Why do I keep myself alive at 23yo without ever having a gf or nonpaid sex with women? Why do you stay alive? What is the point of this? I keep asking my single mom and she looks at me dumbfounded and tries to give me copes, but I can't accept them. So I am asking you, someone who is similar, what point do you see in this?
I exercise, I have a traditionally masculine look, but it doesn't mean anything because I wasn't bor the correct race or with the correct height.
>brown manlet
lmao you do not have a "masculine look"
My body, I am muscular through clothes, but since I am short it looks like cope
it is cope
You never grew up around violent blacks have you? They respect strength and nothing else. Don't let yourself get man handled lil bro.
Black folk don't give me anything but short looks on account of not being a brown manlet
Yeah, they stopped doing that to me too when my body shape looked more tanky.
You are fat
You're not fat but you could put on a lot more muscle. You should be lifting weights every few days.
>I am muscular
Pic unrelated?
>someone who is similar
lol
Are you a sex haver? Born to white parents in a suburban environment? Grew of age before smartphones and social media? Tall genetics?
>you
I realised that I won't kms anyway. So I just don't care and do whatever now.
Because most people are afraid to die. Simple as. The only reason people romanticize suicide as much as they do is because it's akin to running away in concept and is shocking to normies.
I keep thinking about the pistol route. But then I also believe I am intelligent enough to become wealthy too. If I became wealthy I would like to create my own porn studio and help degrade society further. But I need to know, what cope does everyone else use.
You are stuck here like the rest of us until the day you build the courage to die. That's my cope. You can either allow your life to become unbearable to the point you lose your will to live, something that isn't likely to happen anyway, or to improve your current status. Those are your two choices.
Suicide is, essentially, a privilege. It's within our right, but not always within our power.
What happened, how come we turned out so differently? I know guys raised by single moms who slay pussy. Maybe it's because I am Indian in the ghetto and don't try to fit in with the ghetto people. Most white, black, and Latinas go after men of their race. Maybe it would be different if I were around Indian women.
Sometimes it is because we close ourselves off top much from the world around us that the loneliness corrodes our mind and corrupts our thoughts, it may leave one with the ability to contemplate, but may also lead one to distort truth and objectivity.
Perhaps you are inferior, perhaps you are not good enough to get the woman of your dreams, but all you can do is try. It's never worth sacrificing your happiness to be right, because being right is not enough to keep men happy, because inevitably you will have to face that truth without the comfort of your ego.
Try what you can, shoot your shot. Nothing else you can do in this damned existence.
I live for having a gf and sex. There's nothing quite like it. That's my end goal, the whole hole. There's nothing more I want to do in life than have a gf. I'm an addict, and the idea of a gf is my crack. I need a hit. I need it. Without a gf what is the point in life. I eat, sleep, breathe, work, work out, groom myself, perfume myself, and dress myself all in hopes of scoring a female's front hole. That's what brings me pleasure. Maybe even the back hole. I just want to feel that chemical release. I'm nothing but a dog in heat. It's all I care about. I watch so much porn. It's the only way I can cope. I go to bars in hopes to pick up the girl of my dreams and have the night of my life. It never works but it almost works a lot. It's exciting, I'm like an alpha man on the hunt. Sex. I want it, I need it, I live for it, it controls me, it will always control me, and there's nothing I will ever value more than the immediate feeling of good. I hope I don't ever try heroin because I'm 100% I would ruin my life because I am a complete slave to feeling good. I just want to feel good all the time. There's no higher goal or state of being than feeling happy, and if I don't feel happy I don't feel good and if I don't have sex then I don't feel happy or good so not having sex is something that I can't just do. I'm a mindless monkey EEEEK EEEEK EEEEK EEEEK EEEEEK EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK EEEEEK HOOOOO HOOOOOO HEEEEEHEEEEEHEEEE EEEEK EEEEK EEEEEK EEEEEKE EEEEEK MEEEE MOOOONKEY ME HITTING CHEST ME WORKING OUT EEEEK EEEEK EEEEK GIVE SEX EEEEEK EEEEK ME HORNY MONKEY EEEEK EEEEEEK EEEEEK EEEEKE EEEEEK EEEEK
mental illness is a problem
Lmao told my dad about the being short and Indian and he said he had to take another call
Why do you think sex is everything?
Watching people frick since I was 7. I'm jealous of all the 13yo that frick their teachers.
man you are really obsessed. have sex, incel
Have sex, with me
ok anon, bend over
I want to have power over a woman's heart and mind. You could make a b***h murder for you if you can dick em down right.
I just wanted some pussy man. Why THE FRICK DOES IT HAVE TO BE SO DIFFICULT
Don't worry, I'm 27 and been single for 8 years because my last one was a c**t
23 isn't even old at all, maybe 40 you can be concerned. Right now, work on yourself and your life. Become somebody, do something. Women want men with direction and drive. You shouldn't even be thinking about women, just focus on developing yourself.