19 and 9 months mtf It fricking sucks starting so late
boo hoo cry me a river
You know what maybe I will, being trans is hard, frick you
you get to live your early 20s without repressing, youre an idiot to think that you waited too long. go frick yourself
I don’t think I’ll ever be confident enough to present fem and I’m too masculine looking to pass for a woman, go repeatedly face plant a conveyer belt full of dildos
not being confident is your fault and whining about it is pathetic
grow up
23 , that was 5 years ago,
lucked out with my genes, never grew a single hair on my chest or had muscles but I still want a nosejob
back half of 23
def going to need ffs because i have a fricked up floppy turkey neck despite having been underweight all my life but otherwise im pretty hopeful
same
i have like no chest hair at all and fairly light arm hair which i feel p good about
20
I managed to get away with having a cute androgynous-feminine face and a big ass, and get ma’amd most of the time automatically while wearing mens clothes and on the phone
However I have shitty skin, barrel chest, and probably the worst breast development ive ever seen in an mtf. Still waiting on BA
Younger me itt
andro face big ass and short really carry me id be a hon if I were tall
27 thinking of killing myself soon
i started blockers when i was like 17 and then e when i was 18 after giving up and just going to planned parenthood for one appointment seriously one appointment is all it took so it was really cool getting jerked around by other doctors who wanted to meet every few months to just maybeee give me the fricking hormones when i was sent to them at 16.
it's insane they bother with fricking blockers when 90% of puberty is already fricking done after waiting 5 plus years for endless interviews
just give them hrt I can't stand this shit
such is life, i try not to dwell on it much but it really sucks made me lose all faith in doctors/therapists and the likes
28
didn't masculinize much, very little hair and high voice, and passed pretty quickly. not very attractive but I girlmode now. but brainworms and family make things infinitely harder and I'm still struggling
I got p good boob growth at least, I've never seen boobs like mine on a transgirl that didn't get BA
I also wasted 20+ years of my life I'll never ever get back
22
realized i might have been trans at 21
24 now
faketrans unite! together we can tank troony public opinion
>realized i might have been trans at 21
how
because i just had a weird fetish for gender bender porn that was so strong I could only envision myself as a woman. Growing up if you had asked me what sex to be born as I would've chosen female, but that was a dumb thought because I was a guy, obviously. All my self-loathing was just me having no self-esteem and it would definitely go away once I got a girlfriend
yeah i understand, i sorta kept telling myself similar things to cope for my whole life until realizing i couldnt take it anymore
I didn't even know that there was an "it" to take. Me hating myself was as natural as birds flying or the sun shining. I had a fricking beard lol.
It was only when I was 21 drunkenly hooking up with some girl that was all over me at a party to figure "it" out. When we were making out I felt disgusting and I kept slipping into imagining myself with this girl as a woman despite trying very hard not to. Realized in one moment that literally only being able to imagine myself with a vegana while a real girl has her mouth on my real penis meant that something was in actuality very very deeply wrong with me. Realized in the next moment that there was only one thing that could be.
Now I'm a troony, or depending on who you ask a freak fetishist. such is life
glad youre doing better now, i really do get it i felt very much the same way the only difference being that i figured it out way younger and then spent 7-8 years gaslighting myself into thinking i was just mentally ill or something
i didnt start hrt until 24 so im impressed that you started so soon after realizing who you are
it's interesting how our experiences were different if we are in fact both trans. if I realized when I was 16/17 maybe I would have done the same
>im impressed that you started so soon after realizing who you are
it wasn't personal conviction or anything haha the realization broke me instantly. by then I knew that gender dysphoria was a real medical condition and I also knew that it had no cure and one horrifying treatment. it was forbidden knowledge I couldn't un-know. the uncertainty of whether or not I really did have gender dysphoria consumed me until I tried HRT to know for sure
interesting because i knew i had gender dysphoria but didnt think i ever had a chance of passing due to being very very tall, so i just doubled down on trying to be a man and didnt start hrt until the point where i was planning my suicide
everyone copes with what they're given in different ways i suppose, but im sure a lot of people like us make our mistake of assuming that self hatred is the default standard of living
i'm curious, how did you put the name to gender dysphoria? was it conscious that "i'm trans" or was it just consciously accepting that you wanted to be a girl?
>didnt start hrt until the point where i was planning my suicide
same here. hormones were the last, most desperate thing to try.
i always knew what trans people were, and i wanted to be a girl since i was a little kid but thought only rich middle aged trannies could afford the surgeries required (i didnt know what hrt was untill i was like 17), i was just in denial that i was transgender even though i wanted to be a girl and was increasingly uncomfortable being male since puberty, i just thought it was normal to want to be a girl until i was 14 and then it occurred to me that i might be trans but i didnt let myself think about it because i was scared of the answer. then around 17 i started looking more into trans shit on the internet because everything was getting worse and thats when i learned what gender dysphoria was and realized its what i had been suffering from, and then after figuring that out it became unbearable to the point where i would spend hours curled up in a ball in the corner of my room just staring off into space unable to deal with the sheer pain of my existence
i decided that since i didnt think i would ever pass that the best thing i could do was just live as a gay man, so i came out as gay.
tried to be a gay man for 7-8 years before reaching the suicidal point and taking hormones, then everything started getting better so quickly it was insane.
sorry thats a really long answer i just didnt know how to give a short answer
no worries friend, my responses are long too for the same reason lol. yeah I did something similar but I never thought i was gay. once I had my realization i just had to research it, and as I learned more I couldn't deny that if I did have gender dysphoria a lotta things would start making a lot of sense. it was horrible. i became an alcoholic, i'd spend every free moment i had lying down in bed, writhing in agony trying to get the thoughts to stop. unpleasant place to be 🙁
18
16 because i am ontologically female
At 19 I started finasteride so I count that since It did stave off some masculinization. Started regular hrt 2 years later.
But then why are all early transitioners heighthons?
Because testosterone doesn't make you taller.
Lupron doesn't close growth plates like estrogen does. most "youngshits" are "uhhh blockers at 17 hrt at 20" or some horseshit
this is why hrt is essential and blockers are memes
/lgbt/ be like:
>19 is a youngshit
>what people on this board think the average 19 year old guy looks like
knew at like 12 but my parents told me to repress. started at 25. parents say it is completely unexpected.
tried to start at 17
wasn't able to until i was almost 23
misery
30
21 then spent like 2 years with medications that didnt work, now kinda getting proper levels but still inconsistent and i have no clue why
21
38. Wish I could go back in time and make myself keep repressing. Major regret, but I think I'm too far in.
post selfie?
why? want a giggle?
not really, im just curious about how you look because you sound too self aware to be a boomer rapehon but also are pretty old for transitioning.
id totally understand not wanting to post a selfie but thats my motivation for asking and theres no reason not to ask since its an anonymous forum
I put in effort to not be a hon, but there's only so far that takes you if you have bad genetics or didn't start until you were old. Im just a regular hon, not a gigaboomer-rapehon. I've posted photos before, I just don't think I should hijack this thread.
I socially transitioned at 12 but couldn't get hrt/blockers until 15. I kind of wish I had repressed because it was over for me by 14
god I wish I accepted the truth when I was younger
I knew I was different, I didn't realize I was trans
14 but I'm a based hrt femboy
15
figured out that i was trans at 19
was too scared to do anything till 21
yes i want to kill myself
Came out/socially transitioned at 8, started hrt at 12.
19
19 but knew about hrt at 16
Frick i regret every day that i was such a fricking coward, i should have just bought it, even had the order ready frick frick
its more about the potential 2 years of feminization that i lost and less about the marginal masculinization that happened
Just started this month at 24 but I turn 25 next month so basically 25
18, and give up whit 18
>with
21
Forgot to mention im ftm
>19
>started two weeks ago
>will never pass
It's over.
is this really u? your jaw and cheekbones look incredible and so do your lips. you look like a model so is this extreme BDD or a bait?
13 and 14.
18 because my parents talked me out of hrt and identifying as female when i came out at 15 ):
hormone blockers at 7, then hrt at 12
Proof? Post face pic
Wow, I never knew people here were such lateshits
average age of transition in general is like 27 or something
before the past 10 years every troony was a lateshit or a pre-hrt passoid if they were lucky
tripgays don't be moronic challenge (impossible)
21
:~~*(
at 20 with a giga masculine face, 19 inch shoulders and 6'1 height. being hondosed to shits for 2 years now and not enough will to live to do anything about it. so yeah I'm basically repping with slightly lower t than two years ago
38. haha pls kill me
Same but I'm good with it.
i'm actually ok with it too, its just a trip
i dont need your fricking sympathy you coward.
18, then I quit a few months in, and then 19. Have been on hormones for almost a year now
Do I count as a youngshit?
16 for a month but my parents found out and started opening all my packages so really 18 when I could get a dr to give it to me
feel lucky I got in early
prolly shoulda diyed somehow for those 2 years but oh well
16 but it sure doesn't show.
25 but 6 years and like 10 surgeries later it’s fine
>pic
i don't get that meme, starting early doesn't cancel the male features on the face and body from developing. there is plenty of people from this very forum who have already confirmed it themselves. your skeleton will not stop forming into an adult males skeleton just because you are on hormones. skeleton shape is all in the dna.
you will need ffs surgery no matter what.
what chemicals do you think makes specific genes activate or not anon
>we've confirmed it
sure you have bitter repper
lol
lmao, even
If the skeleton is all in the DNA (and it isn't, hormones determine formation during puberty), why not just activate the female skeleton genes in the X chromosome a trans girl has (with the hormones)
literal fricking moron who doesn't understand how genes work and what regulates gene expression. to be a real youngshit you would need to start at like 10 or 11 as an MtF and even earlier as FtM. that's why the so-called youngshits here doom just as much as the lateshits. it's not just bdd if you're an ogre or a chad at 16 and you feel like you'll never be able to pass.
Started at 20, currently 31.
self medded at 17
knew at 14 tho but religious and transphobic family wat can you do :c
Social transition at 17 hrt by 19 but I have messed up hormones so I didn’t start puberty till 16.5 anyway so T didn’t really frick me up that much except for a little body and facial hair. Other than that my voice never dropped so I can’t complain that much.
Sucks cause I knew I was trans at 10-11 tho :/
thanks anon, just wish i could've lived through those younger years as my true self
Came out at 22, detransed due to family rejection, retransed at 30.
It's not so bad because i am genetically gifted.
Wanted to be a girl at 4, knew at 10. Started DIY at 21 because I finally had enough money to safely move out and get hormones for 2 years. There's still literally no medical system over here for trans ppl and no info, and DIY is kinda expensive on top of an oppressive school system.
socially at 13, hormones at 18
16
About to start at 18. With injections
thanks anon i know i’m still lucky to be a midshit but honestly even though i don’t pass i still think getting on hormones was the best decision i ever made i feel so much better, it’s worth it to start even if you think it’s already over
13, couldnt handle the thought of being seen as a pooner. started T at 14
your feeble attempts at self deprecating humor are pathetic
no matter at which age you transition, you are interrupting a beautiful natural course of develompent
after puberty, it is pointless and insane
before puberty, it is child abuse and pointless and insane
you will never be a woman
you have not only no womb nor ovaries, you have man shoulders
you have man cheeks
a man skull
man hands
man feet
man prostate
i could keep going
please stop doing things to your body which are bound to be heavily flawed recreations of idealized self images
let things happen naturally
you cannot cheat nature
My prostate is pretty feminine dude.
tell me why you broke up with your bf already
It’s personal and I’m still processing.
34
looks good, congratulations
I repressed for 18 years and transitioned when i was 23.
I socially transitioned at 14 and physically transitioned literally the week I turned 18. for the time that was pretty much pediatric transitioning though.
38, I just have to wear a wig because horrible crown balding, but baldness runs in my family both male and female. My mother, grandmother and sister also have thinning hair and wear wigs, my dad wears a toupee, and my grandfather shaved his head. it's all so unfortunate
Just wanted to say that I know it can be miserable but wearing a wig doesn't make you undesirable. I wear them because of lupus. Almost anyone who likes you for your other qualities is probably not gonna care and people are very bad at telling in any case.
Also, if this perspective helps, in black culture, women wear wigs, extensions, etc all the time, for fun or just to give their hair a break from styling. it's very normalized and we see it as a feminine thing, just a way to accessorize and be creative. If the end result of your work looks good, you're pretty, congrats.
16
tried again at 18
finally stuck at 24
31, ahahaha :v
29 😀
worth it, i'm way happier (and i have a bizarre number of people crushing on me atm), the lost time i could've spent not repping is just what sucks
31
older tranners make my dick hard
20
but I bloomed early and had a nearly a full beard by 16/17 that I desperately tried learned how to get rid of it asap plus barbers that push my hairline further back every year lol lmao hahahahaha lol
I got testosterone blockers for being out of control and developing schizophrenia to control mental illness at age 13. Then HRT at 16 when I started acting like a normal female.
Had a vague idea since I was like 7-8, started at 22. Didn't have the vocabulary or knowledge of hormones until I was an older teen. By then I had a gf and being a respectable figure at school kept me from thinking about it + acting on it. My parents would have never let me troon out before 18, and by 14 I was already linebacker status. I don't know how starting at 18 would have made much of a difference except I'd be farther along now.
18. It barely helps though. My browline is slightly smaller then my dad's rn, and my chin might have separated if I started later, but I still look a lot like my dad. I need ffs still and would probably benefit from shoulder reduction.
im gonna kms why do u all get to start so early it's not fair
27
It's fine tbh i pass now but it would have been nice to have less years feeling sad and stuff ig
came out at 15, didn’t get any help. went back in the closet until 21 when i decided i didn’t want to graduate college as a guy (and my hair started thinning in the corners…). i’m pretty small and my body never masculinized much at all but i wish i started earlier enough to get real hip growth and avoid my face turning into a brick.
24. I started 3 days ago.
Thats when I started. Its been a year and a month. Shit gets really fricking rough 6-10 months in, after that, I've been doing better.
Seeing a woman in the mirror is an amazing feeling. Goodluck.
I'm glad you're doing better. What happens around 6-10 months?
I hope I can get there soon. good luck to you too
I realized something was up a long time ago but repressed okay for a few years. I started to really crack a few years but still didn't know where to start and then pandemic stuff didn't help. Earlier this year I finally forced myself to explain it to my therapist (which I had been too scared to do for a long time) and then went the route with getting a diagnosis so my stuff was covered by my insurance. Unfortunately I had to wait a few more months to see an endo. I probably should have realized I could DIY but I got nervous about it.
I thought once I had the pills I would be apprehensive and indecisive about taking them (part of why I put it off for so long) but I just took them like vitamins, which surprised me, like I really thought I'd get them and just not take them.
How did you bite the bullet and decide to start HRT? I feel like I am procrastinating with many fears and apprehension. x _x I don't have access to great health care and the process of DIY is so daunting
25, 4 months HRT
I think I'll pass in a few years, but I regret not realizing I was trans earlier. Not having lived my early twenties as a female will always hurt.
OTOH I don't think starting earlier would've given me better results, my body basically hasn't changed since I was 14~15. I just gained more muscle. My height didn't increase a single inch.
Repressed til 18, started HRT at 19. Because I live in the UK I was on 1mg estrogen per day until I was nearly 24. Now 26 and I have a fricked up hairline and don't pass at all
lol
>Seeing a woman in the mirror is an amazing feeling. Goodluck.
Never gonna happen for someone who starts at 24. Don't give false hope
Started 28, now 31
I envy all the western trannies who had easy access to information and doctors. First time I ever heard about transition was 27, first time I met another troony was 30
im 25 and i still haven't started
bros.......
Came out to my family and two months later at the age of 17 (and 4 months) they finally let me start HRT.
Whenever I see other kids my age who've been on HRT for longer or some cases where kids have already gotten surgery I just want to fricking end myself. It's not fair.
22 and I'm an unpassable hon now
26
repping was surprisingly easy by simply being a hikki neet
the moment i had to get a job i realized i cant go on without at least trying to troon out
23
yea hikki neet moding plus copious amounts of benzos and weed is how i got through it
17
thankfully didn't go through a male puberty though so its just left me tall and slender, pretty and passing
I get what this comic is supposed to say, but the person on the left doesn't even look *that* bad, so I think the artist didn't do a good job here at getting their message across.
I started transitioning shortly after my 20th birthday. Came out about a year and half after that.
pureria minifica
16-6 months of 17
real hrt
17-forever
socially
too afraid and ashamed to ever
here, I was in your spot too, hence why there was such a long time span between me getting on HRT and coming out. Never say never, I also thought I'd be a closeted boymoder for all my life, but now everyone in my private life knows I'm trans and its absolutely fine, even if there were and still are some difficulties sometimes, I wouldn't go back to being a permacloseter.
I'm not out at work yet though, I don't feel quite ready for that. But I will probably get there one day.
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