Why do I like cocks and sweaty balls if I am a straight man who is not into men?

Why do I like wieners and sweaty balls if I am a straight man who is not into men?
While watching porn When I find a girl sucking a good looking wiener attached to a good looking dude, I just jerk off from her pov. Still not into men tho.
Sometimes I go to darkrooms just for sucking random wiener and enjoy being submissive and complacient to these men who let me suck their wieners. And bottoming very occasionally.
But at the same time I don't feel attraction to their bodies, faces nor I'm romantically interested in them at all. I use men like sex toys when I can't get women or transwomen.
What the frick is wrong with my sexuality? It makes no sense and kinda all over the place.

I'm also into "female pov blowjob" porn category.

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  1. 12 months ago
    Anonymous

    insane internalized homophobia or an expression of gender dysphoria

    • 12 months ago
      Anonymous

      I like being a man and don't care if I'm gay, bi or whatever. The point is that I think that I'm just a perverted straight guy.
      It's just that I developed a wiener paraphilia and like to fantasize about how would it be being a woman when having sex.
      But I don't look at men, their bodies feel neutral to me at best.

      • 12 months ago
        Anonymous

        this is a cope and a lie whether youre conscious of the fact or not

  2. 12 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm in a similar dilemma. I like gay sex but I hate men. I have only met two men I actually considered myself capable of hooking up with, let alone dating long-term. I can't imagine how hard this shit is for women.

    • 12 months ago
      Anonymous

      In my case I use men a replacement when I can't get women.
      If I can't be with women, I become a woman 🙂

    • 12 months ago
      Anonymous

      you sound bisexual but with an extreme preference towards women, are you actually attracted to their bodies and the fact that they're men or do you have a penis fetish?

      Gay and bi men can have 100s of sexual partners a year so this isn't an issue with getting sex.

    • 12 months ago
      Anonymous

      you can think someone's genitals look nice and that by itself would say nothing about your sexual attraction, but you seeking out men to have sex with does.

      you can want sex with men and not ever fall in love with them.

  3. 12 months ago
    Anonymous

    >While watching porn
    There's your answer, stop watching porn and do no fap. Simple as.

    • 12 months ago
      Anonymous

      If I stop watching porn I'll stop sucking wieners?

  4. 12 months ago
    Anonymous

    it's the (porn) israelites

  5. 12 months ago
    Anonymous

    AGP meta attraction

    • 12 months ago
      Anonymous

      How can I get rid of AGP? Feels somewhat fake being involved with men during sex when I'm actually not really attracted to them.

      • 12 months ago
        Anonymous

        ?

  6. 12 months ago
    Anonymous

    Sounds like you need male friends.
    Also,
    >watching porn
    is part of your problem

  7. 12 months ago
    Anonymous

    >I'm also into "female pov blowjob" porn category.
    Sounds kinda trans. Or maybe you're just bi.

    • 12 months ago
      Anonymous

      >Sounds kinda trans. Or maybe you're just bi.
      I find that vision hot and exciting. I like wieners, not men.

  8. 12 months ago
    Anonymous

    maybe you're trying to be attracted to men in the same way that you're attracted to women.
    which isnt working, because attraction to men often works differently from attraction to women.
    try changing the way you're looking at it. think about their masculinity as an extension of their wiener. their power, dominance is fundamental to their entire bodies design.
    the sweat on their genitals is the same sweat in their armpits, under their necks, on their chest. what you are attracted to in their genitalia is present in the rest of their body, only it is easiest to mentally block out attraction to the rest of their body too.
    it would help to think of yourself as smaller, thinner, weaker. a virile, strong, calloused hand around your neck. you, staring at a body that you stand no chance of overpowering. the hand guiding your head to his wiener, the smell intoxicating. you do not want this, but for reasons unexplainable it feels incredibly good.

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